I don't understand what I do wrong.

Yesterday I was a little late to one of my classes so I sat in a seat that I don't usually sit in. When I sat down the person next to me said, "oh, not you." And moved to a different seat.

I would let this go but the thing is stuff like this happens a lot.

I try to act tough so I don't look like a push-over but I just want to know one thing.

What did I do?

How come I only have a handful of friends and the rest of my grade talks about me and hates me.

Even though I may just think this 'cause of my anxiety I think my best friend is starting to not like me either. We use to do everything together ever since kindergarden, but lately she's been inviting more of her friends along (who I don't particularly like) and starting to ignore me more. One time I couldn't sit in the same place at lunch but when she came into the cafeteria she didn't even think twice on it and sat with her other friend. Not to mention whenever someone who is her friend and mine come to breakfast late she always goes to get her and bring her to our table.

I just don't understand. All I want is an explanation, is that to much to ask?

I'm sorry about posting this, it makes me seem pathetic but I just need to get my frustrations put instead of just beating myself up insode about it. 'Cause its actually starting to hurt inside and out.

On a side note I have writers block right now so I haven't been able to write recently, hopefully I can get back into writing soon though.

I'll see you guys next time.
Bye guys.