You know what I'm done pleading.

I don't seek attention.

No.

No hell no.

No way.

I'm just lonely.

Just...

People.

They lie.

I bet.

I bet they lie about me.

They lie

They lie That they care about me dying.

They actually want me dead.

I was close.

So close to death's door.

So close.

I wish to go there.

Sometimes.. I wonder. What happened.

If I die.

Do I recarinate?

Hm....

Bet nobody would read this so yay for me.

Why did I bother.

Why do I bother.

To talk.

To even do stuff for anyone.

I don't care anymore.

I don't.

I'm done with everything.

No.

No.

Don't push yourself to type.

Don't type whatever u do to stop me.

I dont give a damn.

No.

Then theres excuses.

"Oh I was at somewhere" when they were just looking at my texts.

"Sorry I was hanging out."

With who?

Someone whose better.

Are u kidding me?

Really?

Am I just trash?

OKAY FINE IM DONE HERE GEEZ DONT WORRY GOD DAMMIT.

People have so much fun without me.

And that's a fact.

Bet losing me.

Won't mean anything the next day.

Let's see what happens if I do leave for good.

I don't want u near me.

You really think you can replace my broken heart?

Do you know what I've been through.

No.

SO STOP TRYING!

WHY IS THIS AFFECTING ME.

JUST GET OUT.

STOP READING.

UNFOLLOW ME!

DONT SEEK ATTENTION.

IM NOT GOOD AT ANYTHING SO I DONT WANT TO SEE THIS IN THE FUTURE!

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