Suicidal Thoughts
Ginny: *grits teeth* I'm not suicidal, I don't wanna fucking die! I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright..
User: But every day I feel like dying
Every day I feel like dying..
Becca: Why do I even try? Why do I even write lyrics about how I'm living the life, When I'm battling pain and my demons at night? *fake grins*
Maniac: Trying to find a new outlet, The devil pouncin', I hear him, howlin', my vision cloudin'. *sighs, closing his eyes* Man, I tried to escape but there ain't no way..
Mentality: *grips onto Maniac's hand, forcing herself to sing despite her voice being hoarse* Try to be strong when I deal with the pain, yeah. But I'm ditching the coffin, so my family has options. Gotta work 'til I'm dead so that they get the best.. Don't wanna set up a bad example... *gazes to the side, sighing quietly*
Sabrina: 'Cause the kids looking up can't leave in shambles. Can't make them think clocking out's okay, So fuck suicide, I'm here to stay! *she grinned weakly, gazing down at the marks on her arms that had started fading*
Ricco (Betrayaltale Maniac): *signing* Try to free my mind, I don't know what's right! Wasting all my time, Tryna find the light, Try to free my mind, I don't know what's right! *he winced in pain, rubbing his throat softly*
Addie: Wasting all my time, Tryna find the light, no no. I'll be out here runnin', I'll be runnin' from myself now. Gunnin' demons down, find my way out of this hell now! I'll be runnin' now, I'll be runnin' from myself now. Gunnin' demons down, find my way out of this hell now..
User: *almost in tears, voice cracking as she held her left arm close to her chest* I'm not suicidal, I don't wanna fucking die. I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright!... But every day I feel like dying.. Every day I feel like dying..
Ginny: One too many bad thoughts inside me. Got a hole in my heart put the past behind me.. *her mind cast to her twin, a tear being seen rolling down her face which she quickly wiped away*
Becca: I'm pressed with time, I'm stressed with life, my breath is ice. I guess I might just bottle it up some more just like always.. Barely standing, crawling down the hallways, Sink into my bed, with death inside my head. Yeah, that note you found? I didn't mean it.. *mutters a soft 'I did..' under her breath* Just wish I had a better sense of meaning...
Maniac: Never meant to let you down, I've been down and out. Racing thoughts had to drown them out, fuck, Never giving in I swear to God.. No matter how many times I prayed to a God I don't believe in! Just to see if I will never wake up, but he called my bluff..
Mentality: Try to free my mind. I don't know what's right! Wasting all my time, Tryna find the light, Try to free my mind! I don't know what's right..
Sabrina: Wasting all my time, Tryna find the light, no no.. I'll be out here runnin', I'll be runnin' from myself now.. *she whimpered, seeming in pain*
Rachel: *sighs weakly* Gunnin' demons down, find my way out of this hell now. I'll be runnin' now, I'll be runnin' from myself now! Gunnin' demons down, find my way out of this hell now..
Ricco: I'm not suicidal, I don't wanna fucking die! I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright.. But every day I feel like dying.. Every day I feel like dying! *his hands dropped as he finished signing, hiding his face in Addie's chest, tears rolling from his eyes as blood seemed to fall from his sleeve*
Addie: *she held Ricco close, stroking his head with a whimper* I'm not suicidal, I don't wanna fucking die! I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright.. But every day I feel like dying.. Every day I feel like dying.. *she quietly sighed, gazing over the others who had sung. In one way or another, they had all been hurt. They all had their reasons, and not many had told why. She had to protect them, no matter what happened.. before they, like Ricco, hurt themselves to the point they lost one of their senses... or died..*
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