Hey! It is ya girl, Serenity. Umm........I need some advise. My dad is an alcoholic so he is sometimes a little bit irrational. So, the other day he got drunk and called me weak, pathetic, waste of space, ungrateful little bitch, a big wuss, and a disgrace. And I didn't mind it until he started bringing up traumatic events for my brother and I. For me it was my cutting and my godfather saying I was 100 wrong, and for my brother it was about his mother dying.

I talked to him when he was sober and he didn't apologize. I cut days later but my mother found out and i was taken to the hospital to be evaluated. As you see, im not still in the hospital. But when we told my father of this all he said was "Cool, so when is your mom bringing you over tomorrow?" and I didn't answer because my mother isn't bringing me. Especially because of  what happened. I'm upset and i don't know what the hell to do. I've never dealt with an abusive alcoholic.....

(MASSIVE UPDATE BECAUSE HOLY SHIIIT! THIS IS NOT STILL GOING ON NOR WAS I PHYSICALLY ABUSED.)