im Just going to be completely honest for a second with all of you. If you don't really follow me then you can just completely ignore this message. That being said, this is a vent post, and a complete waste of everyone's time. I just need to put it out somewhere.

I have zero motivation and I don't know. it just seems like people, myself included, have lost interest in everything I do. which is completely my fault. Whether it's rps or my books.. I just want to tell everyone that I'm sorry. For the lack of updates in my books.... for the late replies in messages.... for the lack of communication in general....

Lately I've had a lot of stuff go on in my personal life that has honestly really brought me down. Mostly just friend drama... but I've found I Come on here to distract myself from it. And I feel like at this point everything I'm putting out as 'content' is showing it. I feel absolutely awful about it too. I just don't know.

This week hasn't been absolute shït and I apologize for if anyone's noticed it. A teacher, who I thought really really liked me, got pissed off at me for the littlest fucking reason. Then on top of that for about three weeks now my friends have been fighting. But those are just stories for another time.

I'm sorry for the vent. Just felt like I really needed to apologize and let you all know how I'm feeling, cause that's one thing I really havent done irl. It's just... it's gotten bad enough that one of my friends, that I've barely known not even a year, went and talked to my mom about me..

I hate putting this stuff out because i feel like such an attention whore when I do.

I just want to thank everyone for putting up with me. But I'm trying to stick with Jacks pma stuff. So let's end this post on a happy note.

Currently I'm brainstorming for ideas on The Pyschopath and the Murderer, so if any of you have suggestions please tell.

Next, I'm gonna be trying to post more stuff in my art book. 

Third, I don't know if any of you care, but I'm gonna teach my horse how to bow this summer!!! And I'm GOING TO DO IT AND KEEP YOU GUYS UPDATED ON MY PROGRESS BECAUSE IM NOT LETTING MYSELF NOT DO THIS.

Another thing is I'm doing a duet in choir not this Wednesday but the next, so I'm praying for no voice cracks.

And very lastly, I'm in the process of writing a new book. Now, don't expect it too soon. Because I'm going to write the whole thing, and then post it. But let me tell you, this son of a gun is gonna be good. So far I haven't found anything like it so look forward to that. Music vid at the top is a hint on what it's going to be about.

And okay I know I said that was it, but I'm really trying to challenge myself this year. The duet thing was what started this all off for me. I want to push myself out of my comfort zone and do more. So I also need an opinion on this. Should I start doing  short stories? I know wattpad has little contests for them. And there's this really cool insta account with LOADS of them. Would you guys like them? I would probably do them weekly, maybe so that I could get some more creative brain juices flowing. But I dunno. I'm still thinking about it.

But I am truly sorry for everything. I'm trying to get back into things and be more positive.  Constructive criticism is always appreciated btw.

Thank you guys for everything,

~Hunter