i have been feeling uneasy and i get fear from something i don't know why i do but it happens and i can't sleep so good anymore.... i feel safe with my close friend or sister's..... but i'm just in a fear mode, it does not help when my sister's don't live here anymore and i just feel uneasy and can't sleep well.... i do feel like crying at one point but i don't because it would be in school..... and i don't know how to tell this to my sister or friends because i just hide it but i really can't sleep much at night anymore.... and my lil brother talks to much about things that happen and i don't really like hearing them because i'm easy for someone to do a jump scare to....be i'm near someone i really feel calm with then i'm feel fine but there is no one and watching video's don't help much..... only time i sleep is at the last moment, when i'm talking or rp with someone it keeps the mind off it but there is a lot of people who are busy, and i do understand.

but i'm now telling the truth about me of how a really feel.