Hey guys, i just wanted to say i have seen something that scared me so much that it just scared me so much and i wish i had someone to talk with to keep my mind off it.... it's scaring me to the point i just want someone to hold me.... and tell me it's oh okay... but i don't have that, but i'm so scared of what i saw on my facebook that it was not funny anymore i got so scared from it..... i don't think i'll be writing my stories for awhile again my health is bad a enough..... i'm under so much stress and right now being scared of what i saw even know i just pray to doesn't come to Canada to the points we'll have to leave.....and it just scared me so i'm not so good at all anymore......i'm crying right now because i have been having nightmares of things that just scared me to where i don't get sleep as much anymore...... i wish i was in my lovers arms..... Jerome is out!