Hey guys i know i'm updating a lot but i just want to say something that has been a lil part of my stress out.

My sister was talking about how my family doesn't get who i'm into but she doesn't get it really there is more to things we have other families and i'm scared it and to telling my friends about that i'm a lesbian there are others who can hurt you if they find out, and it scares me to say but i still haven't told all my friends about this..... so it's hard if you doing to still be friends or not, i don't want to lose this friends i made only a some of my friends know about me being lesbian but others don't and some of our family members don't know what i'm into yet.

You don't know if they'll keep wanting to be your friend and if they make jokes about it may be still some how hurt me, because well i kept who i have been into and i was just so scared to show this of who i love and well this song here keeps me thinking if telling and see if i have like others to go if they don't mind me being who i am, once again i still feel scared sometimes a cry thinking what i'll do if my friends who want me anymore...... and i really don't want to lose that, others have there well have telling others and some are scared to tell and i'm one of this people to tell someone who i'm into, so others should understand what i'm going though because when i smile it's not real as others think it is i just play it have to hide it and the school we go to is not helping i have hear something that gave me a shock that i shouldn't speak of who i'm into, like the people they well treat you different and well i got more scared of that... but thanks for reading this and for understanding where i'm coming from.

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