something just like today hit me..... it had to do with well a friend i grow up with in my school the one home i lived to enjoy and grow my trust to use my voice but i still was not there just two or one year later i meet this girl who became my friend and a true one to me her name was anna..... she was my first friend in that school i liked to be with..... i grow up seeing her at school every day..... she was my best friend rue was there too..... but she knows we were childhood friends so anna was different..... i didn't know rue was my old childhood friend until we clicked to each by two sisters meet up with each sometimes to just do a quick talk both me and rue hide behind this two sisters..... but back to the point of this friend anna..... after i meet others slowly i felt like anna didn't like me so i'm sure she was talking behind my back..... but i was a liar back then i was not honest everyone well know this story..... but i really am not ready..... i know others go different paths..... but if anyone close to me on here... were to hear my story they would well understand why i'm not ready to let it go..... my past life well everyone has had a bad past.... but i'm just saying for me..... today i just realize how much i miss my anna..... i bet she doesn't know how i feel about this none of my friends know it the truth of this story..... but here i am drawing quick lil sketches of me and anna..... of to when we were friends to when she goes to a different path while i'm stuck in a same path, i really do remember my best friend..... and well i wish to tell her and show her this but i can't, i know i have to be honset to her but all the things i have hear about her.... she's changed so much..... i don't know if she knows me anymore....... i'm not ready to let go.... i really hate losing friends......