I am not trying to push anyone to my beliefs but I want to say something that made my heart break ans I pray to God that someday these people somehow find Him and ask for forgiveness.

You all know I am now a Joaquin Phoenix fan because of my friends on here (not because of Joker, mainly my friends on here got me to like him in Joker), well, I got the chilling feeling wondering if he was a believer in anything. Like Christian, Lutheran, catholic, budist, etc? Turns out he grew Jewish. And I was like, well, that's kinda Christian...I mean Christian is a mixture of Jesus beliefs like Lutheran, and Catholic and even Jewish. But turns out he use to be. He is now an atheist. He says he believes God exist, and then he says he doesn't believe in a god. He is very a confusing man.
So he is telling the world, he doesn't believe in a God that has helped him in so many things in life? And even told Hollywood when he portrayed as Jesus in a movie he literally told them the real story about Jesus? I not mad just confused.

I want to stay something, to anyone listening/reading this. Joaquin Phoenix, if you see this, I'm sorry if this hurt you, 😐 I don't mean to bud in your life 3: I know how a private man you are, my friends told me. Anyway here: God works in many ways and has done so many great things as well for us, even if we don't see it. Being part of a cult not realizing it is one can change how you feel towards God, I've seen it in documentaries but even seeming it is different than being in it, but seeing a glimpse of them seeing how people were tortured and even brainwashed, it does hurt and makes you want to believe that people are just crazy and believe that there is no one out there, but God does say things about that,

"Beware of false prophets, which come to you in sheep's clothing, but inwardly they are ravening wolves."

I hear that verse over and over and over in my head almost everyday. Because it's true, there will people claiming they are pastors but led you the wrong direction even if there's some truth about God in it. I was told by my therapist it's like 99% truth but they just have to add just little lies inside.

We even think God has done nothing for us, but I believe He has. With Covid he has brought people closer together. I heard now Phoenix and Rooney just had their baby. A baby boy named River after his brother. (To me they are truly meant to be together. Nowgetmarried! :3) my favorite YouTuber just got married to his beloved girlfriend that he had been with for so long. My cousin is engaged as well. Even with the smallest things is a true blessing.
For the big things, and I am using Joaquin (just in case he reads this lol), You had some many good things happened to you by God. Yes you went through a lot in a cult, you lost your brother afterwards (which I am sorry for your loss), but you also keep fighting for yourself, for River, Rooney, and even for your family and career. They say you don't smoke anymore, you don't drink (if you had in the past I am saying), you eat healthy, fight for Animal Rights, and even now better yet this year, your career is better than before. You got an Oscar Award for best performance. They mean seem small things, but God was with you all this time. He made you a amazing person. You may still struggle, but that's alright, we all do, we all still do even us believers in Christ, but it will be better. It will be better.

Again I am not shoving anyone my beliefs here, I just want people to know how great our God is even towards Atheists in the world. He even loves people who don't believe in Him or hate him. No matter how much you don't like God, He is always going to love you. That's why if we don't know what words to say to people, it's best to just pray for them.