Changing my uniform into my casual clothes because my shift has ended for today, I looked at my wrists watch to see what time is it, 5:30PM it's pretty early than I thought it would be, after I change my clothes I fixed my locker and reached out my bag that is hanged inside, locking my locker after that and I'm ready to go.

"Jihoon, Good work today, you too Guanlin." The Manager said to the both of us, while putting a two beverage in the table. A little thank you drink for our manager as always.

"Same goes for you Manager Yoon." Guanlin response to the Manager, what about me? I slightly pouted because he can't even praised that I've worked hard too. (Someone is jelly af [/:laugs;)

"Well Thank you Guanlin, by the way walk Jihoon to his apartment it's pretty near in here since it is pretty dark inside right now." My eyes was about to be spit out with what Manager Yoon plan, I glared at him signalling that stop teasing me, did he even know that I like Guanlin? Bitch too much sass you have there.

My manager just smiled at me, you know the smile who teases you, my hands are clenched trying to calm myself, now I'm just waiting for Guanlin to refuse Manager Yoon's demand, but he didn't refused, he nodded to the Manager Yoon flashing his sweet smile at me.

Again, my heart is not normal again, I can't take this anymore, I think my face is flushed like a bright red color right now, he's smile is too perfect.

"Let's go Jihoon, are you done now?" His soothing voice was all over my ears, it was like music to my ears I can't stop liking it and wanted to record to hear it for the whole day. I really like him this much, aish I'm embarrassing myself.

He took the two beverage that the Manager Yoon gave to us, and signed me that we could go now, I nodded to him, we both bowed to the manager and bid goodbye to our manager. While we're walking he give me the drink and I opened it to drink it, same goes for him.

Now that I realized, he was keeping the same pace as my footsteps, even though I know that he'll be able to walk faster than me, how considerate is he?

"Guanlin." He hummed to respond.

The breeze is so overwhelming, it reaches my nerves not in the bad way but in the good way, the moment was so perfect, The person I like is right beside me now taking me home, our footsteps are in sync, the surroundings are very quite, when you looked at the sky the vibrants colors of violet, orange and pink are mixed together, it was addicting, addicting like Guanlin is.

If I have the courage to tell him that I like him for so long I have done it,

But the more interaction are happening between the two of us, the scared I am more to tell him how I feel, because I know not like this scene right now, I'm not addicting as I looked like. I'm just a gay a, big fat gay.

I looked at his hands, I want to hold it, even just in the mean time but I know I can't.

"Thank you." That's the perfect word that I can tell him for now.

"Ahahah you're welcome." He take a sip in his drink and sigh as he finished it, still he's holding unto it. The silence covered the atmosphere, only the steps are the only thing to be heard, the wind and the silent faint noise in the other side.

How I wish that this moment will last long, How I wish this could only be a dream, How I wish Guanlin likes me back too.

After a few blocks we reached our destination already, my apartment, the little stroll with him has ended, kinda disappointed, no I'm totally disappointed.

"Thank you again." I spitted out, while I locked my eyes to him and he did the same.

"No problem Jihoon, be safe, okay?" He said to me, his eyes were so captivating, again I'm so drowned by it.

"I should be the one who's saying that, but I will."

"Don't worry about me, I'll go now." He waved at me and so I too, he was gone of my sight in a few moments, now I need to go to my room and rest, it's been a long day to me. I can't even say if it's a happy or sad day, too much hardship Jihoon, this is just too much.

I immediately climb at the stairs of the building and go to my room, 306, I unlocked the door and run towards my bedroom letting myself dive into it. I fished my phone into my pocket to see if there is some messages, and I'm right there is.

5 messages from Great dark past

3 missed calls from Great dark past

I think I silent my phone that's why I can't answered this dipshit, I clicked his messages.

Great dark past:
YAH! JIHOON!

YAHHHH!! GAY BITCH WHERE ARE YA

ILL EXPOSED ALL OF YOUR PAST IF YOU DONT REPLY

DAMN, U BUSY CATCHI GUYSEU?

JIHOON THE PIG!!

I can't blame this Woojin guy so I'll let him pass for today, I type to reply his messages.

Me:
What do you want? I have so many videos of you when you're dancing shits around you know.

You even sang BoA's song, u fite me?

So what is it?

Great dark past:
DID YOU KNOW THE RUMORS?!!!?!?1!1!1!1?!

Me:
So intense bruh.

Great dark past:
I DUN CARE, JUST FOCUS IN THE RUMOR OKAY?!

Me:
Okay so what is it?

I frowned to what Woojin is talking about, why do I care about rumor huh? It's not like I'm involved into those kind of topics.

Great dark past:
GUANLIN! GUANLIN! GUANLIN IS UHH AHH EHH IHH

Guanlin? What about him?

Great dark past:
THEY SAID HE HAVE A GIRLFRIEND IN AN ELITE SCHOOL, IN AN ALL GIRLS SCHOOL, THEY SAID SHE WAS BEAUTIFUL AND YOU KNOW UHH PERFECT, JIHOON DUNT CRI MA BOI! ILL BE HERE FAR YA.

Me:
Lol, Woojin I think it's okay, I've known from the start that I don't have a chance.

After I send my reply, I turned off my phone, not wanting to see what Woojin has said, I was just starting to be scared of falling for Guanlin now it's like this, he has a girlfriend right now.

I know from the start that's impossible to be with him, now why is my eyes pouring some tears, ugh why is it so hard to be happy right this time.

I thought I could be happy for now, starting the time he talked to me, what a good petition Jihoon.

My First heartbreak but not will be the last time that I will love him.

I will still love him.

The first time that I think it's hard to move on.

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"Americano with 3 shots is up! Mr.Park Jihoon your order is up!" The cashier called my name. I walked towards the counter to get my order and bowed to the cashier.

I sat to where I was placed earlier, putting aside my ordered coffee just to observed the rain and scenery outside, Remembering the things I've thought in the last few years I think I was too foolish and naive, but it's always like that.

The people outside are having trouble to run towards the continuous falling of the rain.

It's rainy season, it's like him. It was definitely him.

Suddenly my phone rungs.

Caller I.D
Unknown

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You thought, don't worry the story is about to begin. [/evil laugh;
And this will be a long long long adventure to the both of them, THIS IS NOT A SHORT STORY OKAY! Sorry for the typos and grammars too, I'll fix it if I'm not lazy.

I won't continue who the caller is because you know this story is focused in their past. So wait for about many chapters will pass, ehehehehe.

I watched Akdong Detectives, I really love Seonho 😍 my only chick trainee (Guanlin you too)

I love cliffhangers so bad. Suffer my lovely pips.

deonie🚬