After a few minutes I already finish drinking my coffee yet I'm still staying here in the cafe, the rain continuously fas through the ground and I can hear the harsh droplets here in the inside, everyone was making a fuss about it running because they don't know where to go, some goes to this cafe to wait the rain stop, the same purpose as me that's why the cafe are fully packed right now.

When I look around the cafe I saw different people, some are wet because of the rain, some are couples who's cuddling, there's a group of friends too who turns the cafe like a supermarket but it didn't bother anyone because all the people in here has their world, which made me think it was kinda good, the counter has a long line of customers they were rushing over here and over there just to prepare what their customers ordered.

It was a little cafe yet it can be a very joyful place when it's packed with different people, an ideal place to call home.

"Excuse me, can I take this seat?" Someone's faint voice spoke.

"Wait, Jihoon?" When I look to the person that's in front of me, I started recognizing him, that small face yet handsome, and he's the one who's always with Guanlin.

"Jinyoung?!" I quitely raised my voice that's why we attractedome attention yet seconds pass and they come back to their own world.

"Sorry about that" I said, Jinyoung is still standing holding his drink, oh yeah he needs a seat.

"Feel free to sit Jinyoung, by the way it's been a long time." I added to make our atmosphere not to awkward, I can say that Jinyoung was a very good friend even though we didn't talk that much.

"Thanks, how are you Jihoon, after all this years." He said while he's sitting in the chair. He stir his drink and takes a sip in it before he placed it to the table we're using.

"I think I'm fine." I shortly replied him, when I'm not really fine because of Guanlin.

"That's good to hear Jihoon, Thanks god you're okay afterall the things my best friend did to you." He faint a smile on me which made my mind remember Guanlin again, the day when he left me without even saying goodbye.

"I survived physically but not emotionally." I confessed to Jinyoung but right now I'm looking outside.

"So you're saying that you're not totally that fine." He leaned his head to his hands and just staring at me.

"Kinda." I responded.

"Jihoon, do you still love him?" His tone become more serious, I made an eye contact letting him to know what my answer is.

"I still love him." When I finished my sentence the tears suddenly formed in the edge of my eyes, I don't know why but I'm sure it's about Guanlin.

"So much that you're crying for him even now, it's been almost 3 years Jihoon." Jinyoung harshly said to me yet I know it's the truth, Guanlin will never comeback, he will never come back to me.

"I-I know." I wiped my tears not looking to Jinyoung right now.

"Jihoon stop hurting yourself, please." Now Jinyoung is the one who's begging me to give up on Guanlin, why do others likes to butt in to my shit life like it's not even worth it to give in.

"I can't, G-Guanlin-" Jinyoung's phone suddenly rungs up that's why the both of us was silent and awkward, I take my time to calm myself and signed Jinyoung to answer his phone.

He picked up his phone, excusing himself to go to the bathroom which I nodded. Now I planned to get out of here not minding the rain outside, when I stepped out of the cafe, I didn't walk fast nor run but instead I was feeling the rain that's very cold when it drops into my skin, it was calming than talking to a person I haven't met for a long time or contact for a long time.

When I was far enough to the cafe I decided that I should go to the other side of the road, I'm in the pedestrian lane waiting for the sign change into red for us to be able to walk to come in the other side, when it change I walk with the crowd not thinking about the others.

"Jinyoung, wait for me, okay?" I heard a familiar voice that made me look at my sorroundings, I got this feeling, I know his voice so well that even though it change a little bit it is him. I stopped from where I'm walking searching where that voice came from.

I search for a long time that I didn't notice the time, but when I looked again, now I saw him, he's here, he comeback, A smile creep on my face wanting to run and hug him, I was excited that My legs are very wobbly to move.

I was about to call his name but I heard a siren and look where it came from, a very strong light hit my eyes and can't see anything.

No, I can't feel anything and my surroundings was gone in the blink of an eye.

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First of all I'm sorry because I can't update for freaking 4 days, I was about to update this chapter yesterday but our wifi connection is shit :,) This is the first chapter that's not a flashback, I'm crying.

Hope y'all like this lame chapter.

deonie🚬