when the orphanage is long gone, i look around the car and notice a car seat. they must have a child of their own... when we arrive i cant believe my eyes. it's sooo BIG! it's a 2 white story house with white lilies around the front(not much to discribe bc house is top execpt there are white lilies) they park the car arund the side and we all head for the house. it's almost dark so i guess i'll be going to bed... the woman says,"we will discuse everything tomorrow your room isn't ready"... she walks to a wall(on the right) and turns so shes on the other side, and i follow her, up the stairs and turn left the only room left(theres a room in front and then the hallway turns right)"so you will be sleeping in the guest bedroom. there is a shower to the right when you enter, and your PJ's are on one of the beds. you can call me momma." the wom-momma says then she turns and leaves. she shouts as she goes down the stairs, "when your down come down for dinner. it's the room across the living room!" i grab the gown(it says, 'baby bunny' on it and is pastel yellow and words are pastel pink), and hello kity underwear and head to the only other door in the room... i come down the stairs and almost run right into the wall. that will take some time to get use to. i walk through the living room and head straight to the dinning room(obvious with the very large opening w/ no door) and hover over the table not knowing where to sit. i see the man sitting at the table and give him a 'where do i sit'  look. he says very nicely, "you may sit where ever you would like." and smiles. i plop down just as momma comes back with a plate, and i notice that the table is set. she sits down and the man says grace. then we begin to eat. as i eat my meatloaf, and peas i notice they have such a beutiful dinning room. i also notice a big high chair. i look puziling at them and the man smiles sweetly and momma says, "tomorrow we explane everything you"she boops my nose and takes my plate"need rest" and with that she leaves. i head up to my room thinking about the high chair and booster seat. why do they have those things? there is no other children here... that I know about... i head for the guest room which is very lovely for a guest room and climb in the bed closest to the door. as i lay there i here momma and the man go up the stairs and enter a room close to mine. i wait for them to exit but they never do... must be their room. is my last thought before i dooze off.(everything else that is slated for awhile is her dream) i am satnding in a large room surounded by darkness. i see the couple in the distence... there is light all around them, and the light is slowly going away where im standing. i run to them, but they seem to be going farther and farther away...wait but they arent moving. i run faster, then i start to fall through a hole and i look up to see the couple staring down at me as i fall, smiling... when i finally land(on my back)im back at the orphanage...wait is that the couple's car?is daisy in there with my new family? how could they do that to me? then i start to shrink...wait what is happaning to me? mrs. call picks me up and coos at me... am i a baby? im sucking on the boddle...when did i get a boddle? i dont remember how i got there. hmmmm this is soo nice...then mrs. call drops me. ouch! why did she do that?! then i remember how i got here. tears flood my eyes as mrs. call tells me no one l loves me. i wake up with a jerck and relize im still here. im wanted. for how long, i dont know. i get up and get dreesed with the close i find on the dresser. over alls with and purple butterfly at the corner, pastel pink shirt with pink carebear, that i dont know the name of because i'm 12, i dont watch carebears anymore. i put it on and head down stairs, careful not to run into the wall this time. i sit in the same chair i did last time and eat the warm eggs and bacon on the beutiful plate. "good morning sunshine!" says the man. "hello" is my response. when we are all done with breakfeast, momma tells me to follow her to my new room. i'm very exited to see my very own room, that i wont have to share with anyone. we turn right and i see the first door on the right. it's purple with a golden crown on it. this has to be my room! momma opens the room and i look around... i first see a beutiful pink carpet(shaped as a heart) then i see a crib and then a changing table...wait what?! this can not be my room! i look at momma with a 'very funny' look and momma sits on the carpet, pulls me on her lap and puts in my hads a tiger stuffie(wait when did she have that?) i start to findge with it. "sweetie well, do you know what age regression is?" "NO-WAY! i am NOT being an over sized baby!" momma quickly explains littlespace, but to her dismay i reply with, "NOOO! I DONT WANNNA!!" and she yells to the man,"HEY, I NEED A LITTLE HELP WITH ALICE!" the man comes up while im still pitching my fit throwing anything i can get my hands on at them. he scoops me up and i stay very still. he scares me. he lays me on the changing table, and i start up again, tears bursting to my eyes. "oh-h" he says and quickly leave before momma unfastens my overalls. that makes the cring not as hard but im still upset. momma grabs the tiger stuffie then quickly undoes my overalls, pulls my underwear off and put a diaper on. i try not to focus on that and focus on the tiger. when she's done she picks me up and sits down on the heart carpet again with me in her lap. "i didnt want it to come to this, but i thought if i put the diaper on you now and we rushed you in littlespace you might feel more comfortable and maybe be easier..." i hear the hurt in her voice. i will try only because she adopted me, and to show my apertation i'll make her happy. i try to tell me it's not that bad, but i cant stop thinking about how stupid i look in a diaper... she brings me down to the living room where the man is sitting. "hey ladybug!" he says, and momma tells me to say, 'im good daddy'... "i'm good d-daddy." i say to him. he smiles when i say daddy. then the ma-daddy picks me up, sits me on the couch and hands me a 'winneh the pooh' coloring book. then they start to talk, but i ignore them and focus on coloring tigger. that's what i decided to call my stuffie  thank you soooo much for reading! i dont really have anyone today to dedicate this chapter to sadly. but im soo glad to the people who are reading my book <3 you are loved!!!