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AUTHOR'S POV

Chahat has been sitting outside the operation theater continuously for the last 3 hours and knows that the operation is so dangerous that anything can happen. However, the doctor has pretty much assured her that he will not let anything happen to Dadi. But she is feeling absolutely helpless at the thought of losing her grandmother.

This is the first time that Shiv Shankar must have seen Chahat not knowing how many times, but Chahat did not turn back and look towards Shiv Shankar even once. She is just waiting for the doctor to come out with her wide-open eyes. She has come here alone as she did not want to disturb Manish in any way. Don't know why he is very tense when he calls her to know about her whereabouts.

The door of the operation theater suddenly opens. Seeing the smiles on the faces of all the doctors, Chahat is quite convinced that her grandmother is fine. The doctor comes and stands in front of him and says this.

"Congratulations, the operation is successful…. But she will have to be kept in observation for 48 hours now and she will not come to her senses soon, it will take 3 to 7 days to regain consciousness because it is very hard neurosurgery. So you have to be calm for now. Don't be in any hurry for anything. If anything goes wrong, we'll handle it. But we are pretty sure that everything is fine…."

Chahta is with Dadi from exiting the operation theater till she took to the observation ward. She hasn't left her side for a moment. Her phone continuously rings, But she deliberately does not pick up the phone because she knows Ayudh must be troubling Pallavi a lot and she doesn't want to leave Dadi, so just because she needs to stay here she is not picking up the phone.

But when the phone calls keep ringing continuously, she picks up the phone. As soon as she picks up the phone, she hears Ayudh's terrifying cry, hearing which, her heart tremble with extreme pain. She had no idea at all that Ayudh must be getting so terribly upset. Her steps automatically move outside and she starts talking to Pallavi.

"What happened Aunty…."

"He is only missing Yuvraj JI and crying continuously, not read to silent and eat anything...  The entire staff of the house has tried, but when he has woken up from sleep, only remembering Yuvraj Ji, and crying continuously, he is not even ready to drink water. I know that you are upset there but I am not able to handle him at all, you have to come here ...."

"I am coming…"

Chahat reaches home as soon as she takes the first step as she gets out of the taxi, she only hears Ayudh's cry, then immediately rushes in. Ayudh is constantly crying.

"Ayu…."

She quickly takes Ayudh in her arms.  Feeling her close to him, Ayudh stops crying, but due to continuous crying, he is getting very strong hiccups.  Seeing such a situation, it is as if the heart of Chahat has been broken into a thousand pieces.

"Stop Ayu…."

She starts cooing at him by rubbing his back, he looks at her with his small tear-filled eyes and says.

"Laddu…"

"Ok, I will call him…"

Quickly tries to call him but Yuvraj's phone is not connected due to which she understands that he will not be able to talk to Ayudh right now. So he starts crying again.

"No Ayu…"

She starts calling Yuvraj again but Yuvraj still doesn't pick up the phone. She is constantly calling Yuvraj, but suddenly, not knowing why she starts doubting that Yuvraj is not well. Pallavi has gone to the kitchen to get breakfast for Ayudh. Both of them are alone. Chahat is very upset.

"Ayu stop crying…. Yuvraj why are you not picking up the phone ...."

She looks at her watch in trouble. and murmuring herself.

"At this time... it is night there and he must be sleeping in his room, he has not gone anywhere else…. He never sleeps with his phone off, he always picks up the phone in few rings..."

He doesn't pick up his phone so she is worried, And when fear starts pouring in, negative thoughts start coming into her mind too.

"Yuvraj picked up the phone…."

She has become very upset about Yuvraj that who is not picking up her call. She is worried that her grandmother, Ayudh, is not keeping quiet at all. Suddenly her mind starts moving in some other direction.

*Mind ~heart

*you are an absolute burden in his life, then he must be comfortable spending his time with someone, maybe he is with his girlfriend at this time and you have come into his life only to trouble him.

~Don't think about unnecessary things at all, Chahat you know that a lot of work pressure. He got stuck somewhere. It is not necessary to pick up your phone all the time….  Maybe he is in trouble…

*He must be in trouble, after all, this wretched girl, always something happens because of her wretchedness…. Ever he handles Ayudh for her, Sometimes takes over her company, sometimes fights with her grandfather….. As long as she remains in his life, she will only create trouble……. Walking trouble…. What has been done since the day she has come into his life, he has been troubled.

~Chahat, either strengthen your heart or let it go, why are you forcing yourself so much? Why don't you admit that you like him?.... Yes, you like him…. That's why you are so worried about him, Chahat agrees that you like him…

*What happens if you like him like this, he likes someone else, doesn't he? …. Of course, you know this from the start, and when he likes someone else, then who is she to be staying forcefully in his life….. bloody trash …. Yes, you are trash…

Due to all these things, her mind started hurting very much. Here Ayudh is constantly crying. He is not keeping quiet at all. She holds her head vigorously and asks Ayudh to silence him.

"Ayu silence…. Ayu keeps quiet…."

She is trying to silence Ayudh, but he is not keeping quiet and his voice is continuously increasing which is echoing in her head and already many voices are echoing in her mind. It seems to her that any vein will burst at any time. She holds her head so tight that the veins of her hands are popping out.

~You feel that if you tell him about your pregnancy, he will be yours forever….  Now you are going to use your pregnancy to trap him here…… No matter how much you lie, I know you like him and now you don't even want to abort this baby, I know because You have started falling in love with this child too. You do not want to abort this child. Otherwise, there is no hospital here, you can do it whenever you want but you are not doing it intentionally...  You were thinking that you should tell Yuvraj….. How selfish are you, you are thinking only of yourself and only yourself?.... Just die….. kill yourself….. kill right now…. Your family was coming to you in a hurry because of your mistakes.... so they all died because of you... why don't you die too?...

*Ayudh…. Ayudh …. Don't do this Chahat …. Ayudh… needs you…. Chahat you have a beautiful family now don't think rubbish ...."

~even he will not love you …. Look he is craving for Yuvraj … not for you…. You are UNWANTED in everyone's life."

Suddenly something has happened to Chahat, she is not able to handle herself.  She immediately embraces Ayudh as if someone is snatching him from her and holds his face and tells him.

"We both need no one….  We are enough for each other…. Look, shut up….  I am very angry…  No need to remember anybody…. I am yours and you are mine....  Other than that we don't need any….  ok isn't it…"

Ayudh is a small child who cannot understand her words and is not in a position to be quiet, she has forgotten this too she is talking to a small kid. She is just constantly muttering and the words in her mind can't seem to end.

~No one is yours…..  You are all alone in the world as always, why don't you die....no one wants you….. Kill yourself…

Ayudh is not keeping quiet. Things are not ending in her mind. Something strange has happened to her. Now she is also worried about her future child. Everything messed up is playing a strange game with her. Her eyes turned red with anger. She comes sitting on the bed in front of Ayudh and holding him angrily, she says in a scuffle with him badly.

"Ayudh quiet ….. keep quiet…"

But he is a small child who is missing someone very badly, Chahat gets out of control and slaps him very hard, he falls on the bed on his face, and at the same time, Pallavi is back.

Pallavi cannot believe at all that Chahat has done such a thing. Ayudh starts crying more intensely so she immediately takes him in her arms. She shouts at her.

"What the hell is wrong with you Chahat… how dare you…"

She feels as if she has suddenly emerged from a deep well. She slaps Ayudh. She can't believe it at all that she slapped a small child hard. She looks at her hand then at Ayudh who is crying more vigorously now.

Chahat suddenly runs to the washroom and starts splashing a lot of water on her face. Pallavi starts having some doubts. She immediately follows her with Ayudh in her arms. She is constantly splashing water on her face as if fighting with herself.

*I am happy with Ayudh, I don't want anybody…. This child loves me …. We will live together….

~Ayudh needs you. You will not be able to handle two children.  Anyway, this baby is not a sign of your love.  kill it…. No one will know it…

Ayudh is very tired from crying. That's why only now hiccups are coming and he is only getting hiccups by putting his face on Pallavi's shoulder. Pallavi has seen Chahat since childhood, she knows Chahat very well. That's why she has started worrying a lot about Chahat now.  Chahat is constantly splashing water on her face. She has wet her hair too well and she looks like she needs something cool that will numb her mind. She asked in a very worried voice.

"Chahat are you ok beta…"

Chahat does not give her any answer. She just starts looking at herself in the mirror. She takes Ayudh in her arms and looks at his face very lovingly. Her five fingers have been printed on the soft white skin. Tears start pouring out of her eyes. She is crying because of her act, which was very shameful, that she hit a toddler. She is cursing herself for how she can do it.

Ayudh is very tired because of continuous crying and her warm embrace gives him comfort, soon he drifts into slumber. Pallavi only staring at her face, she knows something is bothering her.

"Chahat …you can share with me…. "

She looks at her and wipes her tears and with so much courage she said.

"I am tired…. I have been fighting with everything since childhood…. But today I am feeling very tired ?..."

She puts Ayudh to sleep on the bed and walks out of the room in very tired steps. She doesn't know where to go but she just wants to get out of here. She hates herself now.

Here is an update I hope you like it please let me know.

Sometimes you don't know what you are doing in your unconscious state. Depression is such a thing where you feel yourself so absorbed in it that you completely forget what you are doing. Postpartum depression leads many ladies to suicide every year.

Take care of yourself and your loved ones.

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