No emotions
2 days later
I hadn't really moved from the bed since the other night, I had just been lying here wallowing in sorrow. What was I supposed to do with the information Crowley told me?
Dean was in Purgatory and I couldn't help him but he was coming back just when was he coming back? I mean I guess I was happy that he was still alive hopefully....But now I was in limbo. I couldn't move on as long as I knew he was alive so I was only left with a hope that could be a lie. How did I know if Crowley was telling the truth how was I supposed to believe him?
Ugh how could I be so stupid as to think that Crowley was telling me the truth for Christ sake is he the KING OF HELL! His job is to lie. Dean's dead and that's that I have to move on and I am going to but the only way I will be able to do that is to not feel anything for a while be cold and hard. I've done it before....I have the ability to just turn off my emotions and I bet you're wondering why didn't I just do that when he died? Here's the thing when I go cold it's hard to come back from it... I need to focus on the pain that made me turn my emotions off and without help I can never do it alone.
I close my eyes take a deep breath and push every ounce of pain and grief and anger out of my body. Soon I don't feel any more pain or grief I just feel neutral except for anger. You can never get rid of anger it just burns in you and I was angry VERY angry! At Crowley, Dick Roman, leviathan, Sam, Bobby, life and Dean for leaving me.
Three loud thumps on the door is the next thing I hear without even thinking of being cautious I jump up and open the door. "Catherine?" A cute 6 foot guy asks me. "Yeah who are you?" I reply non-chalantly and showing him I am obviously irritated by his presence, I sigh heavily and lean against the door frame.
"Ugh Bobby Singer sent me to come after you, said he's worried you haven't returned his calls." "And so what you're his little bitch or something?" i raise an eyebrow "Geeze you're a bitch! Don't know why Bobby would concern himself over you." He scoffed at me and then went to walk away. "Oh and tell Bobby to stop calling me I don't want to ever see him again!" I then slam the door and paced around the room for a while.
Until I walk over to my silver laptop and open the lid revealing the local news. I looked for any interesting cases I eventually found something. Local high ranking business men had been found dead. "Alright time to kill some bitches." I whisper to myself.
I dress into blue jeans, black ankle boots, black scoop neck t-shirt and black blazer just to dress it up. I attempt to put my hair up into a ponytail but it just wouldn't work I was beginning to become extremely frustrated. I grab some scissors from my bag and start cutting my long locks of hair off. I used to work at my Aunts hair salon so I had some experience making my hair look decent.
When I was done half of my hair was on the floor and my hair now ending just above my shoulders and I liked it! I brushed it out and straightened it then grabbed my keys and headed out the door towards the Impala.
I pulled up outside the hospital and pulled out my FBI badge and went inside and was shown towards the morgue after showing my badge off a few times.
"Can I help you?" the mortician asked me she was a short old greying lady. "Yes thankyou I'm agent Scully and I was inquiring about the three victims." She nodded in understanding "Right, they were the strangest cases I've ever seen and I've been in this industry for 30 years." I nod in response. "Can you tell me what how they died?" "Well I can but I can't understand it. All of their skulls were cracked and brain fluids drained. I just don't understand."
I got back to the room and did some research although I was pretty sure I already knew what it was I wanted to make sure. And I was right it was a wraith! I then looked through the newspaper for any hints to who the wraith could be. "Bingo!" I stated coming across a 40 year old greying pale man who had recently been climbing the business ladder. Something else then caught my eye an advertisement for a ball this evening and guess who was hosting it...that's right Mr evil Wraith himself. Well really his name was Mr. Fitz but who cares?
After 2 hours of shopping and getting my hair and makeup done I returned back to the motel room to get dressed. I accesorised with the gold heart locket Dean had given me. It was his mothers not that I really cared but it went with the dress.(Picture above.)
I arrived in my impala and I can now call it that because Dean's never coming back for it. I gave the keys to the Valet and he took it away. I made my way up the grand staircase to numerous eyes landing on me and one set in particular that really made me angry. The same guy that had come to my room before he stalked over to me but handing me a glass of champagne. "What are you doing here?" he grumbled "I could ask you the same thing." I reply smugly. "Yes but I asked you first." "Fine, if you must know. I'm here because I am looking for a wraith." Suddenly music started playing louder and everyone crowded round us and started dancing. He put his hand on my waist and took my hand and twirled me around the dance floor. "So you stole my case?" he stated rather than asked. "No, you stole mine." I reply angrily. "I've been on this case since the first murder a week ago." "Really it took you that long? I started today and got here by tonight." "How?" "I used to hunt with the Winchester brothers." He looked at me like I had just slapped him across the face. "You're joking...they're like the God of hunters." I smirk and nod slightly. "Yeah well one's dead and the others gone AWOL." "Yeah I heard Dean died...sorry about that." "You know I don't even know your name." I change the subject. "Jeremy...Jeremy Gilbert. And I already know yours Catherine Emmerson." "Yeah well anyway we should go and get this bastard." I break away and pull out my mirror holding up so I look like I am putting on lipstick. I spin around and spot the wraiths reflection I close the mirror and put it away. "Over there." I nod towards a fire exit where he had just disappeared to.
We quickly walk towards the exit and through the door which leads outside and to a staircase the leads down to the carpark. I look around and see him sticking his....thing into another guy. "Hey." I shout and his attention turns towards us I lift my skirt up and pull out my gun filled with silver bullets which was holstered to my leg. "Hot." I heard Jeremy mutter but I pretended not to hear it.
Fitz goes behind the victim and uses him like a shield. "Let him go!" I yell and walk towards him. Before he or I can react Jeremy runs past me and tackles the thing to the ground. I tried to shoot but couldn't make out who was who so I just pulled the trigger and tried my best not to hit Jeremy. I heard a loud scream and a grunt I realised I had shot the wraith in the heart but had also grazed Jeremy's arm with the bullet.
"Geeze come on." I harshly whisper and pull him to his feet and drag him to the car and see the valet nearby I race over and take the keys from him.
"Get in." I spit and get in the other side. "you shot me and you're the one being a bitch?" "You shouldn't have tackled him and I didn't shoot you I shot him I simply grazed you...next time you won't be so lucky." I state and he didn't reply.
We reach the motel room and I show him inside. I grab the first aid kit off the wall and grab some disinfectant and bandage. "Sit." I command and nod to the dining chair. He does as I say and I walk over to him and start dabbing his arm with the lotion. "Stop squirming." I demand "I can't help it it stings like a bitch." He whines. "Honestly and you call yourself a hunter." I smirk. "Maybe I only agreed to come so and made a big deal out of nothing to be with you longer." I froze and then looked up into his chocolate eyes.
We kept eye contact for a few seconds until he leant in and kissed me. I kissed him back our lips moved in sync and things became more heated as I straddled him in the chair and well...
A/N
Hey guys so who got my references in this one? Agent Scully? And Jeremy Gilbert?
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