Faraz's POV

"Aira"
"Aira"
"Aira please get up you can't do this"
"Aira"

Every second is killing me wit the thought that aira did this because of me. The thought that aira is no more shook me.  No she can't do this my Aira is stronger then this. She can't leave me. She was the one who lives every moment of her life how can she end her life. No its not true.

"Aira please get up for me for our friendship m sorry aira please give a chance to explain myself to show those wounds which made me do this m sorry aira please come back. You can't leave me"   I say tears falling from my eyes yeah tears i don't know but it gives me extreme pain to see her like this.

"Faraz" i heard a faint voice of my one and only Aira

"Aira you scared me like hell" i hugged her like my life depends on her.

"Faraz you are suffocating" she says

"Aira why you did this ?  you are stronger then this"

"What you are talking about faraz ? What i did ?" She says looking confused

"You tried to kill yourself"

"What! Are you mad ? I never did anything like that"she says

"Then why you are here?"

"I was hurt faraz i needed sometime for my self so i came here and while crying i felt asleep" she says

What! she was sleeping. I was like world is over and she was sleeping just sleeping. I want to scold her for this but this will make things worst. "Faraz" she says

"Yeah"

"Why that guitar is so special" she say I was knowing one day she will ask me this and i have to face this.

"Aira that guitar is my only friend. It was there for me in my every thick and thin"

"Aira i may be trust you that's why I'm sharing this with you"i say

"Faraz may be ? If it is may be then don't tell me"she says with a hurt face

"I trust you" i say and she gave me her biggest smile.

"Aira you know i didn't had the best childhood my never got the love and affection which every child gets form his parents. They were there but just for name they gave me everything what i needed but never gave me what i actually needed which is their love"

"Leave me they were not good for each other also always fighting only a thing surprise me is that they were excellent in work together"

"Year after year things took its worst state but no one cares. It use to kill me when i see then behaving like dogs but there was a hope that one day everything will be normal but they scattered that hope after all how they can leave a good thing for me."
" They decided to take divorce."
" I cried even begged then not to do this but no one cares"
"Just imagine a small 9 yr old boy were seeing two part of life being separated. It use to hurt me when i see then fighting like dogs but it killed me seeing then shook hands like friends after divorce. "

"That day destroyed me i lost my hope of living and believe in love and relationships"

"Faraz" aira took my hand in her hands and gave me a assuring squeeze which took all my pain away. I don't know why the hell i feel like this.

"Aira let me speak today i want to took out all my hurts and frustration "she nodded in response

"It took me 9 years to cope up with that thing and in this 9 yrs i only had my guitar with me. I use to hug that when i feel to cry. It was only one with i can sleep because i had no one not even my mom because she was too busy with her work"
"I know you must be thinking I'm mad but once think about the state of that Faraz"i say

"With time my pain also faded but this was not accepted by fate.
I was around 18 in college and wanted a career in music i wanted to express myself through music and on the day on my first album recording my mom again killed me"

"You must be thinking Aira how messed my life is" i say

"No faraz" she says crying

"On that day she came to me and asked not to go and said today is the day when i have to return all what she gave me and left me speechless helpless senseless"

"Once again i died on that day"i say and she hugged me like our life depends on it.

"Faraz I'm always there for you i promise I'll never leave you alone. I'll do my best to make up all those day"she say hugging me

I don't know why but her words gave me a hope.

"Faraz i want to tell you something"she say with a little hesitate

"Yeah say"

"Faraz I'm not Aira Khan " she say

"I know"

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I never cried this much and i was also not willing to write this chapter but there should be a reason behind faraz's behavior and for that i was forced to write this.

Sorry for short chapter I'll try to update soon

How was this one ?

Does he really know that aira is daughter of his rival ??

Don't be a ghost reader pls vote n comment

-Ayesha