I hated that she did what she did, that night I was hurt badly and punished like any other moment she felt the need to punish me like Josh would. Josh wasn't really around much, but he was here and there at times not that I truly cared, I preferred when he was gone rather than him being home. I was going to be sixteen here soon and I was told by mother that I'd be joining Hogwarts in my fifth or sixth year it all depends. I didn't even want to go to magic school let alone one in London, but lately I've realized i don't ever have a choice in the matter. When she was done yelling at me I cleaned myself up and looked at my new phone, trust me i knew everyone's number by heart. Although i wasn't going to talk to them anymore because it wouldn't end well for me with my mother or Josh.

I hated the fact she was forcing me to study all the previous school knowledge that would be known by everyone else other than me. So when i was deep enough into the spells and searching for the right one. I finally after hours of studying i found the spell to gain knowledge of the previous education everyone else would already know ahead of me. Although mother wouldn't have to know I used a spell because she would simply think I stayed up night after night to study like she forced me to. I mean i still had to fake study everything even though i now had all the knowledge and information from what i would have known if I went to school from the beginning. I studied what I thought was the most important like certain magical objects, spells, charms, and other things.

I studied the mythical beasts, the dark arts spells such as jinx's, hex's, and curses as well as other light working magic. None of it was as easy as I had wanted it to be of course, because you had to work of wand motion, spell pronunciation and ingredients for potions and more. I felt comfortable with the darker forms of magic, it felt calming like it called out to me. Part of that scared me while the other part of me couldn't help but be intrigued by it all. The curses that were considered unforgivable which one of them controlled your enemy or targets entire body/mind. Another killed the target right away and the third one caused a lot of suffering or pain to your target. All of the studies were interesting, but as i read more on the deeper meanings of things i was pulled to the darker side.

I read about each of the four Hogwarts houses that you could be sorted into, there was Griffindore, Hufflepuff, Ravenclaw, and Slytherin. I liked Slytherin the most, it called to me and my magic was the same color as the basic house crest color which was green and silver. Is that what my mother meant when she asked about the color of my magic abilities. If so, then yes mother my magic is indeed the color of green and silver, but does that mean something more than simple colors. Whatever it was if it did, i intend to find out the truth about everything in this whole wizarding world, even with the knowledge i know now. I know there is more to learn than meets the eye, but of course you have to be carful about what you get yourself into.

Back to the whole four separate houses thing, i mean don't get me wrong the other three houses seem interesting, but Slytherin feels. Well I feel more of a connection to the name, the color and the house crest if any of that makes sense.
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When my mom took my phone and made it vanish I was both pissed off and intrigued as to how she could do that. I also decided to read deeper into other magic related books that of course I could have access too. I mean my mother didn't give me access to all the books something about it being too dangerous or because she didn't want me to be too knowledgeable i suppose. That I didn't really care about, what I cared about was what all I could learn before I was forced to go to Hogwarts school of witchcraft and wizardry. Of course, the basics like potions plus the ingredients that it takes for each of the specific potions that you need to know how to brew. Also the charms that you cast because there are different kinds of spells, charms, transfiguration spells, hexes jinx's and more.

I just had to cram all the knowledge i could possibly fit inside my mind in one night each night so I was prepared for the years to come. As much as I hated the idea of having to go to this stupid school the things they taught seemed interesting enough. I wanted to read more so the next book I accidentally grabbed a book on soulmates and imprints or mates in the supernatural world. Maybe it was an accident maybe it was by fate that I accidentally grabbed the book on this information.