"I can't do it. There are other options Mark, there are women who do that for a living. Why use this innocent child?!" Taeyong sighed shaking his head at the desperate man.

"Donghyuck is perfect for it. I trust no one else. Taeyong he's fine with it, he'll be the perfect surrogate for our baby." Mark was confident which made Taeyong so mad but he also knew no one was aware that this broken teddy bear loved this selfish man.

"I-It's a-alright Hyung." Donghyuck was shaking, his heart too frail to hold on but he still it.

And so the poor boy was laid on bed by the doctor, Donghyuck looked away, as Taeyong did what should be done, the doctor made Donghyuck sit up and look at him, he cupped his chubby damp cheeks, the boy was beyond repair.

"This costs your life Hyuckie, A virgin cannot be a surrogate. You'll probably die at child birth." Taeyong mumbled with tears in his eyes. "I know you've loved him so much but this isn't right." The older whispered.

"At least that would be the last thing I ever do for him hyung. It's okay. How much more can I be broken?" Donghyuck weakly whispered.

Taeyong didn't want to but he did, Mark stayed outside whilst Donghyuck was getting his treatment, the surrogacy would sometimes kill him, but then perhaps he didn't die on all that suicide attempts he thought. Once the deed was done Donghyuck was sent and Mark hugged him tightly not realising he was putting his best friend's life at stake.

"Haechan?" Ten whispered once his son came home looking like he saw a ghost.

Days passed by, Donghyuck became pregnant, morning sicknesses, the sudden craving for food, it worried his mother but also made him ponder on why was he experiencing all this six weeks later? Wasn't the embryo already fertilised? But neither did the red head know anything about all that anyways. Mark called him everyday not for the love for him but the love for that baby that had begun to grow within him. It hurt Donghyuck so much, he threw up every morning, he always felt nauseous, he peed more than normal times and he was always hungry or either craved for something more.

"You can come stay with us." Mark sat before the red head, Donghyuck was pregnant with his first loves baby, but he wasn't the mother, Yeri was. He was just the vessel that carried the fetus.

It scared Donghyuck to imagine of what his mother would react when he gets to know, his father who was paralyzed, his best friend's. The gorgeous boy became weaker and weaker, and it wasn't even two months since he conceived the child.

"I'm better off without you Mark." Donghyuck hissed walking away from the coffee shop.

Yeri though was delighted, she looked much better and vibrant now that she knew her baby grew in someone and that she was soon to have the child crying for Mommy in her arms. She ran about in the house, decorating her baby's soon to be room. Donghyuck threw up again in his room, his stubby arms shivering and yearning to touch his tummy but then.

"I'm not your mother. Am I baby?" Donghyuck started crying softly as he turned on the shower so Ten would hear him cry his heart out. He wished his heart would burst and he'd bleed to death.

"Hyuckie? Here's your coffee. You haven't drunk the one I gave you in the morning honey." Ten sighed finding his son's coffee mug still full with the liquid.

How can he drink coffee when he was pregnant? Just two days ago he was a heart broken depressed child and now he was a surrogate mother carrying his first loves child. Donghyuck passed out under the shower, the frail body drenched to the bones. When he woke up he was in bed, Ten had found him and tucked him in bed.

"What's happening to you honey? It's worrying me, your father is paralyzed and you are acting very weirdly lately Mommy is worried." Ten caressed Donghyucks cheeks. No one took any heed when the boy looked plumper than he already was, the phat little Pudu usually did put on weight sometimes,Alas this time the boy was pregnant.

Donghyuck knew he'll have to leave the house sooner or later, he would start to show, a baby was growing within him and he felt guilty. As if he were raped but still a virgin but given a child. He felt molested and violated, why did Mark choose him only for such a cause? And not love?

"How is my baby?" Mark words made Donghyuck want to kill himself.

"G-Good." Donghyuck lied, he didn't know, he never sighted Taeyong, why didn't he just marry the doctor and settle down. Then maybe Mark wouldn't have come to him.

"So Yeri wants you come home so she could talk and spend time with our baby. She's a little afraid that you know the child might love you." Mark had the audacity to laugh when actually his words broke Donghyucks already shattered hearts.

"O-Oh....... I'm......I mean I have work." Donghyuck mumbled.

"Taeyong said you are having severer morning sicknesses. Please take care okay? Your pregnant with my baby now." Mark smiled and Donghyuck just dropped whatever he was holding, did he have the strength to face this torture for 9 months? Was this worth it, at the cost of loosing his family and friends.

"O-Okay." Donghyuck whispered softly as Mark patted his tummy and left.

"Just 9 months and you'll never see me again." Donghyuck bit his lips, "I'm sorry sweet baby........" He fell on the floor crying loudly alone in the coffee, he cried so much his nose bled and he felt lightheaded. This was agonizing, his heart felt numb, he was loosing his mind, as Taeyong blinked away his tears and ran inside to hug the poor boy tightly.