You know what? That's it!
I'm done lying to myself! I'm done pretending to be this perky worry free girl that everyone thinks! Fuck her! She's not real! I care for everyone but I don't like the way most people see me!
It's not real! Am I wild? Hell yeah!
I act like this perky quiet girl because I feel like it's what people want to see! But I don't care what you think!
I am not happy about everything!
I'm not so fücking excited about everything! I have A.D.D. so I have to take a medicine and it messes the fück out of me! That's what you see!
When I say I get things, I really mean you don't have to waist your time explaining it to me!

Ugh.

I felt like shít earlier so I decided to write to myself. Oh don't lie we all do it.
Anyways, I realized that my
self-conscious is a tough love bítch!
It didn't help. I was talking to a bítch version of myself and damn was she scary.
I was about to go back to feeling empty until I remembered something from Spongebob. He said, "I should really talk to someone about this or I might become...depressed."
So I talked to someone. And actually ranting to a real person helped a lot.

Ranting saves lives.

When I was a baby SkyeSlayer (not an actual baby just a lot younger), I used to see things on TV about people feeling like their nothing and like their stupid and I hoped no one would ever actually feel like that.

Well here I am, feeling like that, and I don't even know why.
Funny how things work, am I right?

Just remember you are never alone.
Someone will always be out there who cares. Just talk to someone.
If you ever need someone to talk to, I would be glad to.
Someone told me today, "never do something you might regret."
So take this advice. NEVER DO SOMETHING THAT YOU MIGHT REGRET!!!

I will come to your house with a spray bottle if I have to!
Then I'll say I told you not to and to go talk to someone.
It really does help, trust me!

Anyway after that emotional roller coaster, I hope you all have an amazing night, and if you don't, then go make it into something amazing! It's your night bro! Just don't kill anyone or hurt yourself or do anything that could cause legal problems ;-).

And as usual...
SkyeSlayer200 out!☁⚔👊🏼🍗

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