Felix's pov
I don't know why, but everytime I look at Cry I get nervous. I get a fluttery feeling in my stomach and my heart beats faster. I can't help but smile every time I catch him looking back at me. I can't believe I fell for him so hard.

I didn't really know my feelings in whole until we kissed the other night. That one kiss made me feel like I was on fire. The way he smiled at me after just made my heart melt with joy. How? How did I fall for someone so quickly?

It only feels like yesterday that Cry was holding a gun to my head when in reality it was over a month ago. But how? I know I didn't have these feelings when Chey was around and deffinately not when Marzia was. Or did I?

All those times our hands touched and I felt tingles or when we were alone I had the feeling of safety. Were those signs that I was falling for him? I never felt this way when I was with Marzia so why with Cry? Did I fall for him more?

"Felix!" I jumped when I heard my name being called. I looked up to see Ken standing right infront if me, a relieved expression on his face.

"Ken, you're okay," I said with a smile. He pulled me off the back of the truck and into a hug. I grimaced from the pain it caused and he let go immediately.

"Sorry dude, I'm just so glad you're okay. When I saw that masked dude carrying you into the car I thought they did something to you. You weren't moving or anything," Ken said. He looked over at Cry, who was helping Russ and Scott unload some supplies.

"Yeah, I was drugged so I wouldn't feel any pain while we moved. Red says my body also wouldn't have stood against the extra stress," I explained.

"They drugged you!" Ken growled quietly. I looked back at him to see his enraged expression.

"It was for a good cause bro. If they hadn't have done that I probably wouldn't be in a very good condition now," I said. I felt hurt that Ken didn't trust Cry. I know it's hard to get used to him but he can at least try to get to know him before he judges him.

"I still don't trust him being around you. I mean, he got you shot," Ken said with disgust.

"Technically, I got myself shot. I pushed him out of the way. Blame him all you like but it was my fault I got shot," I said honestly. He looked shocked by my words but nodded.

"Fine. I'm going to go scout for dead, scream if you need me," Ken said.

"The girliest scream," I replied with a smile. He chuckled before walking away. I turned to Cry again to see him looking at me. I smiled more and headed over to him.

"What are you doing? You should be resting," Scott said as I approached.

"I'm sick of resting. I can at least talk to you guys while you do all the work. I'm not completely useless either," I scoffed.

"If you get hurt it's on yourself," Scott threatened.

"I know it is," I responded blandly. He glanced between me and Cry before sighing and carrying something inside. We had reached the base only an hour ago and had to scout everything out first for any dead.

"He's right you know," Cry said from beside me.

"Oh don't you start," I groaned. He giggled and picked up a large crate. We walked side by side into the house everything was being kept in.

"Just don't strain yourself okay," Cry said caringly.

"I could say the same for you too Mr lifting giant crate," I sassed. Cry laughed again before placing the crate down with the rest.

"I can lift crates. You can't," he said, poking my nose when he said 'you'. Russ walked in just as he did and glanced between the two of us.

"What's happenin here love birds?" He said with a smirk. I felt my face burn and I knew I was blushing.

"Really Russ? Is this how you're gonna play?" Cry said, not sounding affected by Russ' words the slightest.

"You did the same when I liked Red okay. This is revenge," Russ said, playfully glaring at Cry. I was glad his attention wasn't on me cause my face is probably as red as Red's hair.

"I did it to see you blush. You can't see me blush even if I was so there isn't any point in trying," Cry pointed out. Russ opened his mouth to speak but no words came out so he closed it again.

"Good point," he laughed. We all joined in but a twinge of pain made mine fall short.

"You okay?" Cry was the first to ask.

"Yeah I'm fine. Just a little pain. It'll go away," I said, waving him off. As I thought, the pain subsided and I was able to stand upright again. Russ gave me a wary look but I reasured him with a small smile.

"Now will you listen to me and go rest?" Cry said desperately. I sighed and rolled my eyes.

"Fine. Since you want to get rid of me so much," I said sarcastically.

"If you hate being alone and want some company I'll stop by and talk to you when we're done. How's that?" Cry offered. I smiled and nodded.

"That sounds nice. See you when you're done," I said and headed towards the house Red, Russ, Cry and I were meant to be sharing. There was only two bedrooms but both rooms had really big beds so there was plenty of room for two. One room for Red and Russ, and the other for Cry and I.

Red was in the kitchen when I arrived. She was making everyone food for dinner. We'd lost some people in the move from recklessness and abandonment. Some people thought it would be safer to be on their own and drove off. Doesn't matter really, we have all the supplies.

She waved to me as I passed to which I returned the gesture before heading to mine and Cry's bedroom. It felt a little weird calling it that and I wasn't sure how the night will play out after the kiss but I hope it goes well.

😏😏😏 he wants to fuck