Letter 20 of 20

Wait, what?
After what my friends
have to say.
You replied saying
You would court me?
Have you gone crazy?
You said that
I've helped you a lot
so in return you would court.
You're out of your mind!
My friends then defended me
for nth time.
You've said
'you were confused'
'you were anxious'
They said to you
to never court me
because you owe something.
You know, they're right!
My feelings are real.
If you don't feel the same,
then say it and never play.
I thanked you for appreciating
my admiration.
I thanked you for not
courting.
I thanked you for not hurting
the weak me once again.

I smiled
after hearing the story.
I've never imagined
that my not so love story
had a mess plot with
beautiful ending.
To my first love—my player
Goodbye and see you around for now.
This 20th letter is for
moving forward.
Life has offered many things.
It is now the time
to go on an adventure
of what ifs and what's new.
There are things to try on—
not some, not also few
but many.
Love is just part of it.
In time or ticking of the clock,
someone will knock
in your mind and in your heart.
Just patiently wait
as someone will come directed by
destiny and fate.

-writeful_bunny