Lan Zhan was sitting in his library, rewriting Gusu Lan sect rules for his uncle. He was staring at the paper but couldn't pay attention on it's meaning. Lan Zhan was thinking about last few weeks after he confessed to Wei Ying and fortunately got same feelings from him. Secretly sneaking out from his room or lessons and spending time with Wei Ying became his habit already. They're usually meeting at back mountain or cold spring, laying next to each-other or bathing together, finally lan zhan could waste all his desire keeping in his heart all this time, he was almost choking Wei Ying with unfinished kisses and crushing his bones with tight hugs. Lan Zhan was happy, now he could really say that, and although he broke almost ten rules cause of his naughty lover, he couldn't care less.

Suddenly clingy thing, wrapped around his body moved a little causing his pen to slid and ink splashed on the paper, Lan Zhan breathed out and smiled at himself thinking that he could never become angry to Wei Ying "you're awake" whispered him and took another piece.

"Mn" warm breath at his ear made Lan Zhan shiver, he moved hand back and caressed Wei Ying's face, feeling wetness on his palm he shook and quickly let go

"What are you doing?"

"Licking it" giggled Wei Ying and tighten his grasp around Lan Zhan from behind, tickling his neck with his chin. their long soft hairs were entwined on Lan Zhan's shoulder, making him feel warmth "how long are you going to write this?"

"if bored you can keep sleeping, but go to room it's uncomfy here"

"everything and everywhere is comfy if you're next to me" mumbled Wei Ying and quickly changed his position, from back to Lan Zhan's lap. he lay on it and winked at him, being seducer as always

"don't kid me" whispered Lan Zhan but acts were different from his words, he was already hungrily sliding hands on Wei Ying's body and devouring his strawberry tasted lips, with breath becoming heavy Lan Zhan moved his hand down to Wei Ying's thighs, rubbing it tightly, the younger one gasped and tried to hide his blushed face, Lan Zhan smiled and softly kissed his forehead while caressing his cheeks

"Can't believe you're the shy one among us, weren't you always claiming as someone very experienced in things like that?"

"you can't believe everything i say. Guess I was saving everything for you, first touch, first kiss, first love" Wei Ying cutely pouted and leaned his head on Lan Zhan's chest. Being always naughty and shameless by words, he was always innocent and fragile inside. Left alone surrounded by strange people he found comfy shell for himself, talking when he wanted to just stay silent and think, laughing when he wanted so hard to cry, what is the need to show true emotions to others, to share sorrow and pain, Like they care. but everything changed after he became Lan Zhan's love, his sunshine, Wei Ying start being himself cause under his wings he could feel safe. Totally unexpected love filled his heart and gave him real home, in Lan Zhan's arms.

Drown in his thoughts, sudden voice made Wei Ying awake, Xichen was standing at the door and watching them with sweet smile

"Sorry to interrupt but i have something serious to tell Wang Ji"

Wei Ying tried to hide himself but Lan Zhan quickly whispered at his ear "brother knows and even he can't see your face you're the only one wearing red ribbon here" Wei Ying's face blushed on his own silliness. 

"i'm listening gege"

"Some of our disciples are gone, uncle sent them to find information but no one from them came back"

"Is it same matter you told me before?"

"Yes, can you come with me to search for them"

"I'll go too" raised his hand Wei Ying "i'm always practicing with Cheng, want to have serious fight"

"Childe Wei" Xichen's face almost became white "think it's better for you to stay"

"Let him brother" Lan Zhan stood up and held Bichen "i'll protect him"

*****

Leaving Cloud Recesses, two jades of Gusu and Wei Ying were walking towards town and examining  everything around. Sudden loud sound made them startled. Noticing one disciple laying on the ground Wei Ying quickly ran to him didn't listening Lan Zhan's warning

"Wei, be careful" Lan Zhan shouted and pulled his sword out, throwing it to the puppet who appeared next to Wei Ying and was going to stab him. Xichen followed his brother and uneven fight began cause there're almost countless puppets against them. Wei Ying tightly held his Suibian and despite hard situation excitingly joined brothers, having first experience. Lan Zhan was trying all the time to stand in front Wei and cover him with his body. Surprisingly Xichen was doing same, attracting the ones who were coming to Wei Ying.

But no one could ever change fate, weakening  his attention only one second Lan Zhan saw sword going thought Wei Ying's waist but before he could do something attacker was already killed by Wei and suddenly he froze not moving at all.  Lan Zhan touched him and made to turn back but the man standing in front of him looked totally stranger, there was no expression on Wei Ying's face at all, his eyes were bloody red and empty. Lan Zhan froze unable to understand what was happening, until Wei Ying's body trembled and fainted in his arms. 

"take him to home, helpers are already here" shouted Xichen to him, noticing brother wasn't surprised at all Lan Zhan pitifully looked down at Wei Ying, sensing something was wrong and instantly flied his sword to Gusu.  placing still unconscious Wei on the bed he ran to Lan Qiren's  room, crushing in "uncle, we need to bring doctor. Wei Ying... he looked weird, he is..."

"did he fight? did he use sword?" Qiren shook his head "Wang Ji, no one can help him for now" 

"what do you mean?"

"think it's time to tell you the truth" Qiren sighed and made Lan Zhan to sit down "the reason why parents left Wei Ying here was very serious one. he is ... he got possessed since childhood and they're trying to find some way to help him but at the end they became victims too"

"uncle" Lan Zhan whispered with shaking voice "do you mean there is evil spirit living inside him?"

"yes, and guess it already woke up, this was going to happen someday but we all were trying to protect him until finding solution, Wang Ji i'm..."

"you all?" Lan Zhan got up, hardly managing himself to not fell  "everyone expect me knew that Wei Ying is going to be eaten from inside, to suffer too much and hide from me?"

"you're child, how could we"

"if i knew" Lan Zhan covered his face, his shoulders were shaking from strong spasm caused by despaired cry, he fell on the floor unable to stop himself anymore "i lost too long time, if i knew from the beginning, i would never let him go, spend every second with him holding tightly. i hate you all from taking this chance from me"  first time in his life Lan Zhan yelled to his uncle and glared at Xichen who just entered the room. seeing hatred in Lan Zhan's tearing eyes he moved back with lowering head unable to tell something

"from now on i'll never leave him, not even for second. Wei Ying will live with me as my partner" said Lan Zhan with stern voice "until we can be together, i'll always keep Wei Ying next to me"

"Wang Ji, this is against rules. how can you marry man?" 

"i'll leave Gusu, if you won't let me" by saying that Lan Zhan slowly walked towards the door, noticing he was about to faint Xichen held his arm but younger one avoided brother's help and kept going with difficulty.  

Lan Zhan knelt next to Wei Ying who was still trembling and sweating and held his hand bringing it to his lips. now he could understand why Wei Ying was having nightmares almost every night, fighting with someone in his dreams. his carefree innocent mind was trying to win against evil power existing in him "i'm sorry for finding out very late my sunshine, but your Lan Zhan  will find the way to help you, trust me ok?" feeling hot tears sliding down to his hand Wei Ying slightly opened his eyes and whispered with weak voice "i'm ok Lan Zhan, why are you crying? it's just little wound"

"it's" Lan Zhan tried to smile "i was just afraid of losing you" laying down next to him, he tightly hugged Wei Ying and took off his forehead ribbon tying  it around Wei's wrist "now there is nothing that separate us from each-other, now i fully belong you" 

Sorry for updating this story very slowly but used to writing fluff and funny ones this feels very heavy for me 😓 anyway thanks everyone who is still reading 😊 😘