I stood there for hours just staring at my sisters lifeless body laid on the bed we didn't know if she was alive or dead but her body had been like that for hours so it wasn't looking hopeful I could feel Carlisle behind me as I felt his arm touch mine I moved it away I wanted to be alone from everyone "you can't punish yourself for this" Carlisle said as he looked at me. "I don't I blame you" I said angrily as I looked at him which changed his facial expression to sad I knew that I hurt him but I was angry "if she had never met this family she would be alive right now" I said I'm a teary tone as I did Carlisle walked away. As he did I headed back over to the bed and began to wipe all of the blood away from Bella's body from where Edward had bitten her to change her as I wiped the blood away with a sponge I used my other hand to began to wipe her hair away from her face and began to look at her. "I'm sorry Bells I should have looked after you like a big sister should" I said as I smiled at I looked at her. Before grabbing a brush and I began to brush her long brown hair like I used to do when she as a child she would refuse to sleep unless I brushed her hair before bed and maybe it would help once I finished I could feel tears filling my eyes.

As I closed my eyes trying to wipe the tears away and I re opened my eyes I saw Bella's body changing "what the hell" I said as I saw her hair changing colour "yes Bella come back to me" I said as I smiled at her I said before running out of the room and smiling at Edward "it's going to be ok she will come back to us" I said before placing my hand on his arm which made him look at me. "I hope so" Edward said sounding sad. We all stood there patiently waiting for Bella to change it took a while "she shouldn't be this still" Edward said getting impatient with the change because he believed she wasn't going to make it "listen to her heart" Carlisle said as we watched her change and her body began to repair itself which meant it was happening.

Bit by bit her body began to change it wasn't bony anymore and the bites began to heal which was hopeful as everyone stood there staring we could all feel something as I looked closer I saw her eyes open to see red eyes like my own when I had first changed so I ran into the room as Bella began to sit up still getting used to the environment around her I ran over and pulled her in for the biggest hug ever "Bella" I said as I could feel tears dripping down my eyes and being soaked up by her blue dress "I'm so glad your ok" I said as I pulled back and stared into her eyes before placing my hand on her cold white cheeks and she smiled as she did we both turned around to see the Cullen clan looking at us with relief and I knew there was something i needed to do so I turned around looking around for Carlisle and as I saw him I ran over as fast as I could and jumped onto him and as he grabbed me I stared into his eyes "I'm sorry" I said as I smiled at him but before I could get an answer he placed a kiss on my lips.