He sighed. He looked up at the small sign in front of the small flower shop. It was his last chance for a job.

No one was willing to employ a mute person with no experience. You don't need to be have any sort of experience to work in a flower shop. Right??

He took a deep breadth and stepped in. There was a lady, arranging the flowers while humming a soft tone. Well-it was more like a kid, much shorter than Namjoon himself.

He tapped on the table to make a sound. That did divert the girl's attention towards him. Thier eyes locked. Namjoon's eyes widen but the girl showed him a wide smile. It was the girl who met at the park.

"Oh hi!! It's really nice to meet you again!!"

She said and did a little bow.

"Which one would you like to buy??"

Namjoon stayed silent which confused the girl a little.

"Umm... You can take your time."

She smiled at him warmly and resumed her work. Namjoom reached out for his diary. He froze when he felt his pocket empty. He had left it at Seokjin's house.

Atleast he knows the sugar gliders are safe. But now, how is he gonna interact??

"Did you choose anything??"

He shook his head. The girl raised a brow and approached him, leaning on the table.

"Aren't you gonna say anything?"

He shook his head again. He can't speak. That his disability. The worst one anyone could have.

"Why??"

The girl asked. Now he was stuck. He didn't know how to answer. He just stayed still with his head down, thinking of a solution.

"You are mute, aren't you?"

His eyes widen. How did she know? Is she gonna kick me out of here?? Is she gonna throw insults at me too?

"Hey chill.. I understand.. You don't need to freak out. I have taken a glance at your diary before when we met at the park. Sorry for not taking your permission."

She giggled slightly.

"My cousin is deaf, so I know a little bit of sign language. If you use sign language, you can interact with me using it."

Namjoon smiled at her and brought his hands up.

"I want a job here."

He signed with his hand.

"Why here? I mean-there are better places to be work at and your salary will be greater."

She said innocently.

He smiled sadly while looking down. Then signed again.

"No one wants to employ me."

"oh..poor thing... You're a disabled person. How can your parents let you have a random job like this?"

She said with a pout. She seems to be a really polite and kind in nature girl to Namjoon. So.. A little bit of sharing with her won't hurt, right?

"I don't have any."

He signed with a wide grin on his face, but its only him who knows how hard it is to for him to not break down in front of the kid. She widen her eyes and gasped, covering her mouth with her hand.

"Oh My-I'm so, so sorry. I didn't mean to!"

She bowed several times. Namjoon smiled at her cuteness.

"Oh by the way, I'm Ara. I need you to work here for a week or two to understand how it goes. Okie? Can you..start from today."

Namjoon nodded his head almost instantly. He has nothing to do and he would have probably went home, layed on the bed and just...blankly stared at the ceiling if he didn't get this job.

"Like..from now itself?"

She asked again. Namjoon nodded again with a smile, which she returned.

Day-13                                                      13.10.21
I got the job. I don't know how much its gonna earn me but I just hope I don't need to depend on Seokjin for living anymore.

I can do something for Seokjin with this money too. After all he did, he surely sometimes gets annoyed with me. He never told me that but I know he does.

I hope I can make you happy atleast once, Seokjin.