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tommy💓 — tom
cari💗 — cariad
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TOMMY💓
so why have i not gotten
to hear songs but ur bf
has😔😔😔😔😔😔😔

CARI💗
not sure how a non-existent
boyfriend could have heard
them tommy
unless paul rudd has finally
dumped his wife for me?

TOMMY💓
shut up u loser u KNOW i
mean 'joshy', he's not left
your side since you've been
here

CARI💗
he literally came over to spend
a few days of our week off with me???
he's just a close supportive friend,
and he does music too so
i guess i just felt i could get
some tips from him idk
but genuinely there's nothing
going on between me and josh

TOMMY💓
i saw you

CARI💗
???? u wot m8

TOMMY💓
i saw you kiss him last night

CARI💗
oh, right
well we booooth immediately
established it was a mistake i
guess, idk it kinda just happened
and we realised straight away that
neither of us actually felt anything
we kinda just laughed about it

TOMMY💓
are you sure? it looked like there
were some pretty strong feelings
involved

CARI💗
maybe the same could've been
said about our 'mistake' but you
had no problem vehemently
denying feelings without any
consultation abt my feelings

CARI💗
what's your problem with josh? u
have been so hostile about me
hanging out with him as if you don't
have a girlfriend and didn't tell me
our kiss was a mistake? it's not fair
tom please help me understand:(

TOMMY💓
i was just saying it seemed like there
was something to the kiss but if you
mean it when you say there's nothing
going on i won't push it any further,
i'm sorry love. you've just been locked
in ur room with him all day and idk

CARI💗
i know but he goes home tomorrow
so i just wanted to spend a last day
with him i guess :(

TOMMY💓
no i get it, and i'm so so sorry for
being such a collossal dickhead.
it's just that alison kinda broke up
with me when i told her about what
happened and haz is... seeing someone
now so i didn't want to bother him about
it but i also didn't wanna spoil your time
with him if there's something going on:(

CARI💗
oh shit tommy i'm so sorry:( you
should've just come in and told me,
josh wouldn't have minded me talking
to you about it i want to be there for
you especially since it's... basically bc
of me you broke up :(

TOMMY💓
no it's not your fault at all it's all on me,
cari, and even you know that you're just
too good to me to tell me the truth and i
appreciate it but i know what i've done,
finally, and it's my fault everything is
fucked up.

TOMMY💓
and i'm sorry for questioning everything
about you and josh too, that wasn't at
all fair i've just been confused

CARI💗
it's just exhausting that things were
going kinda back to normal after the
'mistake' and then because of josh u
suddenly think you can just start to
question my every move and stuff idk

TOMMY💓
i'm sorry, cari, i really am. i just worry
for you, you've never really pursued
anyone since you and michael split
and josh is lovely i just wanted to
make sure you weren't rushing into
anything.

TOMMY💓
i want the best for you, that's all

CARI💗
shame the best doesn't want me lol

TOMMY💓
what do you mean?

CARI💗
nevermind

TOMMY💓
tell me what you meant, cariad.
please just be honest with me.

CARI💗
there's no point anymore, tom. i'm
gonna go take a shower, okay?
i'll see you tomorrow, i'm gonna
drop josh to the airport early
and we can get lunch after if
you want? the single drops at 12
n i wanna be out when it does cos
i'm scared abt the reactions lol

TOMMY💓
i'm supposed to be meeting
ali for lunch tomorrow, i'm so
sorry caz:( i can cancel to be
there for you if you want, or
just take her earlier and come
straight to where you are?

TOMMY💓
it's just we agreed to like....
properly talk this out so we can
part ways on better terms than
what happened i guess. i'm so
sorry

CARI💗
oh uh
nevermind, it's fine i promise i'll
message haz or something❤️
i'd never ask you to cancel on her,
she deserves closure and honesty.
have fun with ali, i hope it goes
alright and stuff i'll just see you
after. x

TOMMY💓
:( okay
i'll speak to you tomorrow. x
sleep well, love

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:-) another update, thank u for all the support u lot are literally angels nd i do not deserve it but am infinitely grateful x