"I'm scared, lost, confused, overwhelmed and quite frankly I'm irritated too. I'm scared that I'm trying to hard for something that might not last. I'm lost on how to make things better. I'm confused on how to function as a normal human being. I'm overwhelmed with emotions and I always seem to be crying over little things. And I'm irritated that I can't make any sense of my own self and I hate myself more and more for it.

I'm sorry."