Unseen Sea

(Writer & Producer: Noct (Roy Segress)

(Chorus)My parents want me back, but I said no

cause I'm drowning in a sea that they can not see

If they open their eyes maybe they'd see

the flies in my life full of lies that they have made to hide

their disguise.

Verse #1: And now their problems are mine, but that's fine

cause my dad told me don't feel, just conceal

so now my feelings are in a box full of locks

and I just gotta block this out of my mind because

they're blind to the fact that their son is in pain thinking he's to blame.

But I won't let it bring me down

In this sea full of lies

cause Ima fly

soaring through the air, breakin' free of this snare to declare

that I'm no longer scared.

Ima guy who will buy the sky, so I can fly in my new found freedom

away from there fair of misery.

But I still feel the pain because I ain't got a father figure

so I sit in this chair pretending like I don't care

even though I'm dying inside

I just need a guide

to show me where I'm flying

before I crash land back into the sea that no one can see except for me

because I don't want to lose my freedom.

(Partial Chorus) I just wanna die because I don't wanna live this life full of lies and disguises

But I know if I die

then my friends and family will see the lies and

disguises that my parents hide behind.

I don't wanna be seen as a coward who just takes the easy way out.

I'm done with these lies and these disguises

I'm tired of drowning in this sea that no one can see but me

And I'm tired of these damn flies in my life.

So it's time for me to be the guy who buys the sky to fly in my new found freedom.

Don't blame me for fleeing the scene of an unnecessary crime where you can see the flies

flying through my life trying to start a new crime, but I fight to keep my liberty.

Verse #2: This fear may push me near the edge of insanity clearly this fear is a mere image

Of the world painted by the adults to pressure the teens into clear visions of pure horror.

At Least that's what my parents painted for me, an image of failure.

Well, now it's time for me to buy the sky and fly above this sea that no one can see but me and prove them wrong.

(Chorus) My parents want me back, but I said no cause I'm drowning in a sea that they can not see

Maybe it's just me and this stress in my head or maybe it's these lies and flies In my life.

I guess it's these disguises my parents wear to hide their crimes from the world.

That's alright cause my father told me don't feel, just conceal, so my

Feelings are locked in a box full of locks getting ready to explode.

Verse #3: But now I'm numb unable to have fun or even fall in love.

My heart has been corrupted with all this pain that hides

All my happiness in this box.

I just wanna cry but with this box, I'm unable to express these

Feelings I'm getting ready to explode.

So here I am with a blade to my wrist telling myself it's alright all the pain will end soon.

And now the unseen sea is filling with blood

Everything begins to fade and I wake up free of this snare

Then I see the beautiful girl beside me; I start to cry and hug her to tell her I love her.

She then begins to fade and disappears as if she was never there.

I'm getting closer to the edge about to fall, maybe I should just let go.

(Partial Chorus) But no I can't cause I got someone who needs me But she can't see that I'm drowning in this unseen sea.

(Ending Statement)Please, someone, help me I'm just about done. I can't breathe. This box of locks is about to explode and I'm here bleeding out. 

(Final Message) A message to all parents or soon to be parents Please don't do this to your kids the results aren't good. Love your kids unconditionally and let them know you're there number 1 fan.