Kis sy abh arzoo-e-vasl karein
Is kharabi main koi mard
Kahan.

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Mature content in the chapter.

Najia looked up as soon as she heard the door getting unlocked and for a moment she panicked but when she heard the confident and heavy footsteps, her heart finally relaxed knowing who's they were.

He opened the door to the room where she was sitting.
He swallowed as soon as his eyes took in her condition all the while she looked up at him with the most vulnerable eyes.
She was sitting on the floor, rocking back and forth while hugging her knees, her face resting on them.
He had an idea of what happened by the mess in the hall.
He opened his arms a little and she launched at him without second thought.

He caressed her hair.
Her tears wetting his shirt.

His own tears threatened to escape his eyes but he had to be strong for his girl.
She had suffered so much and he couldn't do anything.

He picked her up and went to his room, sat on the bed with Najia still clinging to him.

He didn't speak.
He let her speak.
Every word of hers piercing through his body and breaking his heart again and again.

"s-sch m-main b-boht try Kia H-Hadi m-Mera y-yakeen m-many..... L-lekin h-hum Har g-gy... I'M SORRY" she cried and all he wanted to was take all of her pain away.
To take every insecurity and every thought out of her head but he couldn't.

"baby....meri taraf dekho... My beautiful girl... Please.." he pleaded when she continued to sniff.
She finally looked up at him and he cradled her delicate face in his hands and rubbed his calloused thumbs on her cheeks making her close her eyes.

"my Najia isn't like this. My Najia doesn't give up.
My Najia never gives up."
He whispered.
She looked at his eyes and then looked away almost instantly.

"you're the most important part of me Najia.
This husband of yours is nothing without you.
You're an essential part of me.... I don't function without you.
You are the reason I'm here today....
you know there was a time when I wanted to give up so badly but the thought of you.... The thought of my wife being disappointed in me didn't sit well with me.
You are the sole reason I am even alive today."

"and you are my only reason" she whispered

She caressed his stubble covered jaw and neared her face to his.
He looked in her eyes.
She lowered them.

He proceeded to kiss her right cheek, then her left one.
"you're so beautiful.... So gorgeous"
His lips making contact with both her eyes.
Her forehead next and at last his breath fanned her lips.

"I LOVE YOU"

her eyes instantly snapped towards his.
Although there were feelings on both sides they never actually confessed and hearing it from him made her insides twich with a strange feeling.
Hearing him say that did bring joy to her, a lot of it but on the other hand she didn't deserve it.

She shook her head.
And then more tears started pouring out of her eyes.

"Baby....najia....meri jaan... Idhr dekho meri taraf.... Kiun ro rhy ho?"
He asked holding her close to himself.

"H-Hadi aap kisi aur sy shadi kr Lyn... Hm apko nhi rokyn gy.... I'm not worth your time.... I have every problem in the world...kbh tkh aap hmary saath chlyn gy.... At some point you'll be fed up of all the stupid problems that I suffer from."

The eating disorder.
The anxiety attacks.
The family problems.
How much longer could he handle her.

He frowned at her statement.
It seemed like his previous statement went to deaf ears.
" Najia Ahmed.... Meri baat kaan khol ky aur dehan sy sun lo..... Tum my meri jaan basty hai aur  aur tumhara naam mere dil py likha hai.... Main cha ky bhi kbhi tumhy nhi chor skta"

Her forehead resting on his shoulder as her body continously shook because of the sobs leaving her mouth.

He made her retreat and rested his hand on her nape.

His eyes darting from her eyes to her lips.

She wanted it as much as he did.
She held his face and rubbed her thumb on his lower lip.

Her emotions all over the place making her mind foggy.

Finally he made the move and connected their lips in the most tender way.
Her chest full of emotions and butterflies.
Her heart thumping against her ribcage like crazy, she was afraid that he could feel it considering how close they were attached to each other.

He sucked on her lower Lip and she rested her hands on his chest.
Her right hand just above his heart... Feeling its rhythm.

He kept kissing her and she responded until she ran out of breath but it didn't seem like he noticed from the way he continued to suck and bite.

She finally applied a little force to his chest with her hands and he stopped, keeping their foreheads still in contact.

His hand now resting on her waist,rubbing circles on it.... Making her calm down.

His lips moving to her collarbone.... She sighed in pleasure.
Her hands making their way to his hair pulling it slightly every time he'd nipp somewhere and then sooth it with his Warm tongue.

He took the hem of her topp in his hand and looked at her face.
She hesitated a bit.

"I won't do anything you don't want najia" he whispered that sounded loud in the silent room.

She slightly nodded her head and looked away when his eyes darkened.

In a swift motion the black cropped top was off her body.
Her hands automatically went and covered her chest but he slowly and delicately removed them all the while looking in her eyes, eyes that were filled with fear of rejection....

But his eyes.... They only conveyed love...

He placed her hands on his shoulders and admired the beauty in front of him.

And she was all his

His wife.

His hands skimmed at her sides making her shudder.
His hand coming in contact with her naked hips, he gripped them and place her on the bed.

She looked away as soon as she saw him getting rid of his shirt and throwing it somewhere in the room.

He hovered her and used his thumb and index finger to grip her chin and make her look at him.

"I want you to look at me" he whispered above her lips.
His voice dominant yet filled with sweetness.
She lifted her gaze and met with his gray diamonds.

Her hands made their way to his broad shoulders.... She could feel the muscles of his back flexing.

He places his lips on her philtrum and her small hands squeezed his biceps.
His hand travelled to her chest... He unclipped her bra and removed it.

She tried covering it with her arms and hands but he held them above her head.

"let me love you please..."
He pleaded and got rid of all the clothes separating them from being one.

His fingers brushing on her stomach... She closed her eyes tightly.
She didn't like how her stomach looked.
That layer of fat just wouldn't go away.

He kissed her navel and she sucked in a breath.
His lips making a trail of kisses from her stomach to the valley of her breasts.

Her hands ruffling his hair.
It felt so good.
She loved the feeling of him being so close to her.

His lips moved towards her ribs but she pushed him a little making him look at her.

"d-don't look o-ver there...."
"I have stretch m-marks" she whispered and looked away ashamed.

He looked at her and then attached his lips just where she didn't want them.
"I love them" he said and she tried her best to control her tears but a sob made its way to her mouth.

He came up to her lips and kissed her, pouring his everything in it.

She held his face in her hands and responded.

He retreated and let his eyes savour his beauty... Just his.

His mouth made its way to her breasts and he took her right bud in his mouth as the other hand grasped the left one... Playing with it.
She arched her back in pleasure.

Her light moans exciting his body in an unexplainable way.
"Hadi..." she moaned and he felt his heart beat faster.

"I'm asking again Najia.... I don't want to rush in to things... You can stop me whenever you want baby..." he said and she felt her heart swell with even more respect for her man.

She brought her hands towards his face and pulled him closer landing her lips on his.
" I need you " she whispered and her cheeks glowed red when he wasted no time in kissing her again... More fiercely this time.

"just tell me to stop whenever you feel like OK?" he said.
He  entered her in the most delicate way.... Making sure to be as gentle as possible making her cry out loud and hug his shoulders.
"I'm sorry...." he whispered in her ear and she hid her face in the crook of his neck.

His hands caressing her ribs to calm her down.
"just breath... Breath" he told her.

She gave him a little nod, indicating him to move.
He moved his hips forward and a little pain shot through her, but when it started to fade away and the pleasure mixed with pain, Her pleasurable moans echoed in the whole room along with his groans.

Their skin slapping against each other's and his love bites marking every inch of her body.
From her inner thighs to her neck.

There wasn't an inch of her body he hadn't touched, kissed and showed his love to.

He bend down and kissed her temple while Najia's nails dig into his broad and muscled back.
Her action turning him on all over again.

"I love you" he heard a whisper from her mouth.
His eyes memorizing her face covered with sweat and her small, gorgeous body laying beneath him.

"say it again" he demanded
And with every thrust he heart a confession escape from her lips.

Finally after making love the whole night she felt herself drift away to dream land.
His naked body slumped on hers.

The morning rays of the sun  peaked through the window and made najia squirm in her place.
She opened her eyes and they went straight to her husband who's face was buried in her bosom.
Her naked blossom.

Her thoughts roamed to last night and a blush coated her cheeks.
She looked at him and couldn't help but send a prayer of gratitude to the lord.

She kissed his head and wondered how amazingly he'd handled her last night.

Just as she was about to drift back to sleep the ringing of her phone made her open her eyes.

~Mama~
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Tried writing mature content 🤡
I tried at least 💀

Kind of a short chapter but I was kind of in a writer's block this week.... Like literally I didn't know what to write.

The beautiful collage is  by my baby fariainaya_
Go check out her oneshotss y'all.
I freaking fell in love with them.

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Hope you guys enjoyed it!

LAIBA. ❤️