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"assalam-o-alikum" he said and kissed her neck.
"w/Salam, aap kb aye?" she questioned him.
"kl raat Aya... Tum to mere Bina hi so gy..." he said with a cute pout.
"I'm sorry... Main boht tkh gy thy"
"its fine baby" he said
Then after a few minutes he continued.

"aaj main Karachi ja rha hun.... Thora kaam hai..." he said and looked up at her face but instantly panicked seeing her eyes shedding tears.
"meri jaan... Kya Hua... Kyun ro rhi ho... Btao mujhy..." she started sobbing more so shahzain got up and held her in her arms and rubbed her back to calm her.

"I-ill m-miss y-you" she said between sniffles.
"babe.... I'll be gone for a day only... But I promise I'll try coming back the same day yeah?" he said to her and she nodded hiding the real pain behind a fake smile.

Suddenly a wave of nausea hit her and she rushed to the bathroom to empty her stomach.
Shahzain came and moved her hair out of the way.
Tears gathered in noors eyes.
She was exhausted.

"Zain... Aap jayen yahan sy... I'll manage."
"hell no, I'm not leaving you in this state, did you even have dinner last night? He asked angrily.
She just looked at the ground giving him his answer.
He sighed and made her sit on the counter.
She got cleaned up and shazain made her eat her breakfast even though she was nauseous all again just by the smell of it.

It was time for him to leave and noor was bawling her eyes out.
"p-please don't go" she said.
"baby.... Look at me please" he said not understanding why she was behaving like this.
There was definetly something he didn't know.
She looked at him as he Kneeled in front of her.
"baby... Is there something you want to tell me? Koi baat hai jissy aap pareshan hai?" he asked with concern in his eyes.
"btao mujhy please" he continued.
She shook her head at him negatively and he sighed and said.
"we'll talk about this tonight. OK?" he moved forward and kissed her passionately.
She kissed him back with the equal fervor.
After all it was going to be their last kiss.

"I love you... I love you so much please never forget that." she whispered to him as a tear rolled down her cheek.
"I love you, I'll forever love you" he said wiping the tears and kissing her temple for the last time.

"shahzainnnnn " came nafisas voice from the hallway.
He kissed her lips one last time and rushed towards his room before his mother finds out about his whereabouts.

She went downstairs and saw him saying his Salam to everyone.
"noor beta shahzain ja rhy hain aap bhi mil ly aa ky" said romaisa.
She came forward and hugged his waist while he embraced her as well.
"Allah Hafiz zain" she said looking up at him while she could feel kinza stare at the back of her head.
"khuda hafiz Ain" he said and kissed her forehead.
This much affection was normal for them so so no one really suspected anything.
As he was leaving the house kinza stopped him and he looked at him with disgust.
"what?" he spat at her.
"won't you say bye to me?"
"no" he Said and moved past her while the rest of the family members tried keeping their giggles at bay.

He never liked her.
She was the kind to hit on any guy friends.
She was totally different from his Ain.

On the way to Karachi shazain had a bad feeling but shrugged it off.

At the haveli noor was packing her stuff while trying hard not to cry.
Nafisa entered her room and helped her pack.
"beta shahzain zyada gussa to nhi Hua Tha na University Wali baat sun ky?" she asked and noor internally panicked.
"nhi mama... Bss aapko to pta hai na thory dyr ky lye naaraz thy lekin phir tkh ho gy" she lied with much difficulty.
"accha chlo shukr hai usny sary ghr ko srr py nhi uyhaya." and she laughed.

Noor met everyone and hugged her parents one last time before sitting in the car.
As the car came to a safe distance from the haveli her tears  started falling helplessly.

She took her phone and stared at her wallpaper.
It was a picture of her and shazain on his twenty seventh birthday.
She loved that picture.

"I'm sorry... I'm so sorry for not telling you...." she cried.
She reached the airport and boarded her flight to Los Angeles.

She kept getting sick during the flight.
She couldn't really eat anything as the smell only made her vomit.

She just hoped that he'd somehow forgive her.

On the other hand shazain was desperately trying to contact noor.
He finally called his mother and asked for her.
"asslam I ALAIKUM mama"
"w/Salam beta...koi kaam Tha shazain?"
"jee mama... Main kb sy ain jo phone lga rha hun lekin uska phone switched off ja rha hai.... Aap meri Zara ussy baat krwa dyn..."
" beta noor to abh plane main ho-"
"PLANE? KONSA PLANE"
"Los Angeles wala aur konsa.... Usny tumy btaya to Tha."

Shahzains rage knew no limit in the moment.
He threw the phone to wall and it ended up in pieces.
"WHYYYYY..... WHYYYYY AINN" HE SHOUTED.
he fell on his knees with his head in his hands.
"why did you do this....I must've done something wrong....was I not good enough... Or was I not important enough that she didn't even bother telling me?" his insecurities resurfacing.
Few tears made their way to his eyes and rolled down his cheeks.

Shahzain Asim Awan was crying.
In the next hours he tried contacting her in every way possible but he got no response.
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Noor had arrived in Los Angeles a few hours ago and got picked up by her khala and her two cousins.

Haaziya and ramsha.
Both twins.
They were such sweethearts and made noor mood a little better.

They dropped her off at the hostel and assured her that she could call them at any time for anything.
She thanked them and entered the hostel.
She was lucky enough to have a whole dorm room for herself.
After setting her suitcase in the room she sat on the bed and looked at the 72 missed Calls and 156 messages from him.

She sighed.
She had already called her mama to tell her about her arrival.

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A week later :
The first thing noor did after settling in the city was to make an appointment with the doctor.
She was feeling extremely sick from the past days and had decided to get a check up.

She arrived in the hospital and went towards the gynecologic department where the doctor was.
She got a few tests done and then she entered the doctor's office.

"miss qazmi?" she asked.
"yes doctor." she sat on one of the chairs.
"I've done a few tests and found out that you're 4  weeks pregnant."
Noors eyes gathered with tears and her happiness knew no bounds.
She just wished she could share this with her husband.

"I-I'm soo happy..." she whispered.
"congratulations noor but... There are a few things that you need to know...
There are a few complications.... You need to stress less, you neeeed to eat more....your weight is quite low for a pregnant woman... But I'm sure that will not be a problem since you're baby is going to get hungry a lot.
Lastly I suggest you to lightly workout  as well. Next time bring the father of you baby along.... I'm sure he'll be happy to see the little bundle you guys created.
The mention of him brought sadness again but she quickly masked it and nodded.

I'll see you in a few weeks then" noor shook hands with her and left.

She reached her dorm and sat on the bed caressing her belly.
"your baba would've been sooo happy" she cried.
"I'm sorry shahzain... So sorry.."
She mumbled.
"mama loves you baby... So much" she talked to her little one.

She got up and went to the kitchen to make herself something to eat.

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In Pakistan, on the other hand, shahzain had become extremely distant from everyone.

He'd come home late and leave early in the morning without having any breakfast.
He'd meet his parents and leave.

It was just another day.
He was sitting in his office working on some files when his phone rang.
He accepted the call and talked to the foreign client and as he hang up the call.... Her photo came in view.
It was his wallpaper.
It was a phot he had secretly taken when she was getting ready.

He sighed and took out the packet of cigarettes resting in his coats pocket.
He took one out.

He went to the huge window from . Where he could see pretty much the whole city and lit it up.

He pressed the end to his lips and exaled.
His hand flicked the spent ashes into the tray.

He finished one and lit another one.
"stop it Zain.... She hates people who smoke." he said to himself.

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