Do you believe in love at first sight? Or do you believe in love at fates sight?

Never did I believe I would ever meet you again. I never believed we would ever even breathe the same air.

I remember my first day of college is when I met you again. You were this shy but beautiful angel who graced this earth surface. My heart was so happy. I wanted to profess my feelings for you.

Do you know I have waited an eternity to be with you? Your smile is something I have missed so much. Your kind eyes that I had fallen for the very first time, I am so happy to see you again!

Your gentle touch, your flawless skin that brushed against mine, I have missed you. I was so scared to approach you, yet I followed you like a lost puppy without your ever being aware of my existence. Maybe, I was alright with that. I never had the courage to approach you, after the sin I committed previously.

You never knew the pain I was in after I lost you. Did you know, you were the only one to treat me like a human? The rest of them treated me worst than a devil itself. I had no one. No on to talk to. To share my feelings, my pain, my dreams, to share me.

Those few days that I spent with you in Yi City were everything I wished for.

Thus to see you again, it pained me for not being able to talk to you.

I wanted to.

And so with immense courage, I chalked up a plan to come up and confess my feelings, but fate played it's game.

Before I could even come up with a plan, you accepted 'his' proposal.

Song Lan.

Inwardly I laughed at the absurdity of this. Why am I always the sore losser? Why is it that when it comes to you, I loose every single time?

The pain is shattering my soul but I finally have given up.

I have given up on ever confessing to you, what I feel. I do not wish to become what I was. I was once spared, I don't think I would be spared again. The feelings that I have for you are pure and chaste. I do not wish it to become toxic that one would regret it later.

And so today hiding behind the doors, I watch you walk the aisle to your lover, Song Lan to have your happily forever, I turn my back and walk away.

Walk away from you.

Walk away from what could have been us.

Walk away from what could have been mine.

Walk into the open arms of oblivion.

This is my story.

Story of Unrequited Souls.

***The End***