A/n: I hope you like this!!!

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I was shaking all over three days after I left my old apartment in Tokyo. I don't know what to do. I hope nothing will happen to me today. Today, I am about to play once again for the last time in the Tokyo Auditorium. Just like before, I am clad in all black. My suit is black, my necktie is black and my shoes is black. 

I came in the auditorium happy and calm. I also felt grateful that Takeshi and Emi still treated me the same even after they knew the truth about me.

They played pieces from the Classical Period while I played Yiruma's 'Hope.'

That is what I am currently feeling. I am hoping that CCG will spare me from treating me the same as the ghouls they executed.

I never wanted to be a ghoul in the first place but ever since I had heard too many revelations and truth about me, it just hurts me a lot. It breaks me open. I still hope that my life won't be more complicated but I know, my life will be darker after I accept the position that is awaiting me when I officially become a part of Aogiri Tree.

When I join them, I'll betray CCG but when I do that, I officially will become a part of the larger world that my father hid from me.

When I finished playing and returned at the backstage, Takeshi, Emi, Nagi and Seto-san approached me and congratulated me.

Everything was going well when in my surprise, there were investigators that went inside the backstage and they are looking for me.

My friends and Seto-san felt really worried for me. "Get them away, Seto-san. I know why they're here, anyway."

Nagi looked at me, "Sen..... sei? Why?"

I can't tell her and so, I just patted her head.

Mado Akira, Koutaro Amon and Chairman Washuu appeared before the guards of the auditorium which shocked a lot of my fellow pianists. There were also other officers who escorted them and when they already saw me, in front of all my fellow pianists, they forced me to kneel while they are putting my hands at my back. I didn't fight them. I had no chance to fight anyway. It was too quick that I didn't know how to react. After that, I received a big punch from one of the investigators that held me. 

I quickly had a bruise on my cheeks. Due to that, my ghoul eye appeared which shocked a lot of people who were spectating why I am being held down by the CCG officers. 

I could hear people saying more insults about me as if they know a lot about me.

'He's not just his mother's puppet.'

'He's a ghoul? Scary.'

'He's definitely going to be disqualified now.'

'Human Metronome.'

I could see through Amon's eyes that he doesn't want to arrest and imprison me back in Cochlea. 

I wasn't wrong about what I noticed since he shouted at Chairman Washuu, "Isn't he Kishou's quinque? Why are we arresting him? Isn't he just a victim of that Kanou?"

Chairman Washuu laughed at him. "He must be taken for his father to appear!"

"Using me as a bait, huh?" I said to them.

Both of them looked at me in surprise. 

"So, you're saying it's real then?" Amon asked me while Mado Akira couldn't even look at me.

Since he heard me say those words, he stood up and forced me to stand up. 

I stood up and obeyed him. 

"A warrant of arrest is issued on you for being a ghoul and more so, as the son of the unknown One-Eyed King. Come with us in peace and you won't be hurt," the investigator who's lower-ranked told me. 

I looked around. Everyone is looking at me. I still could hear them talking about me as they force me to walk out of the backstage.

I am a ghoul and that is what I truly am.

I closed my eyes. I didn't resist them even if I could hear Takeshi and Emi shouting. "What do you plan to do with him? He's not a bad person!!! He saved us before!!!" 

They cried together but they seemed not to mind my friends. Seto-san stopped them from running near me before they get hurt by the officers who surrounded me.

The handcuff made with a kagune and steel began to hurt my wrists. Both of my arms were at my back. I was taken away while everyone of them look at me. I stopped walking for a while.

I laughed loudly at them while tears fall on me. I couldn't take what they are doing to me. They betrayed me. I never wanted to hate humans but they do make me hate them. I will never feel human again because of what they have done to me now. "Taking me back in Cochlea will surely be the end of Commission Counter Ghoul, Chairman Washuu. You could have chosen to let me continue to work with Special Class Investigator, Arima Kishou. I'm loyal to him but you just showed how corrupt you are as a human! I am a ghoul and his quinque. I am not your weapon."

In that exact moment, he went closer to me while they lead me out of the backstage. A lot more investigators surrounded me after that. The area outside of the back stage and near the exit of Tokyo Auditorium is made with transparent glass

"You are my weapon, Arima Kousei. Taking you away and making you get out of the facility made you out of our control. Remember, you are dead long ago and you will keep killing your own kind!" he screamed at me.

"I'm not a weapon. I may have been subjected to Kakuhou Transplantation but I am not just any ghoul you've seen before. I am the One-Eyed King's son. Arresting me and taking me as yours is a wrong move, Chairman Washuu," I spoke up rather high. "You tried taking away my emotions but you failed. I retained my identity despite of being used like a quinque. Forgive me. You will fail, again. More so, your true intention by arresting me is to use me to kill my own father, isn't it? Forgive me but I won't let myself be used by people who are forcing me to do things I don't want!"

My words surely pissed him off. His face is in a big frown. 

"Make him kneel," Chairman Washuu ordered them. "He must be disciplined."

I could easily break the handcuffs off from me if I wanted to but I chose not to. 

Akira and Amon forced me down. Their eyes were in tears after they did that to me.

I knelt on the ground and when he went closer to me, he held my cheeks painfully, "If ever the Aogiri Tree comes to rescue you, remember, they will be destroyed and your father will die!"

Now, he's pissing me off that my kagune went out at my back. I'm shaking in fear and anger. 

I am still alive. I have only become a ghoul. I didn't die. I was only changed!

"Try and kill him or I'll eat you up!" I shouted.

I received a sharp slap coming from him. "Shut him up."

I felt Koutaro Amon inject me a high dosage of RC suppressant that made me shout in so much pain. I vomited blood and I felt so helpless. I lost control of my kagune and I can't move to where I am. My strength suddenly disappeared. 

They also gave me more chemicals that made me so limp and I felt my whole body in so much pain. I was in agony. Most of all, they didn't even wait for me to be brought in Cochlea. They were publicly torturing me even if the sun is still out.

I was enduring pain as if I am being stabbed inside repeatedly. I could sense that there were blood falling down my eyes, already.

I forced it to open and in my surprise, I saw Aiza Nagi trying to stop them from torturing me. My heart felt more broken when one of them took her away from me and in Takeshi's surprise when they followed me, he witnessed them throw Nagi on a wall. 

I looked up and that's when I saw her broken. She also seemed to have become unconscious.

"You bastard!!!" shouted Takeshi to one of them. He quickly went beside her. I could also see that he noticed what they were doing to me. 

He tried to move beside me but I smiled. I can't get him hurt. "

Just take me away," I begged. Tears are overflowing my eyes. My whole body feels like it isn't mine. I could feel my heart beat too fast and my legs were like jelly. It's already too difficult for me to breathe, too.

"This is too much, Chairman!!!" shouted Mado Akira. "You have to stop!"

The two CCG officers looked at her. "Oh, right. Aren't you one of his lovers?"

I tried to move while I was forced in a kneeling position but I couldn't. 

When I opened my eyes, I witnessed that she was handcuffed, too. 

"Stop!" I tried to scream. That's when I realized that my throat began to be filled with my own blood. I wasn't able to stop them. I felt frozen. I was kicked down on the floor. My glasses suddenly began to have blood on them. 

"Father...," I spoke.

When I looked up, they seemed to be laughing already. I can't do anything anymore. I can't move. I feel very stiff. My eyes were already closed when they forced me to drink a very bitter chemical. After I swallowed it, my chest feels like it's going to blow up. What I feel right now is worse than the torture I received from Miki as I am internally bleeding. 

I vomited blood again. 

After that, they forced me to stand up and walk. The two investigators threw me inside the car where they chained me up as if I am some kind of a rogue animal that was lost from a zoo.

I lost consciousness after a few minutes. 

Why? 

Why should I suffer?

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A/n: Vote and comment, okay? Arigatou Gozaimasu!!! Love you much!!!