Previously:

Oh God..please.....help me.

Present:

Wooyoung pov:

I dont know when I feel asleep but I was woken up when I felt yeo hyung hand that I am grabing starts trembling.

My eyes open immediately and found san still in his sleep while yeosang hyung..h-hes all s-sweating! And t-trying to b-breath! Oh no w-what should I do !

I immediately stand and starts shaking yeosang hyung trying to wake him up from his nightmare.

"Sangie hyung! Hyung! Please open your eyes! Your ok!! Your fine hyung!!" At this point I was myself a crying mess. Why? Just why God..it must be MY SANGIE HYUNG!!

I didnt even notice when san woke up from his sleep and grab me from back, pulling me back and trying to calm me down and also when others enter the room and runs to sangie hyung and some nurses come inside and give sangie hyung some kind of dose which makes him relax. You must be wondering how I knew all these things when I said I didnt even notice cause...its my specialty..(A/n: *cough*) ok it may be because of my dangerous (a/n: *glares*) ahh.cute author..(A/n: *nods*)

Anyways back to story..

"Woo! Woo! Listen to me! Look at me, woo! Sangie hyung is fine..hes alright..dont worry.." san takes my face in his hands and makes me look at him while I am still a crying mess and pointing at yeo in back as san makes me face him and now my back is at sangie hyung.

"H-hes alright..wooyoung-ah" he tug my hairs behind my left ear. I dont know how hes this calm, having or seeing your lovely hyung laying lifeless on hospital bed and your best friend having an attack.

"Sa-san-nie" I call his name between my cries and rest my head on his chest and crys horrifically. My hands turn into fists grabing some fabric of san's shirt inside them which rests on his chest.

"Shh.." he pats my head lovingly with his right hand while his left hand rest to my back rubbing lightly giving me warm I miss always..

"Everything is fine..everything will be fine"  we stand their like this of me crying on san chest I dont know for how long? And I didnt even notice when I feel asleep like that.

San pov:

I was woken up by wooyoung loud cries and pleases for yeosang hyung to wake up. I look at yeosang hyung whose looking like hes having another attack in his sleep. I immediately run behind wooyoung and grab him from back while calling my hyungs for help.

"Seonghwa hyung!!! Hoon hyung!!" I manage to drag wooyoung further from yeosang hyung when seonghwa hyung and hoon hyung and yunho hyung and then mingi hyung enters and looks at the situation with wide eyes trying to understand whats going on. But hoon hyung recover fron his shock fast and runs outside to call for nurse while I make wooyoung look at me and start saying sweet words to him and soon he starts sobbing brokenly on my chest..seriously his cries were like a broken Bird who never got a chance to fly. His wings were cut off from him and then everyone telling him to fly but what they dont know is that they are their selfs the ones who cut the little birds wings.

His heartbroken cries makes me cry as well while nurses calm yeosang hyung one of them ask me to give one to wooyoung as well and I nod and soon he fall asleep in my arms. I pick him up easily literally hes light as yeosang hyung as well. Sometimes I think they are really made for each other. Both precious diamonds and little birds who didnt even get a chance to fly before their both wings were cut and torn out of them. Both fragile and sensitive. Sigh. And not to forget both beautiful. Like they both are angels and forget their ways back to heaven and fall into yunho and seong hyung arms.

I lay woo on the couch beside yeosang hyung bed and looks back at my hyungs to find seonghwa sitting on the chair on the other side of yeosang hyung bed with his head in his hands and his eyes close trying to figure out everything while ynho hyung sits next to wooyoung whose sleeping and take his head in his own lap and start stroking his hairs polietly while looking at him sadly and mingi hyung was just spacing around the room while rubbing his right hand on his face and left hand on his hip and hoon hyung talking to doctor outside.

"What just happen here?" Seonghwa hyung looks up at me with an expression I cant even describe. Mingi hyung and yunho hyung also looks at me as hoon hyung enters as well and look at me.

"I..I was sleeping and was waken up by woo loud cries and then I drag him away from yeo hyung and call you guys and then you all know..." I look at all of them.

Seonghwa pov:

God..my head is start hurting now..first 'hes out' second yeosang panick attack, third hoongjoong appearance, and then san calling for our help and yeosang again painck attack in his sleep but also wooyoung panick attack as well?. God my heads really hurting badly now.I-I dont know what to do! I really need some time to think. I stand up making all in the room turn to me but I ignore it and walks towards the door where hongjoong was standing.

"Seonghwa.." he call for me in a small voice while looking at me worriedly.

"I am fine." I say and walks out of the room. I take a deep breath to provide enough oxygen to my lungs as I was starting to feel suffocation in the room.

I starts to walk outside the hospital with slow steps and take another breath when I reach outside and walks to the small park in front of the hospital for patients.

I sit on a bench and looks up at the sky.

"You know sometimes by only keeping quiet and enduring everything, silently, is not an answer neither is the way of the 'strong and brave' person."

I look to my right to the owner of the voice.

Hongjoong pov:

After seonghwa left I look at all the other three conscious beings in room. Yunho looks back at wooyoung sleeping face and starts stroking his hairs again and mingi falls on the chair where seonghwa was sitting just now and rests his hand on back of the chair and close his eyes while san..sigh. he sits back on his chair near yeosang bed and lays his head next to yeosang head and interwine their left hands and looks blankly at wooyoung.

Soo much to handle for them. Seonghwa...I am soo sorry.. I walk out as well and starts finding songhwa and finally found him sitting on the bench while looking at sky blankly for other people to think but if you look closely you can see soo much brokenness and emptiness. I walk towards him and sit next to him and look up at sky as well.

"You know sometimes by only keeping quiet and enduring everything, silently, is not the answer neither is the way of the 'strong and brave' person"

I can feel seonghwa eyes at me and looks at him as well making our eye contact with a smile which neither of us broke.

No one pov:

Flashback:

"Seonghwa! I promise you! I will always be with you! So dont cry hwaie!!" Eight years old hongjoong said to nine years old seonghwa while hugging the crying and sad boy..

"I am always and always will be with you seonghwa...I promise..! Pinky promise!!"

Eight year hongjoong smile brightly at nine year seonghwa and attach his pinky with seonghwa hyung who wipes his tears with his other free hand and stares at their attack pinkies and then at hongjoong and a small smile appears on his face.

"Pinky promise..."

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Hello!! Another chapter out today..I am thinking to try to finish this book and atleast my other book during this again off! Soo wish me luck and hope your liking it. Thabk you for your support love you my butterflies!!

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