Previously:

For both you three"

Present:

No one pov:

Hongjoong runs towards the door without the second thought ignoring the protest of other two. He open the door and felt like dieing.

Hongjoong look back at the other two with wide eyes and confusion only to find those two smiling at him.

"Hyung." Hongjoong was still shocked when he was engulf in a warm embrace.

Still, after few mins he raise his hands and hug the slim waist of the one hugging him.

He could feel the other ribs sticking out, not only that but he also noticed gray/white strands in the others hair making him frown.

He broke the hug and his eyes widen as the one standing in front of him....

Wasn't wooyoung. White strand hairs, grayish, dull eyes, pale skin, a tired look on other's face with a long black hood on the small frame of younger with jeans and converse.

"H-hyung." The young voice was weak, dull and he fell in his hyung's arm who immediately wrap his protective arms around the younger. Hongjoong felt happiness yet worry and nervousness take over him.

Hongjoong look at everyone who now give him a small sad smile.

Just as namjoon was about to walk to his brother, wooyoung screams ring the whole area.

W-wooyoung? Wooyoung!? Whats wrong!?"

"His body wanting drugs! We need to take him to hospital! Right now!" Lucas said impatiently as hoseok come running and him, jennie and jin tries to calm the youngest boy among them.

Hongjoong felt something he hadn't felt in years seeing his baby beother screaming in pain.

He felt. Scared.

Just then yunho come running in the room with mingi following behind and he starts crying seeing his baby

And thus, everyone left to the hospital.

Time skip~

Hongjoong pov:

Its been two hours since we are here, and I felt scared and fear, for the first time in my whole life.

Doctor appears and they called for us. I walk to them, yunho also accompany me with namjoon hyung.

"I am sorry to say but the drugs have fucked up his whole nervous system. I asuume he had injuries before right?" The doctor look at me and I nods.

"Well.. it wasn't properly healed and infection has spread through it, all I could say is, just pray for now. He will be in coma."

And he left, left leaving us stunned.

Yeosang pov:

I heard it, I heard everything.

And so I laugh, I laugh at my life! FUCKING BITCHY LIFE, I DON'T NEED ANYTHING!

I run out of hospital ignoring san calls and just drive home in rage, I run to my room and run a hand through my hairs.

I am so done with EVERYTHING!

My anger got control over me and I run in the room in front of mine. In his room, passing by san who tried to stop or call me idk. Jongho also behind him.

I felt suffocated in his room, I can't do it anymore! I felt like I am going insane, hell yh! I am Insane!

I throw everything in his room, sheets, his arranged books, arranged shelfs, neat and clean room was now a full disaster.

And when I was tired I fell on broken pieces of vase not carrying of anything, and..and I broke down.

I felt someone hug me and instantly knew it was san who back hug me with his face hide in my neck.

We sat their for what feels like hours.

At some point jongho also joins us.

Time skip~~two weeks:

I felt like shit. Completely shit. So I get out of my bed and walks towards his room again which was now in a brand new shape.

Everyone was shocked to see it but told me, its fine, they also told me that it will be brand as new when they will come back, yes they all are at hospital. Wooyoung still haven't woke up, and yes I am home alone, sigh, san and jongho are at highschool so I couldn't blame them.

Anyways, I walk inside his room

I look around the mess I had made few days ago, but now is gone and my eyes lands on the piano placed in the corner of his room, same old piano.

I slowly makes my way towards the paino and once again let my bandaged hands wander over the keys.

Everyone asking me if I am ok and I am answering them in yes ,but the truth is I am not okay.

I sit on the chair slowly and start playing slowly.

Once again letting my emotions out in foam of a song.

Once again, feeling like that day.

"~You can see the dread in my eyes.
Cause I'm struggling to survive.
And you think that I'm okay~
Cause I won't let you see my true face

And you feel like there is no help
Feel like I'm trapped in my own head
I want to see~ my happy end~

Can you save me from my own dread

I'm not okay~

I'm not okay~

I'm not okay~

I'm not okay....

I'm not heartless,
I just can't feel nothing
I may seem a bit cold,
Like inside of a coffin

You left me, no problem
I've never been flawless

And no, I'm not okay~

Hear the voices, see the demons~

Feel the coldness,
Seeking for the treatment~

And you feel like there is no help
Feel like I'm trapped in my own head

I want to see my happy end~

Can you save me,

From my own dread.

I'm not okay~

I'm not okay........."

I close my eyes as I rest my head on my hands still on the keys, no tear come out, no nothing.

I heard claps sound.

I look at the door way, to find hongjoong hyung once again standing their.

"Dw, I am not here to ask you if you're okay, I am here to let you know that you're not okay, so...give yourself rest and-" I cut him off.

"How is he?" My voice emotionless.

Hyung sigh and replied.

"Doctor said he will wake up soon, his power of will was very high, he was a critical case but they made it and hes now, ok."

"Mhm."

"Hey yeo?"

"Huh?"

"Plz..I know your hurting, don't hide your emotions."

"I will try"

"Okay...."

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No one pov:

Seonghwa sigh as he hold wooyoung's pale hand in his own and look at his pale, peaceful face.

"Hey woo.."

He sniff and continues, while rubbing his thumbs on wooyoung's left hand he is holding.

He looks once again at wooyoung, his heart ache at the sight of tubes going in and out of wooyoung, an oxygen mask to keep him breathing. His body was asking for drugs badly amd it was very hard to keep him stable. A time comes when they all lost hope, his heart stop functioning and they had to give him some small amounts of drugs.

And if your wondering what happen to lucas and lab?

Well, lucas surrender himself under police and on everyone protest he just simply state that on awake of wooyoung, if wooyoung want him out, then he will out until then. He will stay.

Seonghwa takes a deep breath and shakes his head and then try to look as enthusiasm as he could, as doctor had told them wooyoung could hear them.

"How are you baby?" Seonghwa says lovely as he stroke wooyoung's black hairs with white strands.

"You know, we all miss you, you know I practically had to drag yunho to home for rest, he hadn't taken rest, he wants to be here for when you wake up, so come on now, just woke up, we all miss you.

Come on, baby... we all miss you"

Wooyoung pov:

Darkness.

Their voices I could hear it.

I always try to reply to them but couldn't.

I want to wake up but couldn't.

Yunho hyung....

Hoongjoong hyung.....

Seonghwa hyung....

Mingi hyung....

Jongho hyung....

Yeosang hyung....

San.....

Everyone.....

I am sorry....

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Such a drama.

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