Previously:

"W-whats wrong w-with him?"

Present:

Yunho pov:

I enter the room slowly where one doctor and a nurse was already waiting for my arrival while discussing something, but my eyes were on the figure with whom I grew very close as well.

He looks soo pale.. he was attached with a wind suppler tube from mouth and nose.

I walks slowly to him. I was this much shocked that no tears fill in my eyes.

I walk to the same place where I always sit and grab heium's cold hand into mine warm. Heium opens his eyes and look at me and then at dictors who walks out not before giving me an apologizing gaze and left. So now it was just us two. I sit on the seat still looking at him with a frown and wide eyes.

Whats going on?

He move his free hand and remove his oxygen supplier mask. I try to stop him but he stop me and sits straight a little and looks back in my eyes.

"I guess its my time now..huh?" He tries to laugh but end up coughing. I was immediate to react but make him drink some water but he stops me again and points me to sit again.

"Yunho.... I know you dont think of me as your father.." I look at my hands which are holding his hands.

"I know you will never.. but..I am sorry.." I look up at him with wide eyes and feel tears building in my eyes, his eyes were fill with tears as well as he looks at me.

"Its my time-" "dont say that!" I yelled at him but he just shakes his head and continues.

"Dont stop me yunho...its my time.. let me say all those *cough*-" I again try to help but he stops me and continues.

"Let me say... who knows if I even get time to say them after wards... " he looks at his lap which is covered with blankets. Tear roll down his beautiful handsome face.

"Its 20 years ago, maybe, when I was heart breoken when my beautiful wife, my love died leaving hongjoong for me to raise only. I buried my those feelings and focuse just on my best friend and my son but one day when I-

Flashback:

Heium turns around after picking the book he wants from library when he bump into a mystery yet beauty girl. Heium feels like hes being hypnotized by her beauty. Those eyes, long black hairs, white colour. His broken heart felt like it has find his new piece again but he didnt matter to other one and he know it. He stalk her not like a real stalker but due to the soo much love but didnt hurt her.

One night when he find out that she is married and has a child he felt heart broken and goes to club to make himself free. He was a strong drinker but he drink too much high and finally hook up with unknown and when he wake up next day he found the room empty.

Flashback end

"I try to remember but nothing come, after that I never see her again as well which makes me broken more but then after three years I saw her..she was still beautiful but nothing felt right and then I just thought of my giving everything to my son hongjoong, I wish I could've done something."

"It isn't your fault." I said softly.

"I dont know..but the thing is *cough* is that I broke my promise." He looks directly in my eyes.

"I couldn't give woo the love he need..." I felt something warm rolling down my eyes. I know where this is going and its no ones fault. It hurts..yes, yes, YES it HURTS!.

"Plz...no.." I shake my head slightly in no but he just smile and with great difficulty cups my cheek. Both of us crying at this point. I kept holding his hand for support.

"I am soo proud of you, I will be soo *cough* happy if you forgive me, and promise me that as long as you live..you will keep hongjoong and *cough* wooyoung safe... I will die happily if I know your with them..

As their big brother."

"I am... I am... Dad... I am their big brother and your biggest son. Rest assured... you complete your promise.. no worries" heiu-DAD smiles as he open his arms and I was fast to hug him. Both of us crying.

He kept on apologizing and then...

He just felt numb.... his arms fall from my back making me feel like my breath just stop.

H-he died...

I felt all my cells inside my body stop working. I hear the door open behind me as I broke the hug and takes few steps back looking at dad unmoving figure. I couldn't hear anything or feel anything. I felt numb as well. All the voices block.

Why? M-my woo will never have parent love? Will he? Where is he? What condition he is? Why everything happens to him?

I fell on my knees on ground with no tears rolling down my face but my face emotionless. I felt two arms hug me andi immediately recognize them as mingi's andlean into him, not crying, just straying at dad.

Hongjoong pov:

After hyung saidthat, I run all the way to hospital, I can feel others following me but at the moment my focuseon reaching the hospital. When I reach the hospital  I was breathing heavily.

Buti dintcre andrun to the room and we I open it, I felt everything stops........

"D-dad...." I say as I slowly took steps towards my dad lifeless body laying on bed with oxygen mask resting on his chin and he looks so pale. I look at my left he I heard a thud to find yunho fall on ground looking at ad with tears rolling down his face buti kept walking towards dad. And I reach him, I slowly grab his shoulders andsakehim slowly while whispering.

"D-dad..wake up.." but nothing.

I felt someone touching my arm but I just release my arm from their grip.

"Hongjoong.." the voice called buti ignore the voice. But the voice continues.

"Hes dead hongjoong" those wrds made my blood boil, andi couldn't help but yelled.

"NO DONT SAID THAT! HES ALIVE! HES JUST SLEEPING" unknown tears fall down my face.

Hands again grab my arm buti release my arm from the grip and run outside, not knowing where i going, I just kept running. Not knowing where? Just kept running until I trip and fell on my knees and sure, that I bruised them and blood coming out of them but did I care? Ofc not! And that was the point i finally broke out. I scream and cried even hit the ground underneath me. I felt two warm protective arms wrapped around me, hugging me. But I was too much occupied to notice whose these arms belong to.

"Shh.. hongie everything will be fine.." the voice kept repeating it as first I kept resisting but after I dont know how much time I finally give in amd lean into the warm embrace. The person pick me up in bridal style amd starts walking back towards I guess, in the direction of hospital. I lean my head on the person's shoulder.

I must say I felt safe, in this warm embrace....

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Ok..I am crying writing this... hope you guys liking it.

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