Previously:

That night everyone just felt:

Helpless.

Present:

One month later:

No one pov:

Yeosang just closes his eyes. He cant feel anything. Everything to him is just nothing anymore. He didnt know whats going on. Its his daily route to wake up every morning and just thinks, missing the small meal he been given because hes been so into his thoughts that he didnt notice it and then get beaten up or either punished because of what he did or didnt do. Hear insults but couldnt do anything. He was tired. This much tired that no more tears coming out of his eyes as well. He just want this all to be end. Heium tries to talk to him but no.

Yeosang has dark big eye circles under his eyes with a pale and full with scars and bruises body.

His day starts with wooyoung thoughts and ends at wooyoung.

Wooyoung... he sigh. Yh.. thats the name he remembers now.

No matter what happen to him now, he just remembers his wooyoung and that day when his whole world come to him crushing and he just see it all crushing without doing anything.

His voice, screams, soul everthing dies that day with wooyoung. He remembers his beautiful faded purple hair falling on his face as woo smiles his beautiful smile. He remembers all their memories, from when they met each other to the day they confess each other to the day his life was taken away from him.

You might be thinking, what the heck.is this? Why is he doing this. Why he always just thinks about wooyoung and not his hyungs and san and jonho. Well its not true. He remembers them all as well but their memories are blurry now. He has been locked and goes through this torture everyday. Every sec of the day.

How can you forget that one person who lights your world and also is taken away from you on the very day of your confession. The one person who you love dearly from the deepest part of your heart and never told them, and after all these years waiting you finally told them and-and they just been taken away from you, without a single thought. What will you do? Huh?

A single tear roll down fron yeosang lifeless eyes and down his pale and lifeless face while he is resting his head on bars.

Everything feels numb....

Thats yeosang life. When he thought everything was good and back to normal it come back slapping him in face.

This is where he is now and now his hopes are all died as well.

On the other side:

Seonghwa and san were not good either. They were almost the same situation like yeosamg but the only difference is that they got others with them. Who always made sure they are eating good and have rest but they all know that they cant sleep.

And yunho... he just stop smiling and busy himself with work.

All of them knows that yunho is broken also but didnt say anything as they all also knowns. Hes holding everything inside. One word and he will broke down.

But what all didnt know except hongjoong is that someone else was watching them all with a frown on his face while looking at the laptop placed in front of him which shows everyone.

Seonghwa in his workshop doing his work quietly. San is sitting on the edge of the bridge where he and wooyoung always hang out, and jongho keeping him company. Both sitting quiet in their own world.. Yunho is in cafe and then mingi. He was serving everyone with a fake smile, but his fake one dosent look like a fake one only the closest one with him can see that. To be honest. They all looking like dead people doing their work. Zombie, just like a machine.

"Hyung... what are they all doing?" The black haired man said and looks at his hyung aka hoongjoong who sighs and sits beside the black haired one and pats his head.

"They are all living.." "yh..living like dead people?"

Hoongjoong sigh and looks at the laptop which display them all.

"They are broken, dear." "Cant we do anything?" The black haired one asked to which hoongjoong pass him a small sad smile.

"We will, when the times come. Dont worry" he kiss the black haired one temple who nods in respone only.

Back with eojeum:

"Soo..?"

"Boss, we have been watching them and it seems like they are no threat to us anymore." A person black wearing stand in front of eojeum who is sitting in his office facing the black wearing person.

"Good." A smirk made it ways to eojeum face.

"Do you want us to keep watching them.or not?"

"Nah-ah! Its fine now. They wont do anything to me now.. once a tiger is now just a mouse" eojeum stab seonghwa pic and starts laughing maniacally, the person standing in front of him also starts laughing.

"Yes sir!" Eojeum nods and points the man to leave who immediately left.

Eojeum stands and walks to the cell placed in his office on left side.

"Did you see that.. my dear yeosang? No ones coming to save you~~" he laugh again but his laugh died down and replaced by anger when yeosang didnt respond and kept looking in far.

"Why you-" eojeum was cut off by 'his friend' heium who is in another cage which is placed in the right side of his office.

"Stop it eojeum! Plz.." heium who is in no good shape either said in weak voice. Daily beating and then tied up from one month also got into him as well.

Eojeum glare at him and only roll his eyes and walks out leaving them both in silence.

"Yeosang..." heium calls him weakly while trying to.move closer a little but the chains are stopping him.

"Hey..listen to me.. dont lose hope..please..I know they are coming-" heium stops and blinks back his tears and continues.

"They will come i-"

"Whats the good in living anymore?" Yeosang statement cut him off who finally look up at him, his lifeless eyes staring directly into heium who looks back at him helplessly.

Heium was speechless by yeosang harsh tone. Yeosang only chuckles bitterly and avert his eyes from heium and rest his head against  the bars and looks in far again.

"Nothing.." heium was snap out of his trace by yeosang voice who continues.

"Nothing is good in living, even if they save us. These moments will always be by my side, hunting me in the dark, and you know what the best part is?" Yeosang looks again in heium eyes.

"No one cares what you want..they all just want you alive, not thinking what other is going through. Not knowing if the other person even wants to live." Yeosang looks back in far again.

"I dont need anyone help..I dont need them saving me.. if that means I have to go back with all these memories hunting me just for others, so they could feel ease seeing a dead person alive."

He smile bitterly and close his eyes.

"Pathetic, pathetic life"

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Hey guys and yes. I am crying rn. And thank you all again for reading this book.

'Targetauthor!'

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