Warning: you will know it and double update as well.
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Previously:

"Hyung I love you"

Present:

No body pov:

Yeosang feels that the air inside him has been suck out. He kept looking in wooyoung's half hoded fill with pain and suffering eyes. Wooyoung despite his disordered breathings continues.

"I have always love you hyung..but I was *wince and breath heavy* I was afraid that you will regect me and said that you always thinks about me as your own brother but hyung...its true I have always love you..I thou-thought *sob* that-that you-" a sob and a small scream of pain left wooyoungs pump which are swollen now as he presses his head against the bars to somehow stop the pain. But he continues despite his condition. He has to, he has to confess now, its a now or never question.

And wooyoung choses now..

"You will be disgusted from me and will leave me also like everyone did." Wooyoung closes his eyes thinking about his life.

"When I was born..I was told and was reminded everyday that I am a disgrace, a mistake, I shouldn't be here. I try, I try to stop everything. Then when I finally found someone loves..parents..love..it ended in worst possibilities..you know hyung..she still hurted me in my dreams. My own mother still hurted me in my dreams. She tried to reach me with help of some ppl but I get away since then I know they have been following me. They-she want me killed. And you know hyung after all of this I was still strong but when I finally love someone knowning that, that person will not love me back I still did. I am very grateful to hyungs.." a shaky breath left his lips. Yeosang who was staring at wooyoung with wide eyes watch the tear which roll down wooyoung tired, fill with blood face to his cheeks down his neck and disappear in his black shirt. Yeosang felt hurt, like he never had feel before.

"To san..to 'you'" yeosang heads snap up at wooyoung who was still in same position with eyes closed but still continues.

"You wanna know why hyung? Cause you all accept me knowing I am a dis-disgrace-" a tear roll down his face. Yeosang kept looking at him while holding his left hand. The person in front of him is not the bubbly, clingy, happy, whos trying to make everyone's day, instead its a person who is done with life, whos sad, terrified,not weak infact the strongest infront of yeosang eyes. Whose trying to tell what he holds in his heart before he dies so that he hold no regret in his afterlife. Someone who let his real self out before he die. Whos ready for his faith. Who just want to done with it. Just done with it. He was soo into admiring wooyoung while wooyoung continues.

"Useless, a mistake..everything..I am everything...I wish I have never born. Cause if I havent then-then *sob* then yunho hyung a-and..hongjoong will be living happily with their families." And thats the point where he breaks down finally. After years of suffering, ppl might think what type of sufferings, but no one will get the suffering woo has gone through. 17 years of his life sufferings, he let it all out. His already disordered breathings becomes more disordered making it almost impossible for him to breath if its not for protective arms around him, he had done through.

"Wooyoung! Please dont die! I am sorry! I am sorry! I took long enough to finally realised it!" Yeosang broke the hug and cups wooyoung face both of them are crying.

"I love you too wooyoung.." yeosang voice was soo soft and he slowly put their touch thier heads. Wooyoung feels a breath rush over him.

"Hyung.." his broken voice came out. And they both just close their eyes. Enjoying their time together who knows what happen or maybe this may be their last time.

Claps!

A clap sound broke through the beautiful silence they both had build. Making both of them look at the place here the voice of claping can be heard and soon heium came out of their and wipes his tears and walks towards where wooyoung was tied and yeosang was sitting beside him. He sit on ground beside where wooyoung was sitting with his back with the bars. Wooyoung and heium makes eye contact even tho wooyoung was soo weak he cant even open his full eyes but he still manage to do it. And makes an emotionless face. Heium on other hand kept looking at the boy before a tear left his left eye as he moves his hands through the bars of the cage and cup wooyoungs right cheek from where the blood from his head was dried. Wooyoung grab yeosang right hand in his left to stop him. He knew this person was his 'father' and is his hoongjoong hyung's father as well. He knew that this person is not at fault. He is only told to do it. He can see guilt in the person's eyes.

"Your..just like her..." words left heium lips.

"I didnt know it..she was pregnant if I had known that..I would-i would marry her, 'son', I am sorry...so..sorry but she left without a word the next day... I couldnt get it what was happening.. after hoongjoong's mother died, I met your mother, she was beautiful, pretty, smart-" heium unconsciously smile while cupping wooyoung's face.

"She was one of a kind.. and I fell in love with her immediately.. one day when I was drunk she came up to me and-and we 'do it' which result in you my child...my pretty child" tears falling down heium's eyes like a waterfall but wooyoung despite fighting inside of him to not back out or wince or show any kind of weakness trying to stay still and also wanting to hear the truth. Both father son still holding their daze. Yeosang quietly listen what heium was saying while holding wooyoungs left hand.

"The next day- the next day when I woke up..she was no where to be seen, I was heart broken once again and was this angry that I never tried to look for her again. I wish, oh how I wish I had done research back then.." he grab his hairs with both hands and pull them with frustration.

"Father..." heium snap his head up and looks at wooyoung with wide eyes who has called him in his broken and small voice. Wooyoung give heium a small pained filled smile.

"I believe you..."were the last word that left wooyoung's mouth before his head fell to right side but yeosang was fast to hold his head and his eyes closed.

"WOOYOUNG!!" "SON!!" Both of them yelled.

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HELLO PPL!! Ok I am crying rn..soo what do you think..such a drama right.. plz comment vote and share.

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