It took me months to sleep on your side of the bed
I drove with my right hand while we were together, I drive with my left now
I want to move on, and in theory I could
I have the opportunity and the motivation
but I don't have you
and I want to, still
even now
even after everything
even after how you hurt me
I still want to
i still want you

i've been trying to give you up for months
trying to purge you from my senses
my memory
my heart
it hasn't worked yet
it worked for you just fine

i wonder how you are sometimes
i hope you're happy
but i hope you miss me
i hope you regret what you did to me
i hope you're reminded of me
but that's all a fantasy
cause now, you're nothing
no one i know any longer
no one i have any claim to
would i still like you?
i wish i had the opportunity to find out
i'll never understand how easy this was for you