Hey guys.

This ain't any new One Shot, but a part of my FF called Addiction : A Tale of Desire and Love.

Many of you would have read it but those Who don't follow the story can read it. If you feel interested please do read the story And Comment ur review there.

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-"Sleep Love." I heard him cooing in my ears, I looked up a little to gape up at  him in his face, his eyes. Those beautiful brown orbs encased in thick black lashes mesmerized me in an instant, his lusciously pink lips tilted up in a small assuring smile.

I looked away, again facing his broad chest where he tugged me securely by wrapping his hands around me, I sighed dreamily before closing my eyes to relax the still shivering nerve in me. My fingers dipped in soft fabric of his shirt, clutching it.

I handled my body to darkness, to make me relaxed, with his lips pressed in my scalp giving me goosebumps, how much I dreamed of someone holding me, protecting me, loving me, and today everything seemed to turn out true. The fright in me calmed down as soon as I was in his arms.

I tried hard to sleep, cocooned in his scent but sleep was far away from me, the flashes of pass played under my closed lids, pushing me two years back in my life, I don't know weather that was a mistake or something, I regretted it, but I loved it too. The Memories were still fresh and as clear as a crystal, the silence of room with sound water drizzling out filled in my ears, with the echoes of past, like every second night, and today I don't want to push them away, I basked myself in it, reliving it.

-"Hey Shona, you aren't child anymore." Snapped my friend Sasha at me, when I just denied to what Lorraine said, -"Urgh, what the hell Sasha, am freaking not interested in it." I retorted Slamming the magazine across the table, my friends have just lost it.

-"That's prove." Natalie butted in out of nowhere, Keep her bag down near to the beautiful black couch. -"What?" I asked irked. -"That you are still Mummas baby." Lorraine completed what natz left incomplete, Fuck. I prepared myself mentally for an another argument.

-"Look Lorraine.." I began to say, but got immediately cut of by Sasha, can't this bitch stay calmed on her place?

-"No you look Shona, we have done it all, and you know we does all in group? Then why are you breaking out this time." Sasha reasoned out, I took a deep breath before gazing back at her.

-"I agree to you Sash, but this thing isn't like what all we did." I tells her putting my point of view In the matter, -"This is something really big." I says further hoping her to understand, but one part of me thrilled accepting what were they saying, and it was also a true am not a small kid, am 21 after all.

-"Common Shona, don't act like a child, we all know what the fucking things we all have done., So don't bitch out at it." Lorraine says in her monotonous voice, she kinda looked pissed of at me which rarely happened, she happens to be my Best friend.

By thinking what all we've done, my heart accelerated in thrill, by all things she means those late night parties, alcohol, Car racings, betting, and umm drugs even. But but but am not addicted to it, I did it all for fun rarely just too enjoy and try everything in my life till I can enjoy my freedom, not to forget and mention again we did it together all illigal things.

-"Lor." I sighed, ya ya damn I've to give up again to them, and not to forget that creepy part of me which jumped at thought of what am gonna agree too. -"Please Shona, we will find the best and hot one for you." Natalie says giving me a puppy look, an innocent one but the thing they were forcing me to do wasn't innocent at all.

They were fucking forcing me to behave like a adult by loosing virginity, I've never heard friends pushing out for such things, but mine were masterpieces, and I belonged in them. am not a kid anymore, the excited corner of mine reasoned when I tried to think again over it. And there you. -"Okay guys." I gave up, speaking out the words loudly so that they could hear me out as there were debating on it.

And there you go, Natz and Sash pounced on me, hugging me as if I agreed to treat them of world tour, bitches were so happy to push me out to some man I don't know even, not for a date even but for Sex.

Yeah, am gonna do it, am not a Mamma's girl anymore, after all am 21. I said to myself, having a self satisfaction on my decision, throwing arms around my friends, hugging them back. They squealed in victory? Pulling apart.

Was I doing right? This thing in life should be given to someone special right? Do I even have someone for me in stores Forever? I don't know and I don't wanna hurt my tiny head more thinking.

I snapped out of my thoughts when I felt hand on my shoulder, I looked at my sideways to find Lorraine with worried face, -"If you really don't want to do it, you can back out, I won't Force you Shona, am sorry." Lorraine apologized probably for her behavior? Yeah may be.

I hugged her, -"No lor. It's all ok, am don't wanna back out, I wanna do it." I says genuinely, yes I damn don't wanna back out this time, I really wanna do it, and yeah I'll do it am confident.

-"You Sure,? You can think over babe." Lorraine pulled out of hug, that's why she is my best friend, she is such a darling, ya ya she pushed me for it but at last my happiness is what she wants to see. -"yeah, am pretty sure." I says getting up from my place, and the door open showing up a cute handsome familiar blond guy.

-"Natz." He called out, love evident in his voice, Natalie who was doing her so called happy dance with Sasha making the room all messy turned around, and instantly hugged him. -"Ry." She exclaimed in sheer happiness seeing her boyfriend.

They hugged each other as Natz hopped in his arms, -"I think You agreed, that's why she has transformed to monkey." Ryan Said rather than asked to me.

My eyes widened, Fuck you Natz can't you keep somethings to yourself? And how Ryan easily said that? Knowing his girl was spoiling me, not his fault, Ryan was her first and later after the dearly doing of awkward things between two strangers they started dating and were now in Love with each other. I kinda admired them, they were just great as couple.

-"Sorry Shona, you know right I don't hide anything from Him." Natz apologied giving me that innocent look again, as found me shooting daggers at her.

-"Hey Shon, don't be angry at my baby, it's alright. We are friends right?" Ryan giving me a full smile, darn he was so good at coaxing people, that's the other reason I wanna try my luck like Natalie.

-"Change guys, we need to leave it's already 11." Sasha came in the thing pushing everyone in their respective rooms, Lorraine gave me smile before disappearing her own room, closing the door behind.

Getting in I slammed the door shut, walking to my wardrobe to pull out something good for tonight, umm well I sort of needed some hot dress to impress some freaking one, who would do the honor of being my first, though I've done many illigal and other things but, am still a kiss virgin, I've never been kissed, it's not I don't have fans around, it's kinda am not interested in such stuff, impressing a guy is the thing I've never done, and thanks to my friends am gonna do it.

I huffed struggling with the dresses hanged on my wardrobe, they all were best, but tonight I need something different, something hot, umm okok something revealing but not much. Darn why the fuck I agreed to them, Urgh!!!

I threw all my wardrobe out on my bed by one by one, in name of choosing I was making it a mess, I slammed the door of wardrobe shit pushing it with my leg, kicking it. Before I could struggle more or even think what to do next, door of my room flung open, revealing a smiling Lorraine behind, with a super hot black dress?

-"I know babe you don't have anything this type, do here you go." Lorraine says throwing the Hanger to me,I catched the jet black dress from falling, and squealed -"Lori​. My love." Before I could run to hug her, -"We are late, save that for later." Lorraine winked, trailing out closing be door behind.

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I smiled at my reflection in mirror, the dress hugged my body perfectly, it was quite short but I liked it. I let my thick black wavers roll down like natural, putting on mimal Makeup I stepped in my Black Heels.

I walked out of my room only to get crushed by Screaming Sasha in a suffocating hug, -"You look Slaying." She says? Bellows. I smiled thanking him, before Natalie can follow Sasha's suit, Lorraine pulled me out, I could hear Ryan chuckling behind as we walked down the apartment to our car parked in basement.

-"I'll be Driving today." I announcement before we indulge in a fight or any draw, girls gave up and I happily hopped in driving seat, everyone shuffled in their seats, Natalie and Ryan of course at back, with Sasha and Lorraine beside me. -"Ready guys." I asked closing my one eye shut, -"Let's goooo." As expected their voice boomed in Union.

I started it engine driving it back to life, as I pulled out of basement to the smooth black road of Los Angeles, putting the gear on four, I pressed on to accelareter and the engine roared, giving me thrill, I damn loved it.

-"Hey Shon, take it easy." Ryan says, I looked at him through rear mirror, -"Afraid?" I smirked, -"Naah." He chuckled. -"We are just driving to Pub, So Shona you can enjoy your racing some other time." Natalie butted in, to which I rolled my eyes at her.

-"Yup we are in city, it's not safe." Lorraine says while Sasha was lost long ago in her phone, making me groan. What the hell is their problem? Lambs! Yes they are scared lambs. Not listening to anyone, I speeded up for more. I could hear them shy but I cared least.

Car lurched at a stop with a Screech, as I applied sudden brakes startling my friends, -"What the Fuck shona." Sasha screamed, I turned glaring her -"If you are done Surfing your phone look around." I says in a hell irked Tone. She gazed around and smiled sheepishly.

We got down after parking the car, Morning Star Pub it was written in bold dark letters Which shimmered in darkness, it was a five star one everyone of had our passes, so we got the entry easily.

Loud music Buzzed in ears as we stepped in the familiar place, we've got here many times before we headed to the bar counter, when a young tall guy hugged Ryan. -"Hey Ry." He exclaimed, Everyone of us Stared him confused while Sasha was busy checking the guys around.

-"Hey." I heard Ryan say pulling Apart from the hug, His eyes fell on me with lips twiching up in a full Fascinating smile, I returned his smile with same favor, he was indeed a handsome guy with enticing facial features and mascular body.

-"She is Shona." Ryan says making me jerk, I felt embarrassed for looking so long in his blue eyes, the oceanic one. -"I Shona, am Aidan." He says putting a hand for me to shake and I did, -"You look So Beautiful." He complimented and a blush crept my cheeks.

-"Thank you." I says in a very soft voice that sound foreign to my own ears, earning a flirtatious smile from him. Ryan introduced him to Natalie, Lorraine and Sasha, I couldn't take my eyes off from his twinkling blue ones and I could sense he too had same problem. Aw did I say I like him? We continued talking I could definitely day he Is a very good guy and humour lover for sure.

Lorraine nudge her elbow to me with a wink as she saw us Stealing glances, I winked back at her and it was enough for her. -"Hey Aiden, why don't you and Shona dance." Lorraine smile with teasing Obvios in her voice, -"I would Love to Dance with the pretty lady." Aidan smiled at me, I sighed as he laid his hand out for me to take.

-"I really Like him For you. He is good and single too." Lorraine whispered in my ears, as I held Aiden's hand, and next second I was pulled out to him, with a Yelp escaping my lips, I couldn't even glance back at Lorraine as he pulled Me away in his arms to dance floor.

I damn knew what she meant, well she wasn't wrong even, Aiden seemed a nice guy and even friend of Ryan, I won't mind it. 'Well from when you started Doing in Boyfriend thing Swara.' my subconscious spoke out, I rolled my eyes at it.

-"So Shona, you're Indian." He initiated the conversation as we swayed our bodies along with music, -"Do I look like an American?." I asked sarcastically, -"I didn't mean that." He says with expressions changing, -"Hey I was just kidding." I chuckled and he smiled with his eyes shining again, damn that blue eyes.

We continued talking with dancing of course, suddenly he held me by my waist, I was surprised but didn't mind. He was amazing in person anyone would fall for him, so serene.

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-"You want drink?" Aidan asked me minutes later as we danced and talking for god knows how long, time flew away with him In an instant, I nodded. He smiled and left, I turned around and saw my friends busy with their own, I sighed.

I gasped feeling pair of hands wrapping around my waist, I felt a current passing through my body, I thought it must be Aiden, I smiled -"Aiden." I Says, feeling hot breaths on my neck before feeling warm lips pressing onto my shoulder, it was different my body tingled with jolts of currents passing, his fingers caressed my bare skin of belly, burning it with something I couldn't Understand.

My knees buckled and I gave up leaning my back on his front. One thing came up crashing my mind 'Why did his touch didn't feel the same before?' but I wasn't in a mood to think, I loved his hands working on my body.

-"Fuck. So receptive." I heard a Cold yet heavy voice, when I moaned a little, sending millions of shivers down my spine. 'Wait, it's not Aiden's voice.' Reality crashed me and I swirled in the strong arms only to meet at brown pair of eyes staring back in mine with desire, lust in them, I felt myself drowning in those intimidating yet mesmerizing eyes, though Aiden had Amazing blue or but they were nothing when compared to this one.

My eyes ran over his face, only to Amaze myself more, he was indeed So hot, well sculpted nose, perfect lips, cheekbones, steel like jaw. I've never seen a Man like him, he smirked when found me checking him out, I looked away feeling embarrassed at my own act.

I tried to pull away but he didn't let go of me, -"You're so hot baby." He says, was it the way to talk with a stranger? But the way he spoke, with his deep voice it didn't something to me, rather than pushing away I flushed. -"Damn the red cheeks." He Says leaning close to me, I halt him keeping my hands on his chest.

-"Am Sorry., But I don't know you." I Says, he chuckled richly, -"Neither I do babe." He says, -"No problem we can introduce ourselves now." He stated rather asked nuzzling in my neck. He didn't mind showing his lust and Desire clear in his eyes and actions, but definitely he was a perfect definition of Sexy Greek God, damn he.

-"What's your name?" He asked licking my earlobe, my hands went on their own clutching his collar, he moved away but still held me in his arms, -"Swarali Mishra." I lied. For some reasons I didn't want Aiden to appear, though I thought to spend time with him.

He smiled, oh damn did I say I loved Aiden's smile? Then scratch that dude, his heartstopping smile allured me more, -"Mine is Sanky, and I need you so badly baby. In my bed." His words halted the flow of air in my lungs, did he just say that? How can anyone say it so easily, he didn't seemed to have any shame but his smirks grew wider Which was indeed sexier.

-"I want to Fuck You. Hard." His voice husky dipped in lust, his words made my body feel something that I never felt before, a different kinda excitement in me reached to it's peak, while heart picked up it's space, nerves trembled with blood gushing.

-"Oh baby, you're already getting excited." He Says pulling me more close, I lost my voice I should push him away, he seemed dangerous yet hot too, my tongue felt heavy, I tried to word out but it was too late, his lips crashed over mine, pulling me on him as he kissed me wildly, I couldn't believe my first one would be this way.

I held on to his neck as my legs gave up, his lips sucking mine, I could feel knots pulling down in my stomach, his hands shamelessly roamed over my body, an amazing sense of pleasure clouded me, though it was harsh, wild and dominating.

For some reason I kissed him back, but couldn't match his Passion, was he starving for me? But how is it possible we've just met, taking in an opportunity his tongue plunge in my mouth sucking on to my tongue, my moans muffled in his. This was amazing and I didn't want it to stop, I didn't want Him to stop.

His swift moves gave me whiplash, as I tried to follow, I felt him moving out of dance floor pulling me with him without breaking the kiss, suddenly u felt my back crashing with a wall, his lips left me but not me, he kissed my neck throat nibbling on the skin sucking it. My body transformed to some other world with his every move, damn what I was feeling was unexplainable.

I couldn't stop moaning, pressing his head more in my neck, titling my head at side, giving him a better Assess. Every cell of mine came to life with his touch. -"Aahhh Sankyyy.." I moaned when his lips reached my cleavage licking it.

He pulled away, -"No." An involuntarily moan of protest escaped my mouth, this everything was new for me, and I wanted to feel it. Ya ya I know about this but feeling it was something different.

He chuckled seeing me desperate for him, wanting his hands and lips on me. -"Let's move baby, I can't wait to Fuck you." He says picking me up on his shoulders, walking us out of pub. It happened in such a Swift of moment that I didn't realized what just happened, until he shoved me on back seat of a luxurious car?

Sitting beside he pulled me in his lap, his lips closed mine again, kissing this time furiously, I felt the car move. We are driving but where? I don't know anything about him except his name, I tried to look who was driving but couldn't as the partition of driving seat was covered.

My eyes rolled back, when his hands reached my breasts over my clothes, squeezing them hardly, I reached out for his hairs, clutching then tight I kissed him back with passion, lust, desire? I don't know what but I did. The hairs at my back pebbled, his other hand caressing my bare thighs.

We smooched each other like their was no tomorrow, minutes later he pushed the door open, getting down he pulled me along with him. Lifting me his hands directed my legs to wrap around his waist, and I followed. I don't know where I am, with whom I am, I didn't even care to look around for once, he walked in kissing me still, is Love making, loosing virginity so good? Or is it good with him?

Stopping at a place he pushed me at a wall still holding me up with my legs around his waist, and I hear him click something, some button may be. Minutes later of exotic kissing, which made my lips sore, he pushed me on a couch, hovering over my body removing his blazer, his hands unbuttoned his shirt revealing his mascular physique. I gasped at the view.

He smirked at me before unclasping my blouse, cold air kissed my bare skin making me close my eyes as I wasn't wearing the inner, his fingers touched me there and I threw my head back, as a new sensation coursed through me.

-"Look at me." He ordered and my eyes opened wide at his command, he pinched my now aroused peaks, staring deep in my eyes as he leans down on my body, his thumb swirling over my right peak, I wasn't able to handle the pleasure anymore when his lips replaced his hand, his wet tongue swirled on my bud before enclosing the lips around, he sucked and I couldn't stop myself from screaming his name in sheer pleasure.

His pace increased biting and sucking me hard, -"aahhhhh, sannkkyyy.. pleaseeee." I didn't know what I was begging for but I did. He sucked, licked, kissed my one breast while pinched other, my head spined when pleasure became unhandlable.

I could feel his hand travelling down to my skirt, unzipping it. He pushed it down making it fall on ground, I was beneath him with just a netted inner confiding me from him.

He picked me up abruptly and laid me on bed, I shivered with the coolness of blanket touching my bare body, he kissed me again with his hand travelling down my naval, to my lower abdomen, -"Ohhhh." Another scream left me as his hand sinked in my inner touching me barely, -"Keep moaning baby, scream my name." He says as he pumped in a finger, a loud moan escape me, his gaze was fixed on my face pecking my lips as I shivered with a totally new feeling.

His lips sucked my now swollen peaks, as his fingers worked down, rubbing me vigorously, fingering me alternatively, I can't do anything but moan contineously, silence of room was filled with my moans, screams and pants.

He reached down biting on my belly bottom he ripped down my inner in one go, while he unzipped his pants too, leaving himself in only boxers.

He spread my legs, opening me totally to him, his eyes burned with Desire seeing my bare dripping core, and next moment of his made air left as a puff, he dipped his tongue in my heat, drawing me insane, -"Ohh,.... Aaa...hhh.." the world around me spined, as he licked me, eating me.

His tongue plunge in, he tongue fucked me, desire pooled in me. I couldn't hold on and gave up with my first orgasm exploding me into millions of piece, a foreign Happy feeling washed over me, while his expert tongue didn't stop even for a second in licking me clean.

My eyes closed, and my limp body laid down exhausted by the first orgasm, he came up -"Common baby suck me." He says, I opened my eyes only to see him kneeling down beside me with his length hanging out, he was huge, he held back of my hairs and directed me, I didn't as I was asked to. I sucked him it was my first time I didn't know what to do, but I did. He kept abusing me groaning and moaning -"You bitch, yeahh that way."

He jerked me away and positioned himself between my legs and pushed in without any prior notice, I Screamed at the top of my lungs as his huge shaft drilled my virgin core, I opened my eyes when I felt no movement in him, what I saw shocked me. He was Shocked? Surprised? In Awe? I can't read him.

-"You're Virgin." His words made reality sync in me, yeah damn am virgin and I didn't tell me, well not my fault he was getting desperate. -"You would have told me." Was he feeling guilty for being so harsh?

He leaned in and kissed my lips very softly, this kiss was totally different -"Baby, we could have done it slowly." Was he regretting? Why he changed suddenly knowing I am a virgin ok ok I was now as I lost it to him.

I didn't say anything, -"It's ok." He says sealing our lips as I felt his rock hard slowly sinking in me, all of a sudden he became so Caring, my mind couldn't work clouded with pleasure, though my insides pain adjusting to him, it still gave me pleasure.

Well if he is guilty for the harshly doing then I don't care, because it was just for a night tomorrow nor I know you and neither you will know me Mr. Sanky.

He looked at me this time softly, tears streamed down my eyes, -"Shhhh, it's ok." He says caressing my hairs peppering my face with kisses. Is he gone mad? Suddenly? Or he is Ghajini?

The pain subsided, I could feel him fully pulsing in deep of me, he thrusted me slowly, I kept moaning closing my eyes. While he kissed me and returned it too, after a long time of slow thirsts I came again, exhaustion ruling me. I felt his warm seeds spilling in me, it was a totally different feeling, undescribable, unexplainable.

He pecked my forehead -"Sleep baby you need rest you're tired." I closed my eyes and in no time I fell in darkness.

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When u got up I saw he was sleeping peacefully hugging me to him, I glanced at side and saw it was 4 in morning, I need to get out of here and him, and this was perfect time. Struggling a little I successfully slipped out of his arms and picked up my shattered clothes, I wore them, the room was lavish to adore but I hadn't time, if he would get awake?

I rushed out making sure he was sleeping.

Yahoo, I did it, am no more a virgin. And more thrilling was now he would never come across me again, am free.

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