Connor's POV

It's honestly kinda funny thinking about Evan not knowing it's me.

'It's not like he would be happy if he knew it was you.' There it goes again. That voice.
'He would probably just run away from you.'

I hit my hand in my head trying to shut it up.
'Freak.'
'Loner'
'Druggie'
Just then Zoe comes in.
"Hey Con, Mom said-" she began but I cut her off my screaming, "Get out!"
"Get the fuck out!"

"What the fuck is your problem?!" I then get up and by this time she knows to leave, I can't control myself at this point.

She runs to her room and locks the door. I then start slamming my fist against it.

"You little shit! You think you're wanted! You think anyone cares about you! I hate you! Go fuck yourself!" The comments keep coming out and I can hear her crying on the other side.

"Go to hell Connor!" She shouts still whimpering.

"Go kill yourself!" This is the stuff my voices tell me all the time and I always take it out on Zoe. After a minute of this she finally says:

"I wish Evan never found you! I wish you would've died alone!" Then everything goes quiet. 'She's right.' I think to myself as I back away from her door and start walking to my room.

'I shouldn't be here.' I crash down onto my bed and got some weed out. 'Time to feel......nice' I mentally tell myself as I get the joint ready.

{time skip brought to you by Peppa ;) }

Zoe's POV

"He is such a dick...." I mumble to myself while I sit on my bed, eyes red and puffy, nose slightly stuffy and hugging my knees to my chest.

I hate my brother. I don't care what others say. I hate him. I wish he would have died.

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"Zoe?" I heard my mom on the other side.
"Go away mom." I loudly mumble this time.
"Zoe please-"

"I said go away!" She makes the decision to finally leave me alone and goes back to her room.

I hate my family so fucking much. I wish they would disappear and I know most kids think this but I actually have a good reason. It's not just 'My brother is sooooo annoying' like most sisters but my brother physically and mentally hurts me.

I hate it here and I want to be the one to disappear. 'Lol that rhymed' I think to myself making me give a light chuckle.

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Sorry it's short but writers block can be such a bitch.