So here I was in my spare room that held my witch stuff within it's walls, on the floor. In my circle of candles holding Billy's ghosty hands in mine. I started chanting and felt as though the earth shifted underneath me. When I opened my eyes he stood there then hugged me tightly, but not too tight.

"Trinity you okay in there?" It was Sam

I rushed to the front door and opened the screen door, because around here I didn't need to worry about the front door much.

"She's fine" Billy said from behind me

"Who's this?" Sam asked

"Sam this is Billy my mate" I smiled softly

"I thought?" he said softly

"She did a spell, it's to help her cope okay" Billy hissed

"William Hargrove stop that" I hissed

"Sorry love" he said and kissed my cheek causing me to blush and Sam smiled softly

"You still want to come by and meet the pack?" Sam asked

"Me and Billy will be there" I said

"Great see you soon" Sam said

"Ok" I said

We both watched Sam walked away then run to the woods and shift into his wolf. I turned back towards Billy and Smiled pulling him in for a kiss.

"How much time do we have to kill?" he smirked

"An hour" I smirked

"Come here sweetheart let me show you how much I missed you" he smirked and began kissing me causing me to laugh as he picked me up

He carried me to our bedroom, oh how nice it is to say "Our bedroom" and not just mine anymore. I know it was reckless bringing him back to life, but I can't help living without him. Life was hard as it is, not being able to kiss him the way I wanted to. Our child wouldn't have grown up with their father and I hated that thought. So all the good outweighed the bad at that point in my mind. I know what people will say and I can't just call Max and the others and tell them.

Oh hey by the way yeah I brought your brother back max, no that wouldn't end well with anyone. She'd either be mad I didn't save him sooner and bring him back sooner. Or she would be mad that I brought him back and didn't let him stay dead. I couldn't let him be dead and I hope that maybe they could understand that sometime. They most likely won't ever understand the feeling I had they don't even know I'm pregnant right now.

I knew if I told max or the other's they wouldn't have let me fight or they wouldn't have let me leave. I know it's rude not to tell max, but I don't know if now is the right time. Something tells me she's worried about something or suffering from Billy's death. I knew then that I needed to call max or even take her from Neil in fear he is beating her as well.