Now we wound ourself up in the alleyway because of Steve fucking Harrington.

"How dare you Steven" i hissed throwing a punch

"Calm it sweetheart" Tommy said

"You don't even know what happened we can't tell you because you wouldn't understand" i hissed

Then him and Jonathan got into a fight and then we were in the police station. Now explaining to his mom and the sheriff what was going on. With everything that's been happening I've been struggling. I've needed more weed lately to calm the side affects. I didn't know what was going on maybe it was the wolf inside me. I don't know if that part is even true, what I knew was my witch side was. I sometimes felt the anger rise and I felt like something was clawing the inside of me.

Something begging to be let free, but can't get out in any way, if that makes sense. I was now sitting in a gym with children and one girl who's somewhat like me in a way. Except she isn't a witch, but she has abilities, and were sitting here trying to find Will. Barb is dead and I feel like maybe there was something I could have done. Something that could have saved her in anyway, but what if there isn't or wasn't.

Things with my mom aren't any better, in fact I think there getting worse I can't keep track anymore. Although all this seems so much to handle, yes it is, but I don't focus too much on it. Also there aren't many parties here so, I'm stuck trying to find whatever I can to get the pain to subside.
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I was going to start junior year knowing that Barb was dead, Will was saved and the beatings didn't stop. We moved from where we were, but only into a different house, mom thought Nancy was influencing me. In reality it was actually the opposite way, I influenced Nancy to do things more. Like get out and have fun or to actually have sex with Steve and turns out she did. That night when I left Barb and here at the Harrington house.

The night I would regret not staying behind to possibly save Barb from her terrible death. Now I stand here in front of the damn school all over again. Like this is my first day of sophomore year all over again. Being new sucks, but I wasn't the new kid anymore and we didn't hang out with Tommy and Carol anymore. Apparently Steve has changed and it was Tommy and Carol that were the wrong people not him.

Did I believe that, not really but whatever suits Nancy must go right, no it shouldn't but it does. To say Nancy wasn't pretty would be a lie, do I like her more than a friend maybe maybe not. Although here I found myself standing waiting for what I didn't know until I heard it. The sound of the most beautiful engine in the world and I knew I needed to know who's car that was.