"When I hurt, I feel like I'm drowning. I feel like I'm choking on air. Like the air I breath burns my lungs. It feels as if I can't get enough air in my system, it's as if i can't feel anything. Now tell me again how I could fake my own pain. Tell me I'm lying, tell me I don't know a damn thing. When I should be the one telling you that, telling you that you don't know what pain is, emotionally and physically. I've been through hell and back where have you been?"