~Y/N POV~

Two months passed by very slowly and I visited Taehyung everyday after his mom dropped off his diary for me to read.

I read it all the time even after reading everything he wrote. So I read it over and over again and I mostly read it when I sit in his hospital room with him.

But when I'm not reading it I keep it safe in one of my drawers for safe keeping. I never want to loose it, it brings comfort to me and reminds me of the Taehyung I knew before high school. The book just proves to me he never really changed he was just forced to behave that way towards me.

He kept his promise and he told me that before he saved my life. I just didn't believe him but I do now.

When I was at work this evening Jimin called me to tell me Taehyung woke up. I mean I knew this was coming Mrs Kim, Taehyungs Mom told me they were gonna be waking him up after the swelling in his brain had gone down nicely. So of course I was excused by my dad to go straight to the hospital to see what was going on.

I got there as fast as I could and when I entered the floor he was on I already saw his bodyguard Yoongi waiting for me at the elevator.

I met his two bodyguards Yoongi and Hosoek on my first visit to see Taehyung after I spoke with his mom. To be honest they're really great guys for bodyguards. I became quite close with them fast but I think that has something to do with Mrs Kim speaking time then about mine and Taehyungs friendship before the accident. Hoseok told me they knew everything as they needed to know everyone's relationship with Taehyung to allow them to see him even if Taehyung hasn't met them yet.

"Hey Yoongi. So it's definitely true what Jimin said? Taehyungs awake?"

He nods with a hum sticking his hands in his pockets and walks along side me to Taehyungs room.

"Yeah he's awake. Though I've been told to tell you something before we get there." Yoongi

He grabs my arm to stop us both walking and I frown in confusion.

"What is it? Is he okay?"

"He's actually okay Y/n it's just Mrs Kim told me to warn you before we get to his room that Taehyung doesn't actually remember anyone." Yoongi

Is he serious?
But the seriousness in his face told me her was being very serious about the whole thing.

"Really?"

"Yes. Mr and Mrs Kim are currently talking with his doctor in his office but so far he doesn't remember anyone." Yoongi

Okay, I was not expecting this.

"What about Jimin? Does he remember Jimin or at least his own parents or what about his ex? Nancy?"

Yoongi shook his head again to stick his hand back in his pocket.

"Nope no one. Though he hasn't talked more than saying yes or no and he doesn't react in anyway to anyone that has talked to him. He's just....blank." Yoongi

Blank?
That's definitely not the Taehyung I know. He's far from being just blank.

"Well I have to see him then."

I walked away from Yoongi with determination and he followed close behind and turning the corner I found Jimin and Hoseok both standing outside Taehyungs door that was actually kept open.

"Y/n! You came pretty fast." Hoseok

He laughed while Jimin rolled his eyes but smiling at the same time as Yoongi and I approached.

"Of course she did. It's Taehyung we're speaking about. Have you forgotten she's here everyday?" Jimin

I hugged each of them but then pulling away from Hoseok did I look through the door to see those beautiful brown eyes staring right back at me from his bed. Though he wasn't blank like Yoongi said he was if anything he shows confusion in his eyes like something was trying to click on his mind but wasn't quite there.

"Y/n go talk to him. Go see if you can get a reaction from him." Hoseok

"Ha! I think she already has." Jimin

I heard them speak to one another holding taes intense gaze boring into my very soul as we speak. I missed those eyes since the last two months I've seen him his eyes have been closed. He still wears an bandage around his head but his bruises are gone and his cuts were healing nicely. At least his face and body were getting back to normal it just seems like his mind is missing some memories.

So without saying more I walked towards Taehyung with his eyes following my every movements while Jimin, Yoongi and Hoseok stayed outside but watching in.

"Hey Taehyung. How are you feeling?"

I asked him nervously moving towards the end of his bed. He didn't say anything but shrugged his shoulders slightly with a pout of the lips.

"Okay then. Do.....Do you remember who I am?"

I needed to ask him but worried that he'll say no just like everyone else. I mean he may of written in his diary of how much he loves me and so on but he doesn't even remember his own parents so why would he remember me?

He quietly looks me up and down making me more self conscious about standing in front of him until he stopped to meet my eyes.

"No." Taehyung

His deep voice spoke out. I missed it but yet it disappoints me that he doesn't remember me despite the slight warning I got from Yoongi.

"But you seem very familiar to me." Taehyung

There was two distinct gasps from the door. Jimin and Hoseoks to be exact.

"I'm recording this to show Mrs Kim." Yoongi

I heard him say but didn't look at him, only Taehyung who also just stared back at me in wonder.

"I do? I was told you can't remember anyone."

"I don't but there's something about you I can't put my finger on." Taehyung

"Well that's surprising."

I nervously again tucked a strand of hair behind my ear and inches closer to the chair next to him as he followed my every move but didn't protest in me sitting next to him.

"Who are you to me?" Taehyung

He blinks a few times no showing no emotion on his face so I took a breath because he was making me extremely nervous to around him.

"My name is Y/n. We've known each other all or lives."

"So we grew up together?" Taehyung

"Yes we did, with Jimin. My cousin."

I turned to look over my shoulder to point at Jimin leaning half in the room at the door waving, with Hoseok smiling widely and Yoongi standing with his phone pointing in our direction.

"Our fathers have been friends since ling before we were born so we grew up together. The three of us."

I smiled turning back to face Taehyung. I expected him to be looking at Jimin but no, he was again looking at me so intensely I had no idea how to react.

"Can I ask you something?" Taehyung

I shifted in my seat slightly moving closer to this bed.

"Yes of course ask away."

"Are you my girlfriend or something?" Taehyung

A eruption of laughter came from the door and Taehyung quickly glances over my shoulder and then back at me. I however was caught off guard by the question.

"No Tae. I'm not your girlfriend."

"Have you ever been?" Taehyung

Now he was showing slight confusion on his face with his brows furrowed together.

"No. Never. Just always been friends. Why do you ask by the way? It's kind of sudden?"

Again he shrugs staring me right in the eyes like he's been doing this whole time. I get he can't remember me but he must keep doing that?

"I don't know. I....I just don't know. I feel something weird here but... I don't know." Taehyung

He points at his chest and then drops his hand to his lap.

"Have you spoken to anyone else Tae? Or just me?"

"Just you." Taehyung

"Why?"

Again he shrugged once more.

"I don't know." Taehyung

He sounded more frustrated the more he spoke now he looking away from me to glare at nothing on the floor. I sighed starting to stand up but he grabbed my wrist with a grunt to prevent me from going anywhere.

"Where are you going?" Taehyung

"I thought maybe you'd like some peace and quiet. I don't want to stress you out just because you can't remember things."

He raised a brow at what I said.

"I've been in a coma for two months and you think I want peace and quiet? I may not remember you y/n or anyone but can you just please stay with me?" Taehyung

He battered his lashes at me pulling his puppy look that I can't resist but let's not tell him that if he can't remember. He'll use it against me like he always use to do.

"Okay I'll stay."

I sat back down again expecting him to now let go of my hand but he doesn't. He keeps his grasp on my wrist and looks at my hand. Behind me I could hear the snickering and whispers of the three guys.

"That's so cute!" Hoseok

"Yoongi are you getting all this?" Jimin

"You why I am." Yoongi

I just ignored them and I think Tae did too since he didn't bother looking at them what's so ever. I felt over the moon Taehyung was finally awake but a shame  he can't remember me or anyone else. I guess I'll have to try and help him remember everyone and I'll do anything to help him.