Chapter 35
~TAEHYUNG POV~
Nancy has just been all up in my ass lately I just needed a break from her. Making a false excuse just to come out and drink to my hearts content in this bar, already felt amazing just to be no where near her presence. Yet I wasn't looking forward to going home afterwards. Hopefully she's not home or something I don't know.
Sitting at the bar I downed my last shot of tequila feeling the burning sensation down my throat just to wave to the bar tender, gesturing another two more. I already had two pints of beer and yet I just needed something that burns on it's way down.
Thoughts of Y/n filling my mind constantly. I miss her yet I have to stay away so she can move on. I'm still trying to get away from Nancy though but as long as she stays away from Y/n and her family then that's all I ask to come out of this. Even if I cant be with Y/n the way I like to, its good to know that she's doing okay or so I'm told by Hoseok who spoke to Y/n not that long ago.
I sighed to myself when the bartender pushed those two shots to me. I stared at them for a moment just thinking how fucked up my life is right now. It'll never be the same with out Y/n in my life.
Taking the two shots in my hands I quickly downed them both down one after the other. The eyes of the bartender watching me do so with a slight concern on his face but I ignored it. I didn't care anymore.
"Give me another beer."
I told him without even so much as to look at him but to push the two small empty glasses towards the man and look away to the side of the bar when I heard the entrance to the bar I'm currently in opened and to my surprise it was Jimin.
Although he didn't look happy so I sighed again, my mind filling with ideas to what I could of done this time but nothing has come to mind. I haven't seen or spoken to Y/n in a while so I don't know what I've done.
Turning away from him when I received my third beer of the evening Jimin finally came to sit beside me on the stool, pulling it close to my side as I picked up my pint and took a sip of it which soothed my burning throat.
"Hello Jimin."
"I need to talk to you about something." Jimin
My eyes widen for a split second, surprised but his urgent tone and deepened voice. Setting my drink down I turned to face him more, propping my elbow up on the counter and rested my chin on my palm to look at him.
"What is it?"
Jimin frowned to me, his eyes searching mine but I just stared back at him in waiting, forcing a smile to my lips.
"You're drunk." Jimin
I rolled my eyes to him and yet didn't let my smile falter.
"I'm not drunk. I've just had a few drinks that's all."
His eyes squinted to towards me, not believing my words and turned to the bartender and pointed to me as he spoke.
"How many drinks has he had?" Jimin
I pressed my finger to my lips, signalling to the man to be quiet but he just gave me a look of uncertainty.
"He's had five shots of tequila and he's on his third beer of the night." bartender
"Okay will don't give him anymore." Jimin
The man nodded to Jimin and walked away to the other side of the bar. I just pouted now that my supply of booze was gone for the night.
"Boo Jimin you're no fun."
"Well I need you to be sober enough to understand what I have to tell you." Jimin
I nodded, rolling my eyes again just to take my beer back in my hands and gulp at least half of it down.
"What is it then? How did you even know I was here to start off with?"
"I know you well enough to know where you would be at this time of day." Jimin
I allowed that excuse for now even if sober me wouldn't actually take that but right now I honestly couldn't care less how he found me as long as Nancy doesn't know.
"Okay, okay. Now tell me what you want to talk to me about."
Jimin turned his fully body to face me from his seat position on the stool and grabbed my shoulders to force me to do the same and let me go just to stare into my eyes with his own but yet he didn't say anything. He just continued to stare at me in silence and even in my tipsy state I could tell there was something there, his eyes gave that away but yet he didn't say anything at all.
"Is there something on my face?"
I patted my cheeks just to make sure there was nothing there. He was making me self conscious under his dark eyes.
"You got Y/n pregnant." Jimin
I just blinked at him, processing what he just said in my mind.
"Y/n? As in my Y/n? Our Y/n?"
Jimin just nods, his facial expression remaining neutral and carefully watching for my reaction but I was too overwhelmed to think straight about this. I swear all the colour drained from my face and I turned back in my chair facing the counter head on. Again picking up my pint of beer I swallowed the half pint of beer that was left in my glass in almost one go, needing something to help me grasp what he said was real.
Slamming the glass back down on the counter I wiped my mouth with the back of my hand just to stare at the wood of the counter top.
"She found out last week Tae and she's been staying at her parents house ever since." Jimin
I hummed, listening to what he had else to say.
"Y/n wants to keep the baby Taehyung and on my way here Rose text me to say Jungkook offered to be the father since it's clear with what's going on with you and Nancy, it wouldn't be possible for you to take on that role." Jimin
I know what he says is true, I cant and that hurts. This is all the more reason to hate Nancy but one thing for sure is she cant find out about Y/n and her child being mine. I guess if they tell everyone its Jungkooks then Nancy would stay away from the both of them but that doesn't stop me from clenching my jaw and squeezing my hand in to a fist.
"Y/n's okay though? The baby too, right?"
Finally meeting Jimin's I seen the look of pity in his eyes as he looked at me.
"Yes they're both fine. I haven't spoken to Y/n directly yet but my aunt told us everything." Jimin
I nodded just to face away from him. I couldn't let him see my tears that were threatening to fall. Y/n the woman I have always loved is pregnant with my child and I don't even get to be part of that. It hurts to face facts but yet gives me all the more burning desire to get rid of Nancy much quicker than the process that has been done so far.
"Hey man Im sorry this has happened to you to the both of you. It sucks but if you think about it this could push you even more to have Nancy gone right?" Jimin
I nodded, wiping my eyes aggressively to hide my tears from him when he patted my shoulder. Jimin had no idea how right he was.
"Yes. I'll do anything to get rid of that witch at this point."
Quickly I turned to Jimin, grabbing him by the front of his shirt and pulled up close enough for me to whisper in his ear.
"I'll even kill the bitch if I have to Jimin. I'll take back what is mine and that's a promise."
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