Chapter 32
~Y/N POV~
Three weeks.
It's been three weeks since what last happened between us. It seems so long ago now but at the same time only yesterday did it happen. I still think about him constantly but I've come to learn that I need to move on with my life. I can't be thinking about him like this all the time, putting my life on hold because of someone that doesn't want me. So I have no choice but to let go and just go on with my life.
I have supportive family and friends who love me and even I still speak to Taehyungs parents on a daily basis since they've always been a big apart of my life despite what has happened between me and their son.
Now because I decided to move on with my life for the last week I've dragged myself back to work, continuing on like normal. Seeing the animals in their either routine appointments or emergency appointments. It's like getting back into a normal routine except I have Jin and Jungkook constantly checking up on me. I swear those Jungkook has been my rock in this. I don't know where I would of been without him in this time of my life.
Not only does he check up on me, but makes me food to make sure I eat, forces me to his gym to just get out there and meet new people and just to do something and then at nights he just spends longer time with me, making sure I'm not alone and watching tv with me or playing games. Really, he's a true friend.
Speaking of Jungkook, while I thought about him sitting in my small examination room from my stool did I see his head pop through my door in between a small gap that hid the rest of his body.
"Hey Y/n." Jungkook
"Yes Jungkook?"
Jungkook smiled widely his famous bunny smile showing upon his face. Opening the door wider to step inside and stand at the door way.
"Jin said we can go now. He's going to clean and lock up the place, that is if you're ready to go home now?" Jungkook
I nodded so ready to go home, grabbing my bag and jacket from the hanger next to the door on the way out and followed him through the small corridor to the reception area just feet away from the door to leave but both Jungkook and I stopped when someone unexpectedly entered through the doors that someone forgot to lock.
There stood the man that was the cause to my pain, the man I haven't seen or heard from in the last three weeks. Not that I was expecting to hear from him but still he stood in front of me, chewing on his bottom lip and tucked his hands into the pockets of his long trench coat jacket.
Taehyung.
It's Kim Taehyung.
"Y/n could I please talk to you for a moment?" Taehyung
I gasped, stepping much closer to Jungkook, grabbing his arm for support. Why would he want to speak to me?
"It wont take long I promise. Jungkook doesn't even have to leave." Taehyung
I noticed the way Taehyung glanced towards Jungkook and then to my arm that was securely wrapped around Jungkook's.
"Okay then. What do you want?"
I just wished my voice didn't come out so small and fragile in this moment. I didn't want to show him how much I was still hurting.
"I want to apologise for my actions. All of them. Starting from what I told you when we broke up to.... well now. I have no excuse for it and I just wanted to come by and tell you how sorry I am." Taehyung
Our eyes met, and the look of guilt and sympathy were all there but I don't know if I could accept that apology. His actions have already been made and his words will never leave my mind. But would it be childish of my not to accept it?
At least he apologised. Right?
And I'm trying to move on with my life. This could be a step.
"Okay. Thank you."
Averting my eyes to his shoes, I couldn't look at him in the eyes anymore. Pressing my body against Jungkook's I just wanted to go home. But Jungkook taking my hand in his showed me all the more support I needed.
"Oh? W-Well okay then. I thought I would have to explain some more but if you're okay with that then i'll leave....It was good to see you again Y/n." Taehyung
He pressed a fake smile and turned back towards the door, pushing it open to step out. But I had something to say.
"I'm moving on Taehyung. I mean it this time."
His whole body froze, shoulders tensed up and one hand balled up into a fist as I stared at him from behind taking in his reaction through his body language since I couldn't see his face but only his back. The air became think with tension and no one spoke a word. I even looked up to Jungkook sharing the same weirded out look until Taehyung turned his head to look over his shoulder. Another fake smile upon his face.
"Good. That's good Y/n. You deserve someone that will make you happy." Taehyung
Then his eyes landed on Jungkook, softening all the more by the second.
"Look after her for me?" Taehyung
Jungkook nodded,
"On my life." Jungkook
Taehyung nodded back, lips pressed into a thin line and walked out the front door just for it to slam shut afterwards. He's gone. Again.
Pain burned in my chest just seeing him again and now he's gone again it all comes flooding back to me. Tears brimming my eyes, a sob leaving my throat just to collapse into Jungkook's arms. Holding him tight for that emotional support he gives me by his presence alone but this time I needed more.
From this moment on, Taehyung would no longer be in my life.
Now it's time to rebuild myself and get on with it. Without him.
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