Haru-

I walk down the hall and to the elevator, Makoto standing next to it and he walks over to me. We get into the elevator and I lean against the wall.

"He heard us..." I mutter almost silently.

"What?" Makoto looks at me and I repeat myself with a small sigh.

His eyes widen, starting to panic and I quickly move over to him. I grab his shoulders and make him stay still.
"It'll be okay, don't panic." I say and he whines.

"How are you not freaking out??"

"I am..." I mutter, pulling away from him with barely any emotion.
"I feel like shit about it all.. I love Rin." I hang my head.

"It's my fault, I'm sorry.." Makoto looks to the side.
"But I have something to tell you.." He says and I look up at him.

"What..?" I ask quietly.

"I... I love you... Not as a friend... But something more.." He manages to say, him struggling.

"N-No Makoto you're my best friend. Y-You can't.. Not like that.." I try to stay calm.

"I always have, ever since I was little.. I thought maybe you were giving me a chance.." He shakes a little and I frantically shake my head.

"N-No it was an accident I-I.." I back up in a panic and my back hits the wall of the elevator, the door opening a few moments later and I rush out.

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I shakily walk out of the food court with me and Rin's food plus drinks. I walk to the elevator and press the button, my anxiety still a mess from the talk with Makoto. I try to stay calm, not wanting to make a scene in public as I take a deep breath. The elevator beeps and it opens, me almost jumping and I sigh as I walk into the elevator. I press the number I need and the doors close.

I wait in silence for the elevator to get to our floor, the doors opening a few moments later. I walk out of the elevator and down the hall to me and Rin's room. My heart aches as I look at the door, feeling terrible. I slowly grab the doorknob and turn it, opening the door and walking into the room. I close the door behind me and carry the trays to our desk, sitting them down.

"I got your favorite, sushi." I turn to face Rin, him laying in bed with multiple covers over him. He slowly sits up, the blankets falling to his lap and he shivers.

"Cold?" I ask and he nods. I walk over to the front door where the thermostat is, turning it up a little. I then walk back to the desk, grabbing his tray of food along with the water bottle I got him. I sit the tray in his lap and hand him a water bottle, turning around and sitting at the desk to eat. I eat slowly, barely even having an appetite anymore.

I'm so sorry Rin..