That night was hell for the two of us. Surprisingly it was also one of the best nights for us. It was the night we were re-united, we bonded. But where happiness lyes sorrow follows.

It was that night that he left me for the second time. The only difference was that this time he wasn't coming back.

We departed a mixture of our tears and the fresh rain stained my shirt. I stood there as I watched him get into his car, driving away. The sound of the rain pitter pattering against the ground. I began to walk home. I couldn't help but feel a unsettling feeling in my gut. But like a fool I pushed it aside. Little did I know, fate was plotting to take a chomp of reality.

Maybe we could've been living a happy life together if I would've listened to my gut feeling.

Dammit.

The next morning I woke from my nightmare filled slumber. I went to the kitchen and made myself a cup of coffee. I remember turning on the TV, right away the news channel filled the room. I couldn't believe my ears.

"A late night tragedy. Last night a young man in his late twenties was involved in a tragic car crash. It happened on Wailburg Street around 10pm. We are currently unable to announce victim but we will keep you updated."

The channel then went to a commercial break. My eyes widened, heartbeat thumping. I cupped my face, as horrible thoughts polluted my mind.

"N-no it couldn't be, not him"
I reached for my phone, my hands shaking, throat tightening. I picked up my phone calling.... Calling no one. The one time I desperately need friends, I had no one.

Useless piece of shit.

Out of anger and distress I chucked my phone against the wall. The contact making a thump sound. I clawed at my hair. My thoughts and body melting, trembling, turing into a pool of emotion. I couldn't handle the unknown. I was going crazy.

I found myself lost in pain, once again, because of you. The way I acted was all because of you. Taehyung.

Seconds, minutes then hours went by. The dam TV commercials went on forever. Still no indications of you being okay. I was in hell, no. Worse. Not knowing if you, the love of my life, was okay was horrific.

Hell, pain, sorrow.... always seem to find a way to grasp me. They tease me. Letting me run free for a short period of time, I finally find a sense of happiness, then they ruthlessly yank me back into they're arms.

For the thousandth time a commercial ended, the news channel intro came back on. All my attention was on the news reporters voice.

"We currently have more information on the car accident that happened last night on Wailburg Street"

I crank the volume all the way up, the TV blasting my ears, but my brain continued to strain, trying to comprehend the words I was hearing.

"The victim was 21 year old Kim Taehyung"

Ripppp, that was the sound my heart made when I heard these horrible words enter my ears.

A huge wave of despair washed over my body. I was a deer caught in headlights, paralyzed, starting at the television.

It was him.

My world came crashing down, I couldn't process the news. No, I just didn't want to believe it. I didn't want to loose you again.

I sat there limp like a rag doll, unsure of what to do, I was in shock. My heart shrieked, urging me to go to the hospital but my mind and body were blank. I was terrified, what if he was on the verge of dying. Or worse, what if he was already dead.

I knew he was hurting, if only he knew he I was going crazy worrying about him. I wanted to go comfort him, but I couldn't bring myself to do it.

I heard a slight knock at the door. I sluggishly got up, tripping over my feet on the way to the door. I opened the door, to see an elderly woman standing there, tears rolling down her cheeks.

There was not need for explanation I knew what happened. I put my arms around the elderly woman embracing her. I immediately began crying once again.

"T- Taehyung........ H-he's gone" she, sobbed. Her grip becoming tighter. "shhhh, everything will be okay" I shakily say. Trying to stay calm for her comfort.

After a long while the lady whipped her tears forcing a smile onto her face. She handed me a envelope, then she left.

I stood there staring at the envelope, I knew what it was I just didn't want to accept the cold reality of the situation.

I shut the door, my knees became weak. I slowly slid against the door sinking down into a little ball. My heart ached, I wanted to cry but I couldn't. The tears just wouldn't flow. I clenched my fists crinkling the paper. I didn't know how to react, I was lost in emotion.

I finally composed myself, hesitantly, I opened the envelope. Inside there was a paper informing me about the funeral.

I let out a painful sigh, covering my mouth to hold back the sobs. At that moment I knew it wasn't a nightmare. It was the heartbreaking truth. He's gone.

A week later at the funeral.

The sky way gloomy and the clouds were holding back tears. It was like Mother Nature knew.

There was only three people at his funeral, his mother, younger sister, and I.

I walked over to the coffin, I was scared, scared of what I was about to see. But I just had to say goodbye before he was gone forever.

His chocolate brown hair gently laid agains his forehead, his pale complexion wasn't bright and full of life as it once was. I bit my lip hard, holding back tears. Why did this happen to you? You didn't deserve this.

I gently touched his hand, squeezing it tight, I brought it up to my lips, kissing his hand. I stood there staring at you remembering how much happiness you gave off. Tears started rolling down my cheeks, "I always have and always will love you" I murmured.

I let go, turning my head. I wasn't able to see you lifeless, reality was finally grasping me.

Your mother and little sister came up to me, a weak smile on their faces. I could tell they were holding back tears. They mouthed "thank you" and took me into their arms. At that moment the sky began to cry, along with the rest of us. The sound of the rain mixing with our cries, the fresh rain mixing with our salty tears.

Up until this day I still miss you like crazy Taehyung. But I know you never truly left. You will always have a place in my heart and there's no way I could ever forget you.

I love you. Taehyung.

Authors note:
Okay so there's my short story. It took me forever to finish but I did it!

To clear up any confusion, this is a story about BTS J-hope and V aka Taehyung.

The whole story is in J-hope's point of view, but it's mostly him just remembering the times he spend with V up until his death.

I hope you enjoyed, sorry that it's kinda sad.

Comment down your feelings and vote. :)

Thank you for reading! ♡

~MiintYoongii