Chapter Seven

~~Lucas~~

The school day went by extremely fast. Everyone was talking about Katie's party happening tonight. And actually, I am pretty excited. I haven't really been to a big party before. I wasn't exactly your social typical gay. I mostly hung out with some of my friends but not as like a big group where we go to huge parties. I told Sean that I would catch up with him at the party and that I am going over to Kaylie's. But Sean would not take no for an answer so he came with me. Probably because this is Katie's house also. Katie and Kaylie had a much larger home in the Hollywood hills. Her parents are out of the town for the weekend. So Katie thought it would be a wonderful idea to throw a party. Her parents even told her she could do whatever she wanted. Really? If I did this when my mom went away, I would be buried alive. Katie wanted help setting up for the party but Kaylie and I told her to fuck off and get her own help. So now Kaylie and I are in her bedroom watching Netflix and she is shopping online.

"Do you think that this picture would look great in my bedroom?" She turned the laptop so I could see the screen. It was a painting of a girl with sunglasses and red lipstick and have of the face was fading away. "Yeah, that's pretty cool looking." I smiled. "I'll buy you one also if you like?" She gestured.

"I'm fine, I can buy my own. How much is it?" I asked.

"Thirty four hundred." She responded. I about chocked on my own saliva. "How the hell do you rich people afford these things?!" I shouted. She started laughing. "I can't afford it. But my parents can." She raised her dancing eyebrows at me, making me laugh.

The bedroom door opened and we turned from the bed to look who was at the door. It was Sean shirtless in a pair of ripped jeans, standing at the door frame. Holy Jesus.

"What do you want Sean?" Kaylie asked.

"I was wondering if.... Katie was wondering if Lucas can help her." Sean said, glancing repeatedly over at me.

"Sorry Sean, I am busy right now." I shrugged. He nodded and walked out of the room, shutting the door behind him. My face stared to flush red. Why did he come in here shirtless? Is he trying to kill my vibe right now?

"Spill it." Kaylie slapped my arm to snap me out of my gaze. I turned my head to her and asked her what.

"What is with you two? He is extremely nicer than he was the other day to you." Kaylie pointed out. I raised an eyebrow to her in confusion. I am so confused on what she meant.

"God, you are so dumb. Either you two are in love and are hiding it, or he is just hiding his love for you." Kaylie said. I looked back at the door and looked back at her.

"If you haven't notice Kay, Sean is kind of straight. And with your twin sister." I chuckled at the thought of him being gay.

"I seen the way you two looked at each other. Something is going on here." She nodded in agreement to herself.

"Kaylie, even if he was, we are step brothers. Our parents would never let this be." I exclaimed. Well, my mom probably wouldn't care. She would say 'If it makes you happy, then go for it.'

"Lucas, I dated my step brother once. We dated for almost a year. You guys are not blood related at all. So it's okay." Kaylie informed me. Maybe it is ok to be with him. I wish he was mine, but in reality nothing could be mine. I moved from here and there in my mind, I seem to not be getting anywhere with the things, the people, that I love or care about. Thomas was the gentle kind, but we seemed not to be getting anywhere. Yes I loved him, but I was never in love with him. I loved him more like a best friend. You think that I would let him down. But in real life, I only let myself down by dragging him with me. I should have told him from the start that I was never in love with him like he was with me. I just should have told him....

"People are starting to arrive. So let's make you look hot so you can make Sean jealous." Kaylie smiled viciously at me. "I have no other clothes besides the ones I have on right now.

"That's okay, my step brother has a lot of clothes in his room. He is never around anymore so you can wear them." Kaylie frowned and dragged me down the hall into her brother's bedroom. She shut the door and ran over to the walk-in closet. I watched her look through the clothes and put them up to me a million times. This is taking forever. I thought in my head.

"BINGO!" She shouted and laid the clothes out on the table in the closet. She had laid out a tight shirt that is one size below mine. Then she had ripped jeans and Givenchy boots for me. "Here you go my love." She smiled. I took off my clothes and slipped on the ones she had laid out for me.

"What happened to you?" Kaylie asked. Crap..... I forgot she was in the room. I turned around slowly and her eyes were widen. I slipped on my shirt and turned back around. Tears started to fall from my eyes. Kaylie walked over and hugged me.

"You don't have to tell me Luc. It's okay. Tell me when you are ready. I nodded and put the rest of the clothes on.

"Oh hot damn. If only you was straight." Kaylie said while checking me out. I chuckled and rolled my eyes.

"Okay, so now let's mess up your hair a little bit." She gestured.

"Why?" I raised an eyebrow to her and slapped her hand away.

"God, you really are gay." She laughed and moved my hands out of the way so she can mess up my light brown hair.

"Now look." She turned me around to look in the mirror. I honestly looked pretty cute.... Wait not I looked hot. Yeah, I said it. I looked hot as fuck.

"Well my hot stud muffin. Shall we rock this bitch together?" She said and flipped her hair to the side. I chuckled and I let her hook her arm to mine and we started walking for the stairs.

As we walked down the stairs all eyes were on us. God, is this like a royal ball or something? I thought in my head. My palms started getting sweaty from being nervous. I can't stand all these people watching me. Then I saw Sean. He was talking to his friends when they all turned to look at Kaylie and I. I stared at Sean right in the eyes and he looked so beautiful. I think I am in love.