Chapter 2
Derek Howard

I left that morning. I couldn't stay with Justin any longer without doing anything to him.

He's like a huge tease.

The way he sucks on a lollipop, or says sexual things but doesn't understand. Oh my god

I'm sick.

However not as Sick as Mr.McCann he's not the only one checking Justin out. He thinks I don't notice the way he stares at Justin or when he accidentally says 'baby' instead of 'Boy' or 'Jay'

The only person who hasn't noticed is Justin and his mom. His mom isn't really present in his life. She's always working. I've known Justin for 5 years now and she doesn't even remember my name half of the time.

Which is why My little Justin is always with that Old Fucker.

I just hope this Weekend goes by fast so I could see Justin on Monday.

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"Then me and Daddy Colored!" Justin smiled as he told me about his amazing weekend.
"That's great Jay" I ran my fingers threw his hair as I drove in front of the school.

I guess just has a little soft spot on his head because he kinda moaned when I did that. It was turning me on.

As soon as we got in the goddamn school everyone laughed there asses off at Justin.

"Justin you want your daddy" some fat ass said. "Fuck off" I stuck my middle finger up.

I saw Justin holding back tears and I couldn't help but feel pain in my heart.

"Jay why don't me and you go to the aquarium" "B-but we have school Der, me and Dan we're gonna color our elephant today" he moped.

"But it's bring your 16 year old to the aquarium day" I lied, "Really!?" He grinned.

Justin is way too innocent.

"Yep"

"Then lets go Der!" He grabbed my hand leaving the school to my car.

As I exited from the hell hole we call school I had my middle finger up mouthing 'Fuck you' since Justin hates when I curse.

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"Dee look look at the Polar bear! He's so cute!" I smiled "Just like you" I winked, then Justin blushed.

"Can we see the seals?" He asked with his beautiful puppy dog eyes. I could get lost in them. "Y-yeah" I Stuttered.

After the aquarium we went to eat at McDonald's. I hated that I lied to Justin and we cut school but since his parents aren't here who's gonna protect him? Either way we were gonna cut class because Justin would have been crying in the Janitor closet.

And I would have had to sit in there with him and tell him jokes to feel better.

People say I'm good looking and I could be popular if I just dropped Justin. But I'm so close to this kid now I couldn't.

I'm a little too close.

I don't know if I'm gay.

I don't know if I'm straight.

Maybe I'm both

"Oh! I got a hot wheels car" Justin played with his toy. "So yanno this little holiday we took today, your parents don't know about it"

"Oh well then I'll tell them! I had so much fun with you Der!"

"I'm glad you did beautiful but this is our little secret okay" his eye widened.

"I have too lie?"

"I-I don't like lying Der, Good boys don't lie" He froze.

"But if you do tell.." I trailed. "I'll get in trouble, because I'm 17 and only 16 year olds can go" I have to stop lying. "Okay just because your my bestest friend in the whole wide world"

"Mwah!" He kissed my cheek. My cheeks instantly turn hot and a light shade of pink. "No p-problem- Jay" I chuckled awkwardly.

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"Okay remember don't tell" I put my pinkie up so we pinky swear. "Okay!" He pinkie swears..

I smiled. "Good, I'll pick you up tomorrow" I said. "Okay bye bye" Justin waved cutely, going into his house.

I smiled at the ground.

He doesn't know he has me wrapped around his tiny finger

Once I got home I laid down comfortably and scrolled threw my messages and saw texts from people I never got back to since I was with Justin.

Micheal - Yo Derek the twins wanna fuck you 😭

Micheal- Where are you there looking all over for you? 😩

Micheal- Derek once and a life time opportunity! Where the hell are you!?

I responded with a "We need to Talk, come to my place"

After Justin Micheal is my best friend. I think I'm gonna tell him, I might be gay or Bisexual .

I'm just scared how he's gonna take it.

30 Minutes Later

"You took forever Asshole!" I rolled my eyes. "Relax I was this close to getting pûśśÿ" He groaned.

"So what do you want?"

I didn't really plan out a speech or something. So "IthinkImgayandilikejustin"

"What the fuck?"

I sighed "I think I'm gay and I like Justin" his eyes widened. "What?" Said Micheal.

"I think I'm gay or that least bisexual" I mumbled. "Dude..." he trailed. "Your mom and step-dad are homophobic" He spoke.

"I-I know"

"Your like the second person I told" I said remembering Mr.Mccann aka Jason.

"Justin was the first?" I nodded my head no. "His father"

"Are you okay? With this? With me?" I asked. "Of course I am"

"Your my best friend, if you were Trans I'll still love you" He smiled. I licked my dry lips. "Is this why you spend so much time with Justin? Cause you wanna fuck him?"

I rolled my eyes. "I don't wanna fuck Justin, I wanna have a relationship with him, Date him, make love to him" I blushed at the end part.

"I see you Der"

"But how are you truly sure you like Boys?" I cocked an eyebrow. "Come again"

"Did you see the porn? You have to find-"

"Micheal!" I shivered thinking about that. I mean I'm not used to seeing a dïck other than mines"

"There's only one way" he went on my laptop. "And your gonna find out" he gave me my laptop walking out.

"Text me later" he winked. Leaving me alone with my laptop and unbuckled pants.

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Soooooo

How do you like Micheal?

So far who are you siding with? Derek or Jason?

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