Kim Soo Jin

The little bean doesn't spare me, we're almost half way through, but the sickness isn't getting any better. But the guys really stand up for themselves .

Yeosang gets up earlier every morning so that the fresh ginger tea is ready by the time I wake up, but unfortunately it doesn't always have the desired effect. So it often happens that I spend my mornings with that particular white porcelain.

In fact, it turned out that the little one is very picky. If the little bean doesn't like something, immediately returns it.

So it's no wonder, I have no appetite, and I'm actually afraid to eat, fearing that it will come back to where it went.

As a result, I didn't really gain weight. I'm afraid the little one might get hurt, so I force myself to eat something at least once a day, but I don't like eating.

I can see in the guys that they are worried, they are afraid of us. I'm sorry they're making so much trouble for us.

Some time ago, they started working again, taking turns to always have a team with us. For now, only songwriting, choreo planning, dance rehearsals, photography, one or two TV roles, up to live shows.

Until I give birth, they won't make a comeback because they don't want to leave us alone for a long time.

Today, BTS is the serial nanny, SKZ is filming a radio show, and ATEEZ is in dance class until the evening.

" Have you eaten today? " Jin comes into my room.

" No, it hasn't worked yet. I tried, but the thought of food always made me sick. "

" You have to eat, have you had your tea? "

" Yes, Yeosang brought it in before leaving."

" Didn't help? "

" My early nausea missed it, but it doesn't help against my food aversion. "

" Is there anything you would like? I will prepare anything for you, just please try to eat it! " he folds his hands begging.

" Hmmm... " I think out loud " what I would really like to eat right now is Chinese. For some reason, I really want the wood-ear mushroom.

" How do I make it? With pasta or ragu?"

" Could it be both?"

" Of course " says Jin happily " I'm glad that we managed to achieve so many results, that we found something for you to eat. "

With that, he rushes to the kitchen and gets to work, humming happily.

" What are you so happy about? " J-Hope asks him.

" Finally, Jinniya asked for something! She didn't eat anything again today, but she will!"

" I hope so " I add honestly, because that's why I'm worried too.

" By the way, if you're sick again, drink some cold cola! " Hobi looks at me, and when he sees my questioning look he adds " it worked for my sister. "

" Oh, I see. Thank you very much. I will try it out. But now I'd like to go to bed, I don't know why, but I'm so tired. "

" It must be because of the hormones!" says Namjoon, who is just arriving in the kitchen, then when he sees our shocked heads, he shrugs and continues " What's up? I read a little about pregnancy, after all, you are our responsibility now. "

Pulling myself together, I walk over and plant a kiss on his cheek.

" You are cute! " I hug him, then quickly go to my room to sleep.

I wake up to Seonghwa speaking on my behalf:

" Soojin, get up! Get up, please! The food is ready. Jin is setting the table. "

" Hmmm" I stretch and open my eyes. " Seonghwa, how are you here? Aren't you training?

" But it was, but the trainer had an urgent family matter, so we got the second half of the day off. Well, I heard you haven't eaten yet today. So get up quickly and eat with us. Jin was very excited to finally be able to make something you could eat. "

" Okay, let's eat " I smile, then sit up carefully so that my stomach doesn't turn again. Fortunately, this will not happen now. On the contrary, it is so bad that the windows will shake.

" I think the little one placed the order, " laughs Hwa" let's eat! "

We go out to the others, they are already seated around the table, and they are also sitting around the small table in the living room. Aigoo, there are quite a few of us, we can hardly fit.

Tae is bottle feeding Yong Soo.

" She couldn't wait " the boy shrugs his shoulders with a smile.

" She doesn't even need to" Jin winks at him " neither do we, now that Soojin is here too, let's eat! "

" Chicken breast ragu with wood ear mushrooms, bamboo shoots, and Chinese rice noodles with vegetables to order for the little bean " presents the food.

It smells divine, and my stomach rumbles again, indicating that the little one also likes what I feel.

" Uhmm, Jin, that turned out really well, ai-sh, it's very good! " I eat the bites one after the other with relish.

" I'm very happy about that, but even better that you're finally eating." the oldest BTS member looks at me cheerfully.

Suddenly I get a strange feeling. I freeze, I put my hand on my stomach.

Did I feel good? Again, not very strong, but it will definitely be....

Tears.

The two teams fall silent and watch in alarm as I swallow my tears. But I don't feel anything about it.

" Soojin, are you okay?! " someone asks... I don't really understand what's happening around me. I was immersed in this sweet feeling.

" Soojin, answer!!!" someone shakes my arm.

I look up and see that they are scared. Yoongi is holding my arm, he was talking to me.

" I'm sorry, I didn't want to scare you, there's nothing wrong, it's just..." I sniff a little " it's just... I think I can feel the baby moving! And these are tears of joy. "

They sigh with relief that there is nothing wrong.

Jungkook, though, asks if he can see it too.

" Now I can only feel it from the inside, I couldn't feel it from the outside either. It is as if small waves are starting from the inside, but they are not yet strong enough to be felt from the outside" seeing his disappointed face, I will add that " but I will definitely let you know if I can! "

After we finish eating, I thank Jin for making such a divine meal beyond my imagination. He blushes and waves that it's nothing.

Then, after agreeing that ATEEZ will clean up, BTS heads home to rest up for tomorrow's show.

I also take Yong Soo for an afternoon nap. I've been sleeping quite a lot lately, so we cuddle and fall asleep. I wake up because someone is covering us.

From behind my half-opened eyes, I catch a glimpse of Seonghwa.

" Thank you for being with us" I whisper to him softly, so as not to wake up the little one.

" Aniyo, we are glad that you are here!" he smiles at us " you make our days more colorful. It's nice to come home without an empty dorm waiting for us. "

" We are also quite tiring" I hang up.

" Not at all, don't even think about it" he then leans down and kisses us both on the forehead, " but now go to sleep! "

That he goes out. And I turn back to Soo and sink into the sea of ​​dreams. I haven't slept so peacefully in a long time.